The Secret of the Heart (Loving My Brother)

Prologues

I know this isn't fair to me. I stared at the screen of the phone I was holding on my lap. This is not the first time otaku keeps thinking about the man who has been considered a child by papi and mami.

There are so many men, but somehow my heart still wants it. Her figure, which was completely unshaken from my memory, made me unable to turn away from her.

In the past, I tried to open my heart to other men, but I still couldn't. Never also follow the advice of mami to ta'aruf with the son of a friend of grandfather, but instead of opening up the fact that the man was already in the period of ta'aruf with other women.

After that incident, the more I wanted to forget it, the more the shadow danced in my brain, even being able to mess with my head.

"Are you sure you don't want to be honest about your feelings for him?" asked Kanes with an intimidating look. Only my sister knows exactly how I feel about her.

I clenched my lips, and shook my head for the answer to my sister's question.

If only the man hadn't given me too much attention, it might not have been this deep. Togetherness since childhood, attention, and protection from him, made me drift in the mouth of his deep love, so that I could not afford to just pull over.

The fate I never imagined would be what it would be like, if he made a woman other than me to be his life partner.

It's been made sure my heart will be broken into pieces. The man who became my brother, as well as my first love, Mas Kennan Abraham Buwana. I have to be smart to control myself in front of him.

I don't know what kind of life I'm going to live.

I, Azara Yuanda Anggara, chose to harbor feelings for the man who had stolen my attention and comforted me as a child. A man who thinks of me as his sister. Without knowing how I felt about her, I would keep a meeting in my mind.

"Go back to your room, and go to sleep, before there's a cult from mami"

"It's just a moment" he refused

I chose to stretch myself, and pull my blanket, rather than having to respond to the sometimes absurd ravings of my sister. We are only under three years old

"Don't sleep yet, I still want to tell stories" he said as he pulled away the blanket that covered my body.

The boy grinned the horse got my speech "Go to sleep, tomorrow's college?"

"Ah, shoot not cool, I'm not sleeping yet"

"But it's night"

"But not yet sleepy" he seemed, I immediately threw a sharp look at him, as soon as he went down from my bed, then stepped out of the room. I shook my head to see her behavior.

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The word that always whispers in my ear, if a man is a husband then a woman is a wife. Like papi and mami, so is Danu's father and Nina's mother. If Ken is the husband, then I am his wife.

I don't know if my expectations are the same as yours, and I decided I wouldn't get married before I saw you get married.

"Honestly, I can't wait for tomorrow, to go to the office"

I slowly closed my eyes after reciting as a do'a, and hoped that a beautiful dream would soon welcome me.

The dream I always hoped for, to be able to continue with the man I love.

Seriate

Regards

Ane