
Dara came out of the bathroom with shaky steps towards the bed, her right finger continuing to touch her lips, recalling the kiss she had just done.
"It's stupid of you Dara, stupid stupid fool," he said, gently hitting his lips before sitting on the bed.
"Are you crazy, Ra?how can you enjoy Mas Erfan's kiss when you hurt God?" his scolding was in his heart while covering his face with both palms.
"Have we really separated Wa?" his tears once again bathed his eyes, his heart ached again in remembrance of his separation from the Gods.
"What have you done Ra? are you really able to guard Mas Erfan's heart while your heart still belongs to God?" said Dara wiping her tears.
Tok tok tok sound knocking on the door of Dara's room.
Dara wiped her tears before standing up and took the scarf inside the cupboard and then wore it around her neck to cover the red color on her neck.
"What's the Deck?" dara asked Dira after opening the door.
"Mbak Dara crying?"
Dara shook her head, "So glimpsed, what's wrong?"
"Front there is Papanya Mas Erfan Mbak," replied Dira with a facial expression that was doubtful with his brother's answer.
Dara nodded softly, "Yes, soon I'm the same Mas Erfan out, Mas Erfan is still bathing."
Dira nodded slowly, "I'm staying in the room huh Ma'am."
Dara nodded, "Thank you Dek" said Dara smiling as she closed the door.
Cklekk bathroom door open, Erfan out using only a towel wrapped around the waist.
"Mas, Papa came here," said Dara while taking Erfan's clothes on the dialmari room.
"When?"
"Now, it's in front," answered Dara approached Erfan and gave him a t-shirt, shorts and device.
Erfan nodded, "Tok my shirt here?" tanya Erfan took over the shirt from his wife's hand.
Dara walked to the dresser to get a comb, "That's the shirt that Mas Erfan brought with him during his marriage contract" Dara said as she brushed her hair.
Erfan was still standing behind Dara, looking at his wife questioningly.
"I want to go ahead first Mas, want to meet Papa," said Dara put down a comb and rushed out without seeing Erfan who was still standing behind him.
"Ra," said Erfan holding Dara's hand.
"Are you angry with me?" ask Erfan.
Dara shook her head, "Mas Erfan is quick to change clothes, Papa has been waiting for," said Dara flatly as she released Erfan's hand slowly from her wrist before stepping out of the room.
Erfan still stared at the departure of his wife, after that wearing clothes that had been given Dara, trying to ignore the strange feeling when seeing Dara's attitude.
***
The guest room already has Mr. Subrata talking to Bu Selfi and Mr. Herman.
"Pa, it's been a long time?" tanya Dara kissed Mr. Subrata's hand and then sat next to his mother.
"Barusan Ra, where's the error?" ask Mr. Subrata because he did not see the whereabouts of his son.
"Mas Erfan just finished taking Pa's bath, still changing."
"How is Ra's condition now?"
"Mas Erfan's condition is good Pa, just a wound here" Dara said as she pointed at her forehead.
"Thank God that it's getting better, Papa was very worried when he heard the news Erfan fainted."
"Pa's." Call Erfan to approach Mr. Subrata from inside the house, with hair that is still wet because it has not had time to dry it.
"Have you been here long?" tanya Erfan kissed her papa's hand and then sat down next to Mr. Subrata.
"How are you doing now, son?" ask Bu Selfi.
"It's good, Mom."
"Are you still dizzy? or did you vomit?" ask Bu Selfi again.
Erfan shook his head, just a little dizzy Mom, not to vomit.
"Alhamdulillah," said Bu Selfi smiling.
"You're at this hour how wet Fan is? in this situation you still have time to make Papa a grandson?" Temptation Mr. Subrata makes people laugh in the guest room, except Dara.
"This father should ask me how I am, not even say that."
"Make your mother-in-law asked, you say it's okay, should Papa ask again now? besides, it's only natural that Papa talks about grandchildren, isn't it Her?"
Mr. Herman laughed, "Yes really Mas, we all want to soon have a grandson Fan, almost all of Dad's friends already have grandchildren."
"Pa, Dara stayed inside first huh Pa?" said Dara wanted to leave the chat of the parents.
"Where are you going, son?" ask Bu Selfi.
"You go to her room for a minute, Mom."
Bu Selfi nodded.
"No papa Ra," replied Mr. Subrata smiling.
Dara got up from her seat, threw a faint smile at everyone then left the living room and climbed the stairs towards Dira's room.
Erfan just silently watched his wife's back until his wife's back was gone from the sight of his eyes.
***
Tok tok Tok Dara knocked on Dira's room door.
"Sir," said Dira as she opened the door.
Dara fluttered hugging her sister, tears that had been held had spilled soaking her smooth cheeks.
"Mbak Dara why?" tanya Dira was confused.
"I borrowed your body for a while Dek," said Dara hugging Dira.
Dira was silent, his hands were busy stroking his brother's back, although he did not know his brother's problem, he knew that his brother was injured.
"Mbak Dara why? we enter first Ma'am," said Dira still hugging Dara.
Dara let go of her embrace, wiped her tears before walking in and sat on Dira's bed.
Dira closed the bedroom door before approaching her brother and sat in front of Dara.
"Why don't you think about my feelings at all, Dek? did they forget that their son was human? not dolls. I also have feelings, have desires," said Dara staring blankly ahead.
"Mbak Dara can tell me, although I can not help but at least can reduce the burden on your heart Mbak," said Dira touching Dara's arm.
Dara looked at Dira before raising her body in bed, leaning her back against the bed and taking a pillow to carry on her lap.
"I just broke up with God yesterday Dek," said Dara staring at Dira.
"Huh? but have you been married a long time with Mas Erfan Mbak? how did you break up yesterday?"
Dara turned her gaze straight ahead, "We married because of force, there is absolutely no love, Mas Erfan himself said that even though we were married, I can still establish a relationship with God, I still have a relationship with God, instead he also remained in a relationship with his lover." Said Dara sighing, then turned her gaze to look at Dira.
"But what's going on now? when she was married to her lover, she forced me to break with God. I was forced to hurt God's feelings again." Dara said crying.
"And now Father, Mother, and Papa are out there lightly discussing the issue of grandchildren, is it not enough to force me to marry? why bother me again with grandchildren? I'm sick here Dek, Dara's crying is breaking.
Dira hugged his brother, patting his brother's back gently, "Mbak Dara yesterday looked so anxious when he saw Mas Erfan's condition, I thought you loved each other."
Dara let go of the embrace and then wiped her tears, "that's because I'm afraid something happened to Mas Erfan."
"That means Mbak Dara is also afraid of losing Mas Erfan," said Dira smiling.
"Give a chance for your heart to get to know more about Mas Erfan mbak, slowly hopefully Mbak Dara can forget about Mas Dewa, I hope that Mbak Dara can be happy." Said Dira touching Dara's hand.
Dara again wiped her tears, "Dek, what class are you now "asked Dara looking at Dira from top to bottom.
"Two Junior High School, why?" tanya Dira was confused.
"How many times have you dated?"
"Maha." Dira laughed at her brother's question, "four," Dira replied as she raised her four fingers, "but don't tell me Daddy's with Mom?" whispered Dira.
Dara chuckled then shook her head slowly,
"Originally you can take care of yourself."
"Definitely Mbak," said Dira sure.
Dara smiled as she stroked her sister's head, her feeling relieved now, she said,
"Maybe true said Dira, I must learn to accept the reality that exists, slowly I must be able to forget the God, and provide an opportunity for Erfan mas, Erfan,
slow down." Dara said in her heart.
"Thank you Dek" said Dara hugging Dira.
***
Mr. Subrata had breakfast together at Dara's parents' house, and left at about eleven in the afternoon, with Erfan and Dara returning to their apartment.
The sun had risen right above the head, Dara and Erfan had just arrived at his apartment building, Erfan drove his car to the basement. After parking the car properly they immediately got out of the car.
Erfan grabbed Dara's hand, clasping his wife's hand walking together towards the elevator.
Ting elevator open
Erfan and Dara get into the elevator, Erfan presses the arrow keys so that the elevator immediately closes.
only half the elevator door would be closed suddenly someone's hand held the door, making the door open again.
"God," said Dara surprised and reflexively released the grasp of Erfan's hand.
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