The Story of Love
CHAPTER 38 (BAD DREAM)
The tightness struck back, piercing the deepest recesses of the heart and tearing them mercilessly as well as pause
It's a feeling that's been focused on another girl
He woke up in a bad state, his eyes flushed red letting out a mortal cry
Alvin sat leaning back, adjusting his hunting breath
In the stillness of the gripping night, he rose. Taking a photo that has been 18 months he kept neatly in the nightstand
Alvin's body he rested on the balcony of the room, the breeze hit the handsome face. Makes her hair fall apart
The raging feeling he could no longer suppress. Alvin weakened, he fell down while hugging a photo featuring the figure of a long-spirited girl who is very graceful
“Sorry I'm Alula”
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Thick through the loneliness of the dark. Breaking the wish to survive in a broken-headed ego
Leaving Arafah who looked like a dazed person, walking back and forth with his hand held tightly to the cellphone. His fingernails he bit anxiously
“Arafah, let's go to bed. I want to squint my eyes see lo” Tiara clucked irritably from the top of the mattress
Arafah immediately filled the empty space between Tiara and Gita who had been snoring
He looked at Tiara with a clear face “Gue should what Ra? Cape really so rich crazy two days this”
Silence filled the blank for a while. Make the shahdu flow without a word in a soft gaze that is intertwined
“Lo would know, right? Last morning I met with Brother Alvin” Arafah nodded quickly “Gue said something to Kak Alvin and I also want to nyampein it to lo, lo, what defense do you think Fa” deserves to defend said Tiara who sounded very serious
Arafah was silent
Slowly his body sagging down lying down “My feeling for Kak Alvin is not playing around Ra, even from the beginning the word commitment was created between us” said Arafah solemnly
Tiara smiled warmly at Arafah who was still faithful looking at the ceiling of the room
He clasped his best friend's hand tightly “Enlight the Fa. But be careful if people make you cry again. I will break seven behind him he” threatened him who was chuckling slowly
Arafah laughed when he heard Tiara who sometimes liked to talk too much. His brain has designed a slick plan that he will realize tomorrow
It's not about who's a boy and who's a girl. It's not just about who has to give up for the sake of someone who's actually wrong and losing, but it's about who wants to maintain a mortal, gray relationship
Arafah is that girl. He who is determined to continue this mortality with all the dreams he harbored in the deepest steepness
“Sleep Ra. Lo tomorrow have to doain me. I'm wrong, I have to apologize to Alvin”
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The dawn was rising up there, shifting the moon which was time to rest. Leaving Arafah intentionally to campus in the morning even though there is no class
Love is this funny. Make the people who feel it can behave more than ordinary days, like Arafah who is sitting in the park. Waiting for someone to arrive
He could not withstand all the emptiness that felt when not with Alvin, he had fallen too deep and Arafah would not make Alvin fight alone again
Despite having to feel even deeper pain over the mortal that is not yet clear direction, Arafah will be able to cope with everything. He is sure to live all that if passed with the figure of Alvino Bagaskara
Alvin just passed it. Made Arafah ask in the silence of her heart. Is Alvin this leased on him? Is Alvin tired of always fixing the same problem? Is it possible that Alvin doesn't want to go back to her?
The dark shadows created in the mind, making Arafah without a second thought immediately walk after Alvin
Trying to adjust his small steps to Alvin's long legs
For the first time, he walked beside the man. Arafah could only follow in Alvin's footsteps from behind. Making something seem to sting his poignant mind
“I'm sorry”
The sentence sounded full of regret and deep sorrow from the girl. Holding back the blue pillows when Alvin did not give the expected response by wishful thinking
No words were issued by Alvin. He continued walking and only turned around for a moment to stare at Arafah with his eyebrows rising next door
“I'm sorry Brother Alvin” Arafah ran small to be able to walk side by side “I know I was wrong. Sorry I am always in doubt about what we are living” said slowly, do not want anyone else to know the problem at this time
Alvin stopped his steps, he put both hands into the pocket of jeans worn
His gaze was very flat leading to Arafah “Udah?”
“Hah?” arafah asked, not understanding the one word Alvin had just said
“Udah bacotnya? I went to the campus early in the morning to study the Fa, not listen to all the lo” jokes said Alvin did not want to be disturbed
Deggs
Arafah was silent in his place. There was something that seemed to force to hurt her heart more deeply, the tightness was back very felt
No more shady gazes that Alvin always lavished on him. No more words of tranquility and reassurance when Arafah is back in his rage. He saw a different Alvin today, very different
There's something racing out her beautiful eyelids. He didn't want Alvin to see his weakness at the moment
Arafah immediately turned around, looking down
Along with a drop of clear liquid that fell very smoothly
“Hey yoo couple uwunya Beautiful Gem. Are you guys feeling better?” Adit came from the opposite direction and immediately brought Alvin into his armpit
“Ketek lo smell nagong anjir”
“Enak aja lo ngomg rich no sin. Ketek rich I'm limited edition well, still stink baby out dibedakin” Adit sergekah do not accept
Adit's gaze was fixed on Arafah who had not yet moved. He smiled sumringah “Halo dedek gemeshnya Alvin, you are better with this dajal boy?”
“Come to class”
Nope. Of course, it was not Arafah who said that. The girl still looked down while rubbing the rough trace of her tears
Without a care for Arafah. Alvin drags Adit to take him away from there
Leaving Arafah in pain that can still be sustained in the name of unpromising commitment
“Hemm. Looks like I smell the scents that said ‘commitment’ you all back diasik”
