
Arafah was not a girl with such high confidence. Hopefully all this time is just a mirage he created to manipulate pain in the end
But why should it be now? When it felt like the man was already very deep. Forming a puddle that only Alvin's love can fill
“Stand now” sentence full of decisiveness heard from front Arafah “Do not sit there. Leg lo later pegel”
The wind was very felt there, creating a thick atmosphere of silence.
Arafah did not look up even to open his voice
The owner of the baritone voice that always reminds him to pray isya on time, the voice that always entertains Arafah with his original apron, the owner of the voice that faithfully accompanied Arafah with all his imperfections
The chest of the hijab girl was getting crowded, the stuffing that was full of grief could no longer be harbored. Bring out all the emotions of the heart
Arafah's right hand tightened his mouth, not wanting if he said something that would result in regret later
Alvin, who had been following Arafah, sat down next to the girl. Didn't say a word. Gave time for Arafah to vent everything. He was afraid, if later to talk it would only produce fresh wounds for the woman he loved. Really dear
A few passersby looked questioningly at the two, but were of course ignored by Alvin. He had no time but to know what the reason for Arafah being like this was
It had been almost five minutes Arafah held on to his position, the girl's breath still being decapitated. Still down, do not want to look at the netra Alvin who always looked at him shady and ignorant
He could not deny, Arafah had fallen to the softness given Alvin. He had been stunned very far by the patience and shade of the man he had been with for almost two years
But why should fate be this cruel to them?
As his breathing began to settle, Arafah straightened his back. Stare straight at the passing vehicle ahead there
He sighed tiredly “Over this time we walk what Kak?” he asked in a raucous voice, making Alvin look at him dizzy from the side
Alvin's hand moved to rub the rough face of his face, breathing out rough
“Not a week we discuss this Fa” his mind drifted on the debate a few days ago “Udah often we discuss this problem, I do not want us to hurt each other with the discussion of it”
Arafah's gaze fell on Alvin who was opening his casual shirt, wearing it over the girl's back as the wind blew fiercely
“Cold. Entar enter wind”
This treatment caused a drop of tears to fall again, making him even more clueless as to why Alvin could always break his defenses
Alvin took out a handkerchief from the pocket of the jeans he was wearing, gently erasing the trail of tears. Their gazes collided with each other, making the sense even deeper
“Do not cry, I do not like. Smiles and laughs continue to be rich, I like lo lo rich so” said Alvin sincerely after rubbing Arafah's cheek using a handkerchief “Gue feel failed so a man for you if see my girl cry rich gini”
Deg
“Don't say ngaco, I never think rich as long as you're on my side” said Alvin with a great roaring chest
Arafah's green bead stared fixedly Alvin “Mau as hard as we struggle, we still different kak” his chest feels claustrophobic phrasing full will be poignant “The barrier wall between Me and Brother is too sturdy, too, as strong as anything can not be destroyed”
No words were thrown from Alvin, he just displayed a bitter smile and then turned away from Arafah's gaze
Breeze makes Arafah close his eyes“People who believe not necessarily can be happy end, let alone us who are very clear different”
A deep silence was created there, allowing the two human beings to dissolve in their own emotions and feelings
Suddenly Alvin stood up. His head lowered to stare fixedly at Arafah who was still loyal to his position
The smile this time is different, there is no more warmth found Arafah there “If the like could not necessarily have a happy ending, as well as us. Difference of belief not necessarily can end bad”
The guy breathed in “All this is just about how you think. Not about you who always turn your head to think how people judge the relationship we live”
Alvin now realizes who is the mastermind behind Arafah who brought this problem back, Aunt Tara and Ana. His mother's brother was very thin
Back Alvin rubbed his face riled, turning his back on Arafah with a feeling that began to fall apart. Returning gave Arafah time to think about the meaning of all his words
He pulled out his cell phone from his jeans pocket, pressed on someone's contact and then put it on his ear
“Housing placement. Bring car. Now” said Alvin with a very clear emphasis in every word
Makes Arafah no longer dare to look at the back of the figure. He very rarely saw a different Alvin like this.
The softness he always received made Arafah not accustomed to these conditions
Alvin was still at home with his position, standing his back to Arafah. None of the two opened their voices to break the gripping silence between them
When a white car stops right in front of Alvin. He took the time to look at Arafah again
“Gue can also be tired Fa, tired to always be surein lo about our story” said Alvin sounded cold and flat “Ngeliat lo rich gini make me confused. I seem to be fighting alone again and you stay waiting at the top of”
“How can we continue together, if you yourself are not sure what we are living”
Arafah was stiff in his place, the chest of the 20-year-old girl was getting crowded. He looked down at the dark net of Alvin
“Sorry Arafah Eliza, I'm tired”