
Hearing the question Fian gave made Laras speechless while continuing to look at the face of the husband who was still closing his eyes. Slowly Laras brought his face closer to the husband's lips. Fian who felt a kiss from his wife immediately opened his eyes as if surprised by what Laras did.
"Do you still doubt me?" ask Laras after tasting her husband's lips.
Fian who had been lying on the lap of his wife immediately sat down and faced Laras with a smile. Shame now lingered on Laras until his face was red like boiled shrimp.
"Then why stop, do I need to start?" asked Fian while bringing his face closer in front of Laras to make the wife bowed in shame.
Without waiting for Fian's wife's answer directly***** the wife's lips greedily. Slowly Fian laid his wife's body on the bed while continuing to enjoy the wife's tiny lips. After having a hot relationship, Laras who was lying on the chest of Fian field wearing a blanket only smiled while rubbing the chest of the husband.
"Are you sure now that I only love you, not my past?" asked Laras while looking at Fian's face that closed his eyes as if he was still enjoying the pleasures of heaven with his wife.
“Since I enjoyed my first night with you I've been sure that your heart is only for me, it remains the most comfortable place for me to be at any time,” said Fian while kissing the tiny lips of the wife.
“I will always be the most comfortable place for you, where you channel your desires and passions so that you do not need to commit adultery for the third time with other women,” Laras replied while leaning on Fian's chest.
“I'm sorry for hurting you and falling for the sin of adultery,” said Fian who still continues to hug Laras with his sturdy body.
After almost 30 minutes they chatted in a blanket. Without realizing it, the male who was next to him had fallen asleep. Slowly Laras sat down beside Fian while looking at the calm face of the husband who was asleep in his sleep.
“God is good, when I was lost far away he sent you to lead me back to where I was born, in the true religion. Thank you God the man you gave me has succeeded in becoming a good priest and father to me and Shafira our daughter, O Allah, if I may ask you, let me leave this world first, for without him in this world I would not be able to stand on my feet,” Inner Laras while dripping her tears then kissing the forehead of the husband.
***
The day passed so quickly, that without pain in Laras increasingly worse. Almost every month Laras and Fian visit the Obstetrician to check the tumor in his uterus. The Largest stomach that was originally very flat and good is now getting bigger often with the enlargement of the tumor in her womb.
"Mas, look at my stomach the same as when I was pregnant with Shafira. I'm exactly like a woman who is 9 months pregnant, yes" said Laras who was standing in front of the glass while rubbing her distended stomach.
"You want whatever your current condition is and in the future I will still love you and it will never change at any time" replied Fian, hugging Laras from behind.
"But Mas, I'm ashamed to come out with this condition what your employees and family said when they saw my condition," Laras said as he looked at Fian from the mirror before him.
“Never listen to what people say, the more we listen to them will make your illness worse,” replied Fian as he kissed Baras cheek.
“Do you not want to find a second wife who can make your view comfortable when you see her,”
“No second wife or surrogate at any time, want them to insult me or censure me because your condition will not make me stop caring and loving you," fian said as he turned Laras' body around until their eyes met each other.
"It is dear that you are to me, Mas" said Laras while looking into the eyes of the husband.
"Can I stay at Mama's house? I am tired of my activities just lying in bed, I also miss Shafira very much," asked Laras while looking at the husband with hope.
"If you want to play I'll take you, but if for good I'm sorry I won't let you. It's not that I don't love or miss Shafira it's just that your condition forced me to do this, " replied Fian as he left Laras and sat on the bed.
"taking care as you say, you think caring for a toddler is as easy as caring for a newborn especially with a stomach condition so large that you yourself are not able to walk with the current condition," said Fian to make Laras speechless.
"Mas Fian is right, I won't be able to take good care of Shafira," Inner Laras while looking forward with a blank look.
"You're ready we're going to your parents' house now" Fian ordered as he walked towards the door and left Laras still late in his daydream.
***
“Assalamualaikum,” said Laras and Fian when he was on Arman's home page while walking closer to Shafira who was playing with his grandfather.
“Waalaikumsalam, Shafira saw Abi and Bubu coming to see you,” said Arman while holding 1-year-old Shafira.
“Yes God Barrel, why is your stomach so big, is this because the tumor is not removed?” arman's mind when he saw Laras walking before him.
“Shafira, here dear Bubu kangen with Shafira,” said Laras while extending his hand as if he wanted to hold the princess.
“Sini Sir let my shafira who is fat,” said Fian while taking Shafira from the hands of his father-in-law.
“Sini Mas, I also want to carry Shafira,” whine Laras while trying to take the princess from Fian.
“Don't ya, I fear you why-why, we better get in and you can lap him on the sofa,” Fian replied while holding Shafira's body.
“Fian is right, let's go in,” take Arman to his son and daughter-in-law.
“Assalamualaikum,” said Laras and Fian simultaneously as they entered the house.
“Waalaikumsalam,” replied Sophia who had just come out of the kitchen while carrying a vegetable spoon in her hand.
“Laras,” Sophia said when she saw the condition of Laras standing before her.
“Nak, you and Fian sit down first huh. Papa same Mama want to go to the kitchen first to help Mama make a drink,” said Arman who immediately walked up to Sophia who daydreamed in front of him and pulled him into the kitchen.
Laras and Fian were surprised by what Arman had done to his wife. However, right now their thoughts and focus are on 1-year-old Shafira who can speak even though she is still a baby. In the kitchen Arman and Sophia are busy talking about the condition of Laras now.
"Pa, is Laras pregnant?" sophia asked Arman.
"Papa tasa no Ma, it looks like it's the effect of an already enlarged tumor, "Arman replied as he sat on the wooden chair in the kitchen.
"God has great pity on my daughter" Sophia said, beginning to shed tears.
"Better Mama prepare lunch, later after lunch there is something I want to tell you, "Arman orders Sophia while standing up and walking to the living room.