The Story of Love
CHAPTER 36 (STORY)
The atmosphere of shahdu and solemn is very felt in this place, making worshipers who are worshiping very solemn with full sincerity
One by one they began to come out, leaving behind a very large church. So did Alvin, but his steps stopped beside a woman who was still sitting in his place
The woman glanced cynically “At first I believed the same Brother, that Arafah would always be happy as long as on the side of Kak Alvin but it turns enggak” he stared flatly at Alvin “Arafah My Brother. Again Brother Alvin so the reason he cried, Brother will be battered in my own hands”
Alvin was sitting next to a woman who was none other than Tiara “Lo did not understand Ra. You do not understand what it feels like so I” his eyes stare softly at the sign of the big cross in front of “Gue very dear to Arafah but yesterday I think that in the relationship that we live, I think that in the relationship that we live, only I fought”
Tiara's eyes stared in disbelief at Alvin “Fight yourself?” cynically “Kakak do not know how strong Arafah who always tried to convince his Papa that Kak Alvin said he wanted to meet Om Handoko”
“She was crying that Om Handoko again refused Arafah's request that was struggling Kak Alvin to always look positive in hearing Papanya” continued Tiara who began to get emotional
Where he sat, Alvin's body stiffened. Staring at the chocolate netara Tiara who was already standing with an emotionless face
“Yakinin what you want Alvin to believe. Fight for what you want to hold and what you want to remove, do not be greedy human beings. Brother will not forever be able to hold both”
Alvin was astonished, very understanding of the meaning of the sentence that Tiara uttered. Is this the time when he really should choose between religion and Arafat?
He passed Alvin, walked leisurely. When he arrived at the door, he turned to look at the back of the upright clad in a brown shirt
“Preserve what Big Brother feels worth keeping”
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Contrition. That sentence was never in his mind. The love story he lived was the most beautiful destiny God had laid out for him
He smiled in silence, staring blankly at the expanse of green grass that looked beautiful. The page that had been very clean, after last night was used as a welcoming place for Gisel guests
Mama and Juna were in Singapore at dawn. Take care of a pretty big problem in one of its branches
Unlike him, Gisel last night continued to hold Alvin's hand that looked empty. Saying deep regret for bringing his son to the situation he had always avoided
But of course he could not be angry with the angel, he immediately took Gisel in his warm embrace and uttered
“Everything will be ok Mom”
His gaze fell on the wrist of the faithful wearing Arafah's gifts then smiled bitterly
Mobile phone that since last night he silent, re-opened. Showing his picture with Arafah who is compact wearing a white-wavened suit
In the silence created, he gently stroked Arafah's photo. A drop of tears fell down their cheeks when they remembered everything they had gone through
His chest really felt very narrow as if he was squeezed with a million hidden words for Arafah, his girl
He is not a man who easily shed tears but everything is different when it comes to his loved ones
“Gue should what Fa? I really love” he asked as if he was in contact with the girl
His feelings are very dilemma, faced with a choice that he can not escape one of them. This is no longer about Alula and Arafah but about religion and Arafat
The girl's name was rarely imprinted in his mind, all that had always been a black memory for Alvin had been replaced with the love that Arafat always inscribed on his heart
“D. The food is ready, let's have dinner. You're angry that you know Alvin's late for dinner” that voice broke Alvin's silence
He smiled gently then rose to his feet “Iya Bi. Temanin Alvin eat well, again not in the mood to eat alone. Rich singles karatan not sell any effect”
“Yes nak Alvin single. There is Arafah who, if you say Mother, she is the future daughter-in-law of his dream”
Alvin gave a thin smile. Gisel always called Arafah his son-in-law
But is it true if he really wants Arafah to be part of his family or just because Arafah is the girl who can make Alvin pass from his dark days?
Alvin ate in silence, in front of him also sat one of the household assistants who had served for a long time in his house
After eating he immediately went to the room, immediately threw his body in a mattress wrapped in black and gray sheets
Straight look at the ceiling of the room. His hand moved to reach the cellphone he had placed on the nightstand
Open whatsapp application and see Arafah name turned over the pinned. He saw the profile picture of the girl who was very beautiful. Standing majestically on the beach and smiling sweetly, it warmed Alvin's heart
He saw his last conversation with Arafat three days ago. Both of them talk more often via phone than just chat
“*Sister Alvin. I just saw the picture of satay in ig, it's really good. Hehe”
“Skuyy departs. Get ready, I take a shower. Let's add to the astralala” storm
“Aaaa. Kak Alvin added handsome deh if sensitive to maximum gini”
“Emang have I never been handsome?”
“Yes, never, yes. Yes, I am ready now. Dadah”
“Hmm*”
Jeez, just by reading the story chatnya with the girl alone has managed to make a perfect arch in her lips
Arafah has really made Alvin a different figure since they committed each other
From the first time they were in a relationship with a commitment status, Alvin did not just want to get there
He wanted to bring Arafah a more serious stage than that phrase. He wanted to tell Arafah how beautiful the wedding would be
Why is his mind now split? His heart was also very much in a dilemma. Alvin is confused about what he should keep and what he should let go of in order to escape his grasp. Forever
Thinking about it made Alvin's head very sick and he decided to close his eyes with his hand held tightly to his phone
Letting the dream slowly take away his full consciousness, until he completely fell asleep and forgot about the problem for a while
