The Story of Dara
CHAPTER 95. Pain
The door of Erfan's room opened, leaving Cindy shocked and jumping from Erfan's oversized chair.
"Well, you're sitting there?" nathan asked Cindy, making Cindy look up at her boss friend.
"B* once you were Cindy....What should I say now?" cindy's nagging in the heart.
"I'm sorry, sir.I just wanted to try sitting in Mr. Erfan's chair, sorry for my sassiness."
Nathan just stared hard at Cindy, "I want to talk to you." Nathan said before stepping up to sit on Erfan's couch.
Cindy closed her eyes for a moment before following Nathan to sit on the sofa. "What's up, sir?" ask Cindy politely.
"When you took Erfan and Dara's test results yesterday did the doctor say anything to you? maybe a message for Erfan and Dara?"
Cindy shook her head Slowly, "No sir, no message from the Doctor." Cindy looked at Nathan.
"Is there a problem, sir?" ask Cindy to pretend.
"Nothing," Nathan replied quickly.
"You can go back to your place." Nathan said again with a nod of Cindy's head.
"It seems Mr. Erfan has not told Mr. Nathan anything," Inner Cindy grinned, stepping her feet out of Erfan's room.
Flashbacks.
Nathan drops his phone off his ear when Erfan disconnects his call.
Tut Nathan pressed one of the buttons on his office phone.
"You're here for a second, aren't you?" nathan said as his intercom call hooked up to his secretary.
A female secretary in her pink blouse came over to Nathan.
"Ros, I'm going to the hospital soon...." Nathan's words were cut.
"Sir Nathan is sick?"
"No, just taking Erfan's health test results."
Rosa nodded her head slowly. "What about the meeting, sir?"
"What meeting?"
"Meeting with a client from Surabaya Pak, at 10." Answer Rosa.
"God... I forgot that meeting was in ajuin ya........" Nathan said as he tapped the table with his right index finger.
"If allowed, let me go to the hospital, sir...." Rosa Say.
"Don't, I need you in a meeting later."
"Would you please call Cindy? erfan's secretary, tell him to come to my room." Nathan stopped the tap of his finger staring at Rosa.
"Okay sir" Rosa replied before leaving Nathan's room.
Ten minutes passed.
"Mr looking for me?" cindy asked after standing in front of Nathan.
"Yes," Nathan replied before explaining and assigning Erfan's assignment to Cindy.
"You can leave now, after getting the test results bring it to me, I'll give it to Erfan myself." Nathan said again.
"Well sir," Cindy replied politely.
"You should be able to seize this opportunity Cindy..," Inner Cindy was pleased with her cynical smile coming out of Nathan's room.
Flashback Done.
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Cklek Dara opened the door of her room while carrying the lunch she had just bought in front of the house, a bowl of chicken soto along with her rice, with a glass of warm tea she placed on the tray.
Dara was silent for a moment as she looked at Erfan who was closing her eyes on the bed, before stepping her feet into the room approaching her husband.
Dara slowly put the tray she carried on the nightstand, climbed on the bed to lie next to her husband.
"I'm sorry Dad said yes Mas," said Dara Lirih with a straight up look at the ceiling of his room, making Erfan open his eyes and turn towards his wife.
"There's nothing wrong with every word your father Ra said," replied Erfan Lirih back to remember the words his father-in-law who he accidentally heard, making his feelings feel tight.
"Salah Mas, my father was wrong, I shouldn't have pressed Mas Erfan like before" replied Dara turning her body to look at Erfan.
"I'm wrong, I can't make you happy and I can't fulfill your father's wishes." Erfan turned his gaze upwards.
"Please don't talk like that Mas, it's not really a test result that hurts my feelings, but Mas Erfan's attitude like this that makes me feel sick." Dara gently stroked her husband's cheek.
"I miss your smile so much Mas, I really miss her so much." Dara's voice again wiped away her tears gently, making Erfan avert his gaze to look at her.
"Can we forget the test results? we go back to living our lives as before, happy, full of laughter, I'm sorry for forcing Mas Erfan to do the test" said Dara again with her increasingly broken cries embracing her husband's body.
"Thank you for comforting me, Ra, I'm sorry for my shortcomings you have to bury the feelings of you who want to have children, thank you for keeping my feelings, thank you," Erfan's mind gently caressed his wife's hand that was coiled over her chest.
"I want to eat!" Erfan flatly looked at his wife, making Dara wipe her tears and immediately wake up from her sleep.
Dara got off the bed, helping her husband get up to sit leaning on the back of the bed before picking up a plate of rice that was on the nightstand.
"I want to eat Ra myself" Erfan said, stopping Dara's hand from bribing her.
Dara lowered her hand, silent for a moment looking at the look of her husband's face that looked cold before giving a plate of rice she brought to Erfan.
Erfan ate in silence, trying to enjoy every mouthful of rice that went into his mouth regardless of Dara still sitting watching him.
"Don't hurry." Dara offered a glass of warm tea to her husband.
Erfan only glanced at her, shaking his head slowly before continuing to eat her.
"Did I have any fault? why is Mas Erfan's attitude like this?" tanya Dara endured the pain that spread in her heart, looking inside her husband with her teary eyes.
"From now on you have to get used to it without me Ra" said Erfan flatly staring at his wife.
"I'm sorry Ra, you have to be happy even if not with me" Inner Erfan tried to endure the pain in his heart, forcing himself to still enjoy his bitter-tasting meal in his mouth.
"What do you mean, Mum?" dara asked gasped at her husband's words.
Erfan just shook his head slowly, not answering his wife's question.
"I shouldn't have paired you with Erfan,"
"If you had married a God, maybe Dad would have taken a grandchild by now."
The words of Mr. Herman again ringed in Erfan's head, making him shed tears still enjoy the chew.
"What is Erfan thinking now? why should I get used to living without Mas Erfan?" dara asked probing, making Erfan avert his gaze to look at her.
"I just want to see you happy, you know I love you so much, I will do anything to see you happy Ra, even though it will hurt my feelings.
"I don't understand what you mean Mas, I really don't understand" Dara replied, shaking her head slowly.
"I heard everything your father said downstairs," Erfan replied, making Dara flinch and making her heartbeat beat fast.
"Bag.." Dara's speech was cut.
"Rightly what Father Ra said, you should marry a God, not me, a man who will not make you and your family happy." Erfan said again to make Dara's tears more flowing.
"Please don't talk like that Mas, it hurts my feelings a lot."
"You've loved her before, I don't think it's gonna take long for you to love her again."
Dara was just silent, fixated in her place with her tongue that felt faint, unable to make a sound other than staring in the bead of her husband's eyes with tears that continued to flow.
Dara turned her gaze in any direction, taking a deep breath trying to control her feeling of tightness upon hearing her husband's every sentence.
"Tomorrow the anniversary of our first marriage, as we once did, I will." Erfan said stifled to make Dara turn her eyes back to look at him.
"I.." said Erfan cut off as Dara lifted her right palm forward, stopping her husband's sentence.
"Please don't continue, or we'll be completely separated." Dara said softly, making her cry even more broken, her tears getting louder so that she could no longer contain it.
"I just want to see you happy Ra, you have to return Equal Gods, Gods can definitely give you complete happiness, not like me." Erfan tried to convince his wife even though she had to feel pain in her heart.
"Do you know Mas? you're no different than Dad, do whatever you want without thinking about my feelings."
"I just want to see you happy Ra, it only takes a moment for you to forget me and come back to love God." Erfan said withstanding the pain that hit his feelings.
"Tomorrow the Lord will pick you up, he still loves you so much, you just need to be happy with him Ra," Erfan said turning his gaze in any direction, trying to hold back his falling tear.
Dara smiled wryly in between her cries, laughing at the fate that toyed with her feelings.
When she loved God, she was forced to be with her husband, and when she truly loved her husband, she was thrown back to be with God.
"I don't have the passion to show my feelings to you Mas, really you've hurt my feelings a lot." Dara said with her cry, patting her chest softly which felt tight before standing up from her seat staring at Erfan.
"I'm sorry Ra, I really love you so much, I'm doing this all for you." Erfan answered looking back at his wife, with tears flowing down his jaw.
Dara shook her head slowly standing still staring at Erfan. "I don't want to believe in that love anymore Mas.." said Dara Lirih before turning around and coming out of his room.
Seriate.
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