The Soul of the Maya World
Chapter 46
"Assalammualaikum," said Fian as he opened the door to his room.
"Waalaikumsalam, Om Syam has returned Mas?" laras asked as he approached her husband who had just entered the room.
"Had, he had just come home," Fian replied as he sat on his bed looking lethargic.
"You why Mas, is Om sham here because he hates me too?" asked Laras while giving a cup of water to Fian.
"No, Om Sham is not such a person he is a good Uncle," replied Fian, receiving a glass from Laras and drinking it.
"Then why do you look a lot of mind after talking to him, try to tell me who knows the burden in your heart can be slightly reduced" said Laras while massaging her husband's hand.
"He asked me to move out of this place within 7 days," Fian replied as he continued to hold the glass he had in his hand.
"Oh Allah, 7 days, why so suddenly Mas" said Laras, surprised to hear the words of her husband.
"I don't know either, but Om Sham said earlier that all my father's brothers would sell this land because they still have rights to this land," obviously Fian to Laras while looking ahead with a blank look.
"Astagfirullahaladzim," said Fian as he rubbed Fian's shoulder gently.
"I'm tired of all these circumstances, why God gave me so many trials that come together, what is the karma of my past sins," said Fian who looks starting to shed his tears.
"You must be able to be patient, God willing, everything will be fine, how about now we pray dhuha first, it seems like the time is still there" Laras replied, turning to the wall clock.
"Darling what if one day I get sick and my entire fortune runs out, will you still treat me the way I am now?" asked Fian while looking towards Laras with a glare.
"I order you to marry me because I love you neither the treasure nor what is in you right now, so whatever happens to you will not make my obedience and treatment change for you," laras replied with a smile and kissed his husband's forehead.
Hearing Laras' words there was a sense of calm in Fian's heart. After performing the dhuha prayer they immediately unwind by lying on the bed. Laras, who was then turning her back to her husband, suddenly felt a hug in her stomach area.
"I used to feel comfortable when you held me, but now that hug is not as comfortable as it used to be. Can I continue to live with you with the wounds that are still in my heart," said Laras while keeping his eyes closed as if avoiding the invitation of the husband.
"Darling, have you slept" whispered Fian right in Laras' ear.
"Not yet" answered Laras briefly without turning her head towards her husband.
"Let me do my duty as a husband to you" Fian said, closing his arms.
Slowly Baras began to improve his body towards the husband while closing his eyes. The excruciating injuries seemed to make him unable to meet Fian's request, however, the status of a wife made him have to do as requested by her husband.
Slowly Fian began to bring his face closer to the wife to start to kiss the tiny lips Laras. The barrel that was closing her eyes seemed to wrinkle her eyes as if slightly away from her husband's lips. Seeing Laras' attitude as if he still could not close his wound Fian immediately stood up from his bed and walked out of the room towards his study.
“Yes Allah again I failed to carry out my duties as a wife, until when I had to fight against the wounds that still did not ring,” said Laras when Fian was out of the room.
***
That night Fian deliberately did not invite Laras home to his father-in-law, because he wanted to solve his problems with his wife without being heard by Laras' parents. After taking a shower and performing prayers isya’ Fian immediately lay down next to the wife who was watching a show on television. Holding Laras' hand, Fian asked his wife to turn off the television.
“What's the Mas?” laras asked while looking at Fian shortly after turning off the television.
“Is there no sense in you for me, so you always resist my desire to make love?” fian asked while clenching Laras' hand and leaning on his wife's shoulder.
“Not no love, it's just that every time I try to carry out my duties your love imagination with Ratna always appears in my mind even though I've tried to continue to brush off all those shadows but it's still difficult, but still difficult, so I hope you can be a little patient,” Laras replied without looking at Fian.
“Until when should I be patient, whereas I myself am a normal man who also has lust for the opposite sex. I beg you not to make me fall into the sin of adultery for the second time,” said Fian while playing the finger of the wife with his hand.
Hearing Fian's words there was a sense of compassion in Laras' heart. Slowly Laras began to bring his face closer to begin to kiss the lips of the husband even though he was very forced and full of resistance to the pain that was still in his heart. Got a warm kiss from the lips of the wife Fian who had resisted his desire immediately hugged Laras and began to pouch his lips ferociously to make Laras difficult to breathe.
the softness and touch that Fian gave did not make Laras feel pleasure. It only added to the pain in his heart. However, he was forced to continue to try to serve the husband on the basis of the obligations of a wife.
"Do you enjoy it" whispered Fian as they finished their marital relationship.
"Yes I really enjoy it, but your embrace is not as comfortable as it used to be" replied Laras who did not want to lie to his own heart.
"I'll make sure my arms are as comfortable as they used to be, but I beg you to open your hearts to me" Fian said, hugging Laras, who was leaning against his burly chest.
"I will always try to open my heart to you and carry out my duties as a good wife to you" Laras replied as he looked at Fian's face and smiled spoiledly.
The test that Laras and Fian passed was not easy, plus the presence of Ratna in the middle of their relationship made the two almost give up. However, Shafira's great affection and smile make them try to keep going. Although the pain of a sharp pebble prick feels very painful.
***
Today Fian hopes everything goes normally without any problems like it used to. As Fian was preparing to head to his study suddenly came the sound of a knock. The sound of Bejo's screams called his name.
“Pak, Mr. Fian,” Bejo said as he knocked on Fian's room door.
“What happens until you knock on my room door this early?” fian asked while closing the door so that Bejo would not see Laras who had not used his hijab and niqob.
“Kak Siska Sir,” Bejo replied in a panic.
“Why Siska, what happened to her?” asked Fian who was immediately worried about the Big Brother.
“Kak Siska brought two artisans to turn this workshop into a place of business,” Bejo replied in a panic.
“What, let's go there now,” invite Fian to Bejo in a hurry.
When Fian arrived at the workshop, Siska was giving directions to the two men next to him. Fian slowly began to approach Siska who was busy with two of his men. Fian roughly pulled the brother's hand straight into his study.
“What is Brother doing here?” fian asked with an angry look.
“Nothing, I just want to give direction to the handyman to do his job immediately,” Siska replied tightly while folding her hands.
“What task does Brother mean?” fian asked with confusion.
“Indeed Om Syam did not say that you did not get any rights from the legacy of the late Father and this land that should be yours has now been turned on my behalf,” clearly Siska while smiling cynically to her sister.
“But Om Syam said that this is still on behalf of Grandma and they will sell it,” replied Fian who looks increasingly clueless with what happened.
“Fian, Fian you are a fool so no wonder you can be lied to Laras who just chase your treasure,” Siska said while insulting Fian and sitting in a chair.
“Jaga greeting Brother! Big brother may insult me but never your dirty mouth insult Laras," snapped Fian as he held his index finger in front of Siska's face.
Siska who heard Fian's words only smiled cynically and then came out of the workroom of the sister. Fian who felt that he did not know anything the extended family of his late father had planned immediately walked into the room. After saying goodbye to Laras, Fian immediately drove his car to the uncle's house.
"Assalamualaikum" said Fian when he arrived at the uncle's house.
"Waalaikumsalam" answered a woman who turned out to be the wife of her uncle.
"Sorry Bi, is Om Sham home?" fian asked while kissing his Aunt's hand.
"Some, let's go in first" the Aunt replied kindly.
"No need Bi, let Fian sit on the porch and breathe fresh air" replied Fian while sitting on the porch of the uncle's house.
When Fian was enjoying a cigarette in his hand while staring at the crowded highway in front of him. Suddenly there was a voice of a man calling his name. The figure of Sham in his car is now right standing in front of him.
"What are you going to Om's house early in the morning?" ask Sham to his nephew.
"Assalamualaikum Om," Fian replied as he stood and kissed his uncle's hand.
"What are you doing in the morning to Om's house?" sham asked who had been sitting next to Fian.
"I came here to ask Om's statement about the land I live in, is it true that the land is actually in my name and is now renamed Kak Siska?" fian asked while turning off the cigarette that was on the table.
"Who said that?" ask Sham while exhaling a big breath.
"Sika Siska came to the house this morning and she brought two artisans to renovate the place, when I asked her what I was asking Om Sham for now," fian replied while looking at the uncle sharply.
"Siska, you fool why he has to go to Fian's place now," said Sham while looking dreamy.
"Please drink the tea first, sorry it is only served warm tea," said the aunt who had just come out of the house and immediately put tea on a small table that became the barrier between Sham and Fian.
"Thank you Bi," Fian replied as he nodded and smiled amiably.
"Yes together, then Bibi stay in the kitchen yes," said the aunt with a smile and walked into the house.
“No it is not true, the land will indeed be sold and will be distributed to all existing heirs," replied Syam while looking nervous.
"But why Om Sham looks so tense and nervous" asked Fian who was very curious about his uncle's attitude.
"No, I used to just have the air today so hot that it made Om uncomfortable" Sham replied as he wagged his collar.
"Well if the land is going to be sold let me buy it, because honestly it is difficult for me to leave the house, after many memories that occurred since I was a child until marriage, he said,” said Fian while re-lighting a cigarette.
“No, Om will not sell it to you,” Syam replied nervously.
“Why? Means what Siska said is true you really want to get rid of me just because I married Laras a woman who you consider apostate and sinner, he said,” guess Fian while smoking the cigarette in his hand.
Since childhood Fian was the favorite son of the late Adriansyah.Even the firm and cold nature of Fian is exactly like the nature of the father. Some families see Fian as seeing the figure of Adriansyah, even they assume the figure of Adriansyah alive and incarnated in Fian.
“Okay Om will sell the land to you, but only the land you occupy,” replied Syam while turning to the nephew who was still engrossed with cigarettes in his hands.
“Thank you, I will send you money according to the price Om requested without me bargaining in the least, but the land letter that Om had to give in front of the whole big family and had changed the name to my wife's name,” explained Fian while turning to Sham who looked so upset.
“No! Om disagreed if the land was changed to the name of the apostate woman,” snapped Sham while looking at Fian with a sharp gaze.
“Why, haven't I bought that land. So it's up to me whose name is on the land I bought,” Fian replied with a cynical smile.
Syam who was very upset with the behavior of the nephew went straight into the house and closed the door hard. Fian only laughed at his uncle's demeanor, who was so upset when he found out that Laras' name would be on the letter. With a smile Fian immediately stood up and walked towards his car to leave the uncle's house.
“3 More days I come back here with Laras, I hope Om has gathered the whole big family and a notary, he said,” wrote Fian in a short message to one of the apps and sent to Sham before he left his uncle's house.
“Basic child that can not be set, it is very exactly like Adriansyah,” Syam said after reading a message from his nephew.
