The Secret of the Heart (Loving My Brother)

Chapter 3 The sister's chat

"I have to step back before I feel any more pain"

"Morning is daydreaming, daydreaming what is it?" ask Kenan gently

"There's nothing"

"If you're not daydreaming, don't be surprised by the deck"

"If I say no, it means no mas" I said and then stepped towards the pantry.

"Don't get used to running away when you're talking deck"

Zara paused for a moment and turned around "Aren't Mr Kennan going for coffee?"

"Ok after that we talk" said Kennan firmly and then stepped into his room.

In the pantry, while stirring the coffee, Zara convinced herself to be as normal as possible in front of Kennan.

"I'll keep my distance from him, I've had enough of this feeling, maybe what I'm saying is true, they have a relationship. I need to step back before I feel any more pain"

"Za, free yourself from Kennan, he just thinks you're a sister, and nothing more.your feelings are wrong, so stop loving him"

"You can Za" he monologued with himself. inhaled a deep breath, then took it out slowly, as he sauntered away from the pantry.

As He opened the door, Kennan was leaning against the back of his chair, one hand playing a balpoint and the other hand touching his chin.

Zara put a cup of coffee next to her laptop. Not a word came out of Zara's mouth, she wanted to get out of this room.

"dek, I said we were going to talk. You know what we mean, right?"

"What we're going to talk about, we don't have a problem, do we?"

"We have no problem, but you have a problem" Kenan replied, correcting his seat.

"Sit down, and tell the mas what's the problem?"

"Have I told you I don't have a problem?"

"Your mouth can lie, but the look in your eyes can't deck, let's now sit down before the forced mas"

Zara did not appreciate Kennan's orders, but stepped back to the door.

"Zara Yuanda!" kennan's strangulation made Zara stop her steps. He walked towards Zara and pulled her hand.

"Have any men hurt you?" kennan asked in a loud voice, as well as a sharp look in the eyes.

"Why indeed?" Zara answered no less loudly "Do I have to tell everything about me to mas?"

"Yes" cried Kennan.

"Including my personal affairs?"

"Yes" he replied again.

"I'm sorry, I don't have any problems"

"Mas knows you're lying, you're heartbroken right?, replied mas!"

"Yes... I was heartbroken, even every day I was heartbroken, So what?" he answered while trying to release his hand. "Why, you make me tell you, huh?". Better from now on, you don't have to be pretentious to care about me, I'll take care of my own problems, I don't need any help from Ken"

"You dare now raise your voice in front of your mas?"

"Not a dowry" said Zara then brushed his hand away with all his might, he rushed out of Kenan's room. His attitude, made Ken reflex hit his desk.

"Who would dare hurt Zara?" then stepped out intending to catch up with Zara.

"empty. Where is he?" Kennan walked towards the toilet, right the girl was there, precisely in the ladies' room. Before entering it, Kennan had turned to the right and left to make sure no one knew that he wanted to enter the toilet with the word female.

Slowly, Kennan approached Zara, who appeared to be crying.

"Dek" Kennan's call made Zara gasp in shock

"Mmas"

"Sorry, I yelled at you earlier"

Silence, Zara still tightly shut her mouth.

"Mas is just not willing if there is something painful adek mas" he said as gently as possible "Mas has said, do not have to date, and now look, you are heartbroken right?" Kennan paused for himself "Have forgotten the man, he will surely regret hurting you"

"I was trying to forget it, Excuse me" concluded Zara and left Kennan who was still standing.

At lunchtime, Zara left the desk before Kennan left the room. He's going to the tenth floor for lunch in the papi's room.

Zara turned the door handle just after knocking on it. Seen there two men he respected were in conversation. Both of them turned towards Zara.

"Dad" Zara immediately grabbed Danu's hand.

"Have you had a rest?" ask Rio

"Pi already. Well, pi" called Zara to his two fathers "we had lunch together yes, earlier mami brought provisions for embak mas Ken, but it looks like he ate together with Widia mbak in the canteen, so shoot bring it here" he continued, the girl put 3 boxes of food on the sofa table.

"Mother also brought lunch for dad" Danu said

"Yes we have eaten together well, where did you put the provisions, let's shoot it?"

"In my room above the microwave"

"Just shoot fetch yah"

"Yes, thank you son"

Shortly after Zara's departure, the two men returned to talk, but this time it was not the business that was the topic.

"Zara has Ri's boyfriend?"

"I don't know" Rio replied as he shrugged his two shoulders "He still likes to be spoiled with his mama, a little cry, especially if again sensi, a little bit of nagging immediately offended.

"Such different from his two younger siblings, Si Bima, who came out the most ahir was precisely the most independent among the two shooters" said Rio

Danu smiled at the words "The man and woman are different Ri, Lagian the Zara from childhood is indeed less time than you, so it is natural that Zara tends to be sensitive, especially if she is not, it's only been two years your wife's been pregnant with Kanes"

"But he used to be with you and Nina, I think just as much, your attention and your love, as my and Irma's attention to Kennan. Like my own son"

"It makes no difference if the girls"

"Well, shoot the heat first the food yes" said Zara suddenly, severing the conversation his father's two.

"Nah look at it" Danu said staring at Rio. "A grown-up isn't it?" danu's question pointed to Zara.

"What adult?" sahut Zara, his hand focused on putting the lunchbox into the microwave, then closed, then set the time. "Dad is the same papi gibahin shoot for sure right?"

The two men seemed to be chuckling with anxiety" especially when they saw Zara's pursed lips. Being a separate entertainment for Danu and Rio.

"Have you got a girlfriend yet?" ask Danu when the laughter subsides

"Didn't want to date well, he wanted to marry directly" Zara said along with the sound of the microwave, he again heated the other box

"Kayak papi sama mami ya, just know the marriage directly" Zara nodded "If the widow turns out to be still a girl" continued Danu

"What do you mean, Dad?" ask Zara curiously

"Was papi or mami ever told you?"

"Mami's just a story of how to get married as papi" Zara answered and turned to Rio's face, "but not the story that part" he continued to look at Danu's face

"If you want to know, ask your mom"

"Bapi ngira mami dowager so pih, or how si, shoot not go back" this time Zara asked her papa

"No need to hear the father's talk" Rio said then stood up and walked towards the sofa.

"But thinks mom's a widow?" how can it be, how is the story?" I have to ask my mom"

Now they are enjoying lunch together, while chatting and joking, sometimes the two men throw temptation on the girl, which makes the girl's face as red as a tomato. This slightly reduced the weight of Zara in his mind. He felt comforted, when previously carried away by emotions by his own feelings and also Kennan's attitude to him.

"Let's be careful to Jakarta ya son" said Danu then rubbed his mouth with a piece of tissue

"Don't be weird there, just like Ken" sambar Rio

" Yes my boss" Zara's reply made Danu and Rio smile, Danu's hand gently rubbed Zara's head covered in hijab.

The girl whom he had truly considered his own flesh and blood, because of Zaralah, Nina used to be comforted while waiting for the second child for more than three years.

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Regards

ANE