The Story of Dara

CHAPTER 4. Bleak Feelings

Erfan Voice

In the living room of my father-in-law's house, my father-in-law had a warm conversation full of light laughter with Om Herman, while I just kept silent to pay attention to the happiness of the two of them.

Papa looks very happy now, papa laughs a lot like there is no burden, because now the burden of life has moved to my heart and mind, and once in a while I answered Om Herman's short questions when my future in-laws asked me about my circumstances and my work.

“That's my son-in-law,“ exclaimed papa managed to make me turn my eyes towards papa's view.

Seen Aunt Selfi out of the house while holding a young woman, the woman kissed papa's hand before sitting on the sofa in front of me followed by Aunt Selfi sitting next to her.

“Erfan introduce this Dara your future wife,“ said papa with a review of the biggest smile on his lips.

“Dan Dara's Erfan son Om, your future husband,“ papa continued to introduce me to him.

I just nodded giving a smile as thin as possible just to respect the parents, actually I was also reluctant to give my smile, but what is my day now.

She turns out to be the same papa, beautiful, young but dear wife my heart is not for her. He just lowered his head and gave a few forced, thin smiles, maybe his feelings were now the same as mine, forced and full of weight.

Dara's Voice

The flat-faced man right now is right in front of me, he looks very handsome, maybe more handsome than God. But unfortunately the flat face and his ice look covered his slender aura, which there was only a gloomy aura that I felt now. Plus the thought that he was my future husband, it was getting grim and gloomy.

I just looked down to take my gloomy thoughts away, I saw my father's happiness now, a smile always on his lips, maybe my father was happy because he could pay his debt, or maybe you're happy because you can impress his best friend.

“How about we carry out its contract next month?“ recited

Om Subrata was light but able to make my heart almost stop, I immediately turned to my father and my mother expected a lot of them not to agree.

"This madness is really crazy what is it with these parents, who want to get married I'm not you guys, am I pregnant so I have to rush to be married like this?" my grumbling in my heart is trying to strengthen my heart.

The flat-faced man also widened his eyes in shock. “Cooking Next month Pa?" protesting he looked at his papa.

“Malah Papa wants it this week Fan. Papa wants to immediately have a grandson, if it is ready why should it be delayed for so long?" obviously Om Subrata looked at his son.

My body is like floating, Oh God I want to faint now, married to Simuka Datar alone has made me gloomy, plus must have a child from him, he said, what a great sin I was until the karma I got now was so painful.

I was trying to strengthen my heart and mind, my eyes were getting hotter, eager to shed the tears that had gathered in my eyes, crying and screaming as hard as I could but that was impossible, I couldn't cry in front of all of them, "Strong Dara, strong woman," that's all I could say, even in my heart.

“How much do you agree?” Ask dad to throw my daydreams away.

I just nodded resignedly, let alone to answer, to smile thinly I could not afford. O God strengthen me, I beg you, my prayer in the heart.

It was seen Erfan slamming his back gently into the back of the sofa, maybe he was disappointed because I was not on his side. Equally, I was also disappointed because I could not do anything, just silent to witness the selfishness of the parents in the life of their children.

“Alhamdulillah,“ said Om Subrata with a happy smile.

“Let's eat first,“ invite mom to invite us to eat, we all eat together at the dining table accompanied by a happy joke from Om Subrata and dad.

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