The Secret of the Heart (Loving My Brother)

chapter 62

In the morning, Zara was ready to come to the office. Previously banned by Kennan, but Zara still kekeh want to go to work.

"Promise me, if Widia talks macem again, you won't be offended?"

"Mas, don't suuzon same mbak Widia, he's good, yesterday he just accidentally talked about Frea to me. Maybe in his mind" Zara said while wearing socks "I already know the news of Frea's death. He's like a reflex to talk about"

"Mas just ngingetin loh"

"Yes-yes" Zara said as she walked toward Kennan to help tie the tie.

"Don't be so bad to think of others" Zara continued, her eyes focused on the moving hand concluding her husband's tie, while Kennan's gaze continued to highlight Zara's netra.

"I didn't think of Frea, did I?" Kennan asked probing, his eyebrows raised by one.

"It's a lie that I say no, because after all, Frea is like that because she loves my husband, obviously it has something to do with me, with us, especially" Zara continued this time helping to wear the suit "Fira's mother begged us"

"Not the deck" Kennan argued quickly. "it's his own fault, and his faith is also weak, if he puts his God's love in the first place, he will not be like this"

"We have also been in the position of Frea loh" added Kennan to make Zara's forehead shrivel, his hands were busy helping to wear a suit, now attached to the waist side of Kennan, and Kennan wrapped his hands around Zara's waist.

"We?" ask Zara "In Frea's position?" continued

"Hmm" said Kennan Netraanya fixed staring at Zara "Try to remember, if you ever crave love to mas, and you can control your emotions, you are able to control yourself, right?" likewise with mas, mas love you, but mas can think logically, because we love our Lord before loving his people. Mas sure if at that time you think, if we match, it will be united, and if not, it must be the best provisions of Him. right?"

Zara had time to hear Kennan's explanation, before finally confirming his words. "Mas was also resigned at that time, if your taaruf is the same Joseph succeeded, mas convinced yourself that you did not make mas, and if you belong to mas, surely God will show you how, and well, well, the answer is at this moment. We're fighting"

Clenching her lips, Zara highlighted Kennan's black bead movement. "But I've also had my psychic screwed up, I mean my heart is always made to mess the same rhythm mas, it makes me become unfocused"

"But mas also kok deck, mas feel the heartbeat is not normal every time faced with you, as well as happy and calm as well if you see your face" he said while pinching Zara's nose

"It's noon by the way, so you're leaving?"

"Neither, we fall asleep again aja yuk" said Kennan complete with flashing eyes and a slanted smile.

"Issh, it could be a director" Zara said "If I were a father, I would have to think a thousand times to become a leader"

Zara said in the laughter response by Kennan "Promise yes no longer think Frea, we just pray, let calm there, and forgiven his sin that had made our lives chaotic"

"By the way it's rich never sin, remember you also ever make a mess of life mbak Widia, right?"

"Ah it's her fault dear"

Zara thaws and pinches Kennan's waist. "Let's go down Mother must have been waiting for us to make breakfast"

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"Zara,, kangen?" pekik Ika sekertaris from her papi. "How long haven't we seen each other?" They met in the parking lot, while both parked their vehicles.

"Just a long time" said Zara with the highest lips.

"Where is the bumil, the debay has not kicked yet?"

"Not yet, only four months" Zara and Ika walked side by side, while Kennan walked behind them, focusing on the phone in his hand.

"Healthy yes Za"

"Yes, thank you"

"I'm a statue to you" as a song from Kennan he echoed when in the elevator, because he felt excluded when Zara and Ika reminisced, making the two women compactly look to the left side where Kennan stood.

"So you sang?" zara asked as she waited for the digital number on the elevator to stop at number seven, the floor of the room.

"In the meantime have baby Za, must often exercise, you must be ready to be a singer to sing the baby's grandpa" joked Ika, complete with his weakness to make Kennan grin.

"Ok Za, I'll have to have lunch with me"

Kennan had time to look at Ika after he said that. "Must be sir" Ika said with a slanted smile as she noticed Kennan's sharp gaze.

***

"What do you want Za to order?" Ask Widia. They are currently sitting at a foodcourt with a table.

Just as Ika and Zara were about to go for lunch near the office, Ika was suddenly summoned by Rio to join a meeting with her, along with that, Widia, who was about to take a break, offered to accompany Zara to fulfill her desire to eat pizza, because Ika would obviously cancel her lunch with Zara.

"I want pizza mba"

"We are together, I happen to eat that too. I go to the toilet first yes Za, you choose first want pizza which, I follow you, later drink it I want cofe vanila marsmellow"

Widia walks towards the toilet, but before that, she talks to two waitres, and one of the cashiers.

One of the waitres walked over to Zara who was focusing on the menu book.

"Good day, what message do you want?"

"Siang mbak" answered Zara, whose gaze was fixed on the menu book, now turned to the waitres of a woman, Zara looked up a little to bring her neutrals together.

The waitres pretended to be shocked when they saw Zara's face. "Loh, shoot instead of the woman who was asked to help nolongin his depressed son was, who eventually died, viral really at that time news about mmmm the fre,," Waitres hung his words. "Bad the evil one doesn't want to nolongin" he continued without sin.

Zara ignored the woman's words, she tried hard to normalize her expression. "My mother wants to order this pizza, just drink the juice of the avocado one, cofe vanila marsmellow one, thank you" Zara cuek said, she was busy with her phone, but actually, she was, his mind was troubled thinking about the words of the waitres earlier.

"I'm sorry Za, lama" as long as Widia, sambik sit her body weight.

"It's okay mbak"

"Udah pesen Za?"

"Have" Zara replied briefly

"You're okay Za" Widia asked in full search "Cock like it's not comfortable, are we just going from here?"

"It's okay, maybe I'll eat pizza again"

"Oh yes already" said Widia before then satin. "I know your weakness Za, I'm sorry I ransacked her with disrespect, I hope you'll have the same fate as Frea"

After waiting for nearly fifteen minutes, the order arrived.

"It was the one who appeared in the paper because of the case of the beautiful girl who died of depression, right?" said the other waitres while putting the order Zara. make Zara more uncomfortable. His heart thumping was becoming too timid to know the rules, and cold sweat suddenly appeared.

There was no appetite for the pizza he ordered.

"Sir please take care of his mouth" Widia sambar "He died of his own mistakes" he continued to the waiter. "That's news for a long time, please don't reveal it"

The servant left with a look as if he did not like Zara, and Zara had seen the gaze cast by the waitress on him.

"Don't think about Za, we just eat yuk" Invite Widia

Many times Zara swallowed her saliva, she slightly regretted visiting this cafe.

Arrived to the cashier to pay for his order, Zara again made a mess of his heartbeat and mind.

"Siranin I do not make friends with him" said a cashier, his eyes glanced at Zara who had paled "His face would have appeared on TV because it was related to the death of a businessman's son, who had died, later if the life mbak again at the tip of the horn, lived just like him, rich mbak who died it"

The third time Zara felt cornered by the words of the three people who had been ordered by Widia. Making his cold sweat soar, nausea and fireflies suddenly began to dominate, when he was just about to enter the elevator door, he could no longer master his consciousness, until the entire room seemed so dark.