The Shadow of Semu Love

Ask for Restu

In hindrance, Putra has also seen a photo of Kam Risqi, I also tell my relationship and Risqi to Putra. After all I want to explain, there is no reaction of disappointment in the face of the Son. 

"If you miss him, let's go see him, Shay!" 

Surprised, of course I was surprised. How can the son suddenly invite me to meet Risqi. In fact, the man already knew that Risqi Brother was no more. 

"We're going to his grave, Shay. That's all you don't know" said the Son after long seeing me speechless with a surprised expression. 

"Ah, are you going to his grave?" ask awkward. 

"Yes, I want to meet him and ask you as my side," replied the Son who immediately made my cheeks blush. 

"If you want to ask for his blessing, then you also have to meet his mother, Put," I said defiantly. 

"Risqi's father? Come on, who's afraid." 

After Ashar we immediately went to the tomb of Risqi. There we cleaned Kak Risqi's meal from the fallen leaves to the navel land. After sowing the flowers we brought, we also teach for the late Kak Risqi who has always protected me before he died. 

I silently watched the Son who was solemnly teaching. It seems that the intention of the Son to propose me is really from the heart, as evidenced by the man willing to accept my past which until now has not really been separated from my memory. 

A few days later, we finished teaching. I docked on a gravestone bearing the name Risqi Adinata. I rubbed the board with tears. 

"Yes, don't cry. Mas Risqi will definitely be disappointed if you see you shed a tear on his belly button," said the Son reprimanding me. 

I nodded, then hurriedly rubbed my tears so that no one would fall into the tomb of Brother Risqi. "I'm sorry, yes, sister," I said softly. 

"Mas, greetings. I'm Hendrawan's son, Tasya's future husband. The man who will replace your duty to take care of him," said the Son introduced himself. 

I smiled, it turns out that the Son seriously wanted to get acquainted with the figure of my protector a few years ago. The man did not put on an irritated expression at all because of Kak Risqilah who became the only barrier of the Son to approach me. 

"I've heard all the stories about you from Tasya. I know, Mas. You were forced to hurt Tasya so that he would no longer wish on you. But, if the time can be rotated, maybe Tasya will prefer to accompany you in your last moments, Mas. Honestly, I regret that one decision," continued Putra at length. 

"Son." I rebuke the Son for not talking about it anymore. 

For a moment, Putra looked at me before finally looking back at Kak Risqi's tombstone. The man rubbed the headboard bearing the name of a man who was his barrier. 

"For now, allow me to take over your duties, Mas. I'll take care of Tasya with my life. I will love him with all my soul" he asked for permission.

Without feeling it, my tears just dripped. I did not expect that Putra had actually asked Brother Risqi for permission. From that moment on I began to realize that there was someone who loved me as much as Love Risqi Kak. 

*****

A few days later, the Son asked me to take him to his mother's house, Risqi. I am happy to comply with the Son's request this time. 

Before we reached his mother's house, Risqi, the Son bought something to make a hand. One fruit basket and one bag of sugar and rice are options. 

Right now we are standing at the door of his mother's house, Risqi. I looked at the Son who held a gift for someone I considered family.

"When the door, Shay!" son's orders when I haven't knocked on the door yet. 

Not long after, the door of the house opened. Mother appeared with a surprised face when she saw me. Naturally, the last time I came, I said goodbye to go to Sumatra at that time. 

"Tasya!" cry Mom, then hold me tight. 

I returned the hug was not less tight. I put my head on this slightly fat woman's shoulder, feeling the comfort provided by her. 

Moments later you hug, Mom lets go of her hug when she sees a foreign man. I smiled when I asked who the man was. 

"Include, Mom. I am Son of Hendrawan, future husband of Tasya," said Putra introduced himself. 

Mother turned to look at me, there was a look of disappointment that emanated from the net Mom. I know, maybe Mom can't accept that someone who used to be very desirable to be her son-in-law suddenly came with a man who was introduced as a potential husband. 

"Sorry, ma'am," I said softly. 

Honestly, I feel guilty. But how else. I also have no other choice. It's all for my parents. Moreover, Brother Risqi has also given me permission to open my heart. 

I faintly saw Mom's eyes glazed over. When I looked at her fixedly, Mother hurriedly removed the clear fur that perched on the tail of her eyes. 

"Let's go in!" 

Mother first led the way, me and Son followed behind. We sat in a minimalist living room that felt very quiet. 

"Tasya, you're not going to Sumatra?" ask Mom after we sat down. 

I shook my head slowly. "Not so, Mom. My mom and dad are not letting me go. They asked me to marry the Son" I replied without covering anything up. 

"You love her?" ask Mom, looking at me. 

"Either, but a few days ago it was Brother Risqi who asked me to open my heart," I replied softly, unexpectedly, mother smiling upon hearing my answer. 

"In that case, open your heart to another man. I'm grateful," said Mother who immediately made me look at her with a feeling of guilt. 

Mother turned to the son, then said, "Son, please take good care of Tasya, yes. She is strong on the outside, but fragile on the inside. Hopefully you can be the right priest for Tasya's next life," Mother advised Putra.

*****

A few months later, my son and I got married. The event took place at my house with a festive party. His mother Risqi was also present there. It wasn't my intention to hurt the old woman, but it was my mother who asked to see me at the happiness show. Although I'm not really happy.

Although I accepted the son as a husband, but my heart also has not really been able to forget the figure of Kak Risqi. The man who used to always protect and love me in his own way.

"Sister, may my choice not be wrong" my mind was hopeful.

From this day forward, I have assumed the New Status of being the wife of the Son of Hendrawan, the man whom the Father has arranged for me. Although I haven't really loved her yet, I've been determined to learn to be a good wife for her.

"Son, teach me to love you, without the shadow of my all-love to Sister Risqi," I asked the husband who had just spoken his word to me.

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