
"Why can't you answer me?" tanya Dara endured the tightness.
"Why should I answer a silly question from Nathan Ra?" erfan looked at Dara.
"It might be silly for you, but it's important for me" Dara said with teary eyes.
"Do you know how much pain I have when trying to keep your feelings in check and being forced to hurt God Mas's feelings? do you know how painful it is to let go of the person I love? I endured all that pain for you Mas, to keep our relationship, our household." said Dara crying looking at Erfan.
"Ra" said Erfan, trying to touch Dara's hand.
Dara brushed off her husband's hand, "But I'm nothing more than a woman you're covering up when Sarah hurts you."
"It's not like that Ra," Erfan looked at Dara.
"Do you keep forcing me to part with the gods if Sarah doesn't marry Mas?"
"Yes," Erfan replied firmly. "Do you know what Ra's destiny is? even if Sarah is not married, if it is my destiny to love you, I will still love you no matter what the way," Erfan said, staring intently at Dara before turning his gaze toward Nathan.
"And you Than, are you really my best friend? I was selfish to defend Dara when he lost Sarah, but I'm not sebr*Ng**k you are trying to snatch his best friend's wife by yourself," Erfan said resentfully looking at Nathan.
"And another one" said Erfan, pointing at Nathan's face.
"What do you know about my feelings? don't try to destroy my marriage, you don't even know how hard it is for me to get her" Erfan said, trying to hold back a pile of emotions that stifled his chest.
"Cla, get your sister out of here before I beat her up" Erfan said, staring at Clara.
"Are you crazy, brother?" said Clara slowly on Nathan's back.
"Let's get out" said Clara again holding Nathan's arm before walking out and leaving Dara and Erfan both in the room.
"Is there so much pain when you're with me Ra? is it so painful for you to be with me?" erfan asked staring at Dara.
Dara did not dare to look at her husband's face.
"If that's what you want, I'll divorce you when our marriage is one year old" Erfan said again making Dara look at him.
"You can come back with God, I'm sorry if it's too much to torture you" Erfan looked at Dara, trying to hold back the tightness of having to let the woman he loved go to another man.
Erfan walked out of his room, leaving Dara who was sitting limp on the sofa
"You should be happy now Ra," said Dara wiping her tears.
***
Nathan went into his room
then he dropped his body on the couch.
"Are you crazy, brother?" clara said she was upset to approach Nathan.
"What demon made you behave like that?" he said he was sitting next to Nathan.
Nathan sighed softly before leaning his back and head against the sofa, "I don't know Cla, either" Nathan said slowly looking up at the sky of his room.
"Are you seriously going to approach Dara Kak?"
Nathan held his head up to look at Clara, "Do you think I'm sebr*Ng*k it's Cla?"
"You said it yourself, brother."
Nathan stood up and walked to the mini-fridge next to the sofa, picking up a bottle of soda.
"I was too surprised Cla" he said, standing up and drinking the soda.
"I've been expecting a lot to Dara, even I called her at night before she went to bed" Nathan said.
"You know what that means, Cla? I called my best friend's wife when she was with my best friend, even I said words that made me amused when I remembered her," Nathan said again sitting down.
"I know how you feel, brother, but you shouldn't talk like that, angering Erfan, aren't you thinking about your friendship?"
Nathan shrugged his shoulders and drank back his drink, "I'm too embarrassed, I'm also angry with Erfan why he is
embarrassing me, if he had told me everything since Dara came in here, I wouldn't have done anything stupid to assess and try to get close to his wife." Say it again with a straight forward view.
"You just go back to your room" Nathan said, staring at Clara.
"Aren't you papa I live alone?"
"No papa," Nathan smiled, rubbing Clara's hair softly.
"I'm going, brother, you have to apologize to Erfan" Clara said.
"Yes yes."
Clara stood up and walked out of Nathan's room.
***
When it was six o'clock in the afternoon, Dara got off the taxi right in front of her apartment building, walked gontai towards the lobby while thinking about Erfan's words.
"You should be happy now Ra, isn't this what you want Ra?" he said in his heart.
Dara walked into the elevator before standing at the door.
"Is this really what you want Ra to be?" said Dara hit his chest slowly trying to expel the tightness in his heart.
"Why are you crying Ra?" muttered Dara slowly wiping her tears as she leaned her head against the elevator wall.
Ting the elevator door opened on the floor of his apartment was located, Dara came out still with her shaky steps.
"Ra," came a male voice calling from his front.
Dara stopped her steps, turning her gaze to the God who walked up to her.
"Why you?" god asked when he saw the tear marks on Dara's cheek, "did Erfan hurt you?" asked the Lord again touching both shoulders Dara.
Dara stared at the deity's face, "We have to end this game Wa."
"What do you mean?" tanya Dewa lowered her hand from Dara's shoulder.
"I'm so tired Wa, can you give me a way? I want to rest" said Dara memelas.
The god shifted his body to the side giving way to Dara.
"Did Erfan hurt you Ra?" said the Lord stopped Dara's steps, "say me, I'll beat him up for you."
Dara sighed softly before turning her body to the God, "Don't you ever dare to touch my husband, or I'll never forgive you for the rest of my life." Said Dara sharply staring at the God.
"Did you love him Ra?" the gods were surprised.
"Yes." Yeah." Sent Dara before leaving Dewa and walking towards the door of his apartment, not caring anymore the sad face of the Deity who was silent behind him.
Tut Tut Tut Dara pressed the door access code of his apartment.
"Mas Erfan hasn't come home yet?" said Dara go in and press the switch button, turn on the lights that went out.
Dara looked at the wall clock, "It's six o'clock, where are you?" he said slowly before stepping foot into his room.
But his steps suddenly came to a halt as he looked towards the dining table, recalling his friendship with Erfan. How she served her husband while eating, chatting and joking on the sidelines of eating.
Dara hit her chest slowly to relieve her tightness, then walked again and opened the door to her room.
Her gaze focused on her bed with light blue sheets, she recalled each of her husband's words, how he slept in her husband's arms.
"Can you give me one more chance?" said Dara wiping her tears.
Ting tung the sound of Dara's apartment doorbell ringing.
Dara turned her head and wiped her rough tears, closed the door of her room back and walked towards the main door.
"Clara" said Dara after opening the door.
"Can I go in Ra?"
Dara nodded, "Cla's inside" said Dara, letting Clara sit on the sofa.
"How do you know this apartment?" ask Dara while sitting on the sofa.
"I used to play with Brother Nathan often here" said Clara after sitting in front of Dara.
"By the way it's Nathan's problem I'm sorry Ra."
Dara shook her head, "No need to talk about Cla, what are you doing here?"
"So Brother Erfan called me."
"Mas Erfan?"
Clara nodded, "She told me to accompany you here, because tonight she'll be staying at her papa's house."
"Do you want to help me, Cla?"
Clara nodded, "As long as I can Ra."
"Can you take me to Papa Cla's house? today I want to move there."
"OK," said Clara nodding her head slowly.
"Please wait a minute Cla, I want to pack first" said Dara standing up.
"I'm coming, yes" said Clara.
Dara smiled then walked into the room followed by Clara behind her.
"Aren't you coming back here again, Ra?" tanya Clara sat on the edge of the bed waiting for Dara to pull out her suitcase.
"Perhaps back to Cla, but later wait for the condition to calm down, "said Dara took out some clothes from her closet and put them in a suitcase.
"Come on, Cla," said Dara pulling the handle.
"Have you? brother Erfan's shirt?" clara asked because she didn't see Dara packing her husband's clothes.
"No need, Papa's house must be Mas Erfan has a lot of clothes."
"Oooh," Clara nodded her head as she stood up from her seat.
Dara and Clara exit the apartment to the basement where Clara parked her car.
After putting the suitcase into the trunk Dara entered the car following Clara who had entered first.