The Secret of the Heart (Loving My Brother)

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My heart was beating so fast as her warm breath swept across my nape. Mas Pandu who suddenly stood behind me after his bathing activity. In a split second my body was electrocuted, for I felt her lips touching the side of my neck, biting it gently, then sipping it very strongly.

I, who was standing in front of the closet, was about to choose pajamas for her, I said because she quickly twisted my body until we faced each other. The smell of the soap and the shampoo poked my nose. Both of his hands were stretched out on the sides of my head.

"I'll get you pajamas for mas"

"No need" said mas Pandu

When I was about to duck, immediately the hand of Pandu mas touched the chin, and made me look up to see "You know, the duty of a wife"

"Ta-hu" I answered stammeringly.

"Then?" Mas Pandu's eyes are squealing

"A-I don't mind b-make service to you" I said nervously "But u-for tonight, I'm not ready yet"

"What makes you unprepared?"

Silently for a moment, I tried to gather the courage to give an answer to his question. "I still want to know the real reason for marrying me" I said slowly

"I've said it before, haven't I?"

I painstakingly swallowed my saliva, before returning to say "But I had heard a conversation with Clara at that time"

One eyebrow in Pandu raised "What conversation?" ask her with a close face. "Tell me the obvious, not half-and-half" he whispered right in my ear.

My body shriveled when the tip of his nose touched my earlobe, the breath felt so warm.

"Now" I answered trying to calm down "I won't explain the conversation I'm hearing" I continued with an increasingly erratic debate "Just tell me the reason I love me, all I know is that we just met" I said at last

Nothing happened for a while, all we did was shut up and look at each other. Different from him who looked at me with a mocking look, while I, looked at him with a confused look.

"That's your curiosity?" ask without breaking our eye contact

"Don't throw questions when I haven't received an explanation from the mas" I took a deep breath, normalizing my heartbeat. I don't know where my courage came from, but I think I deserve an explanation about it.

Mas Pandu put on a slanted smile, made me grow furious, and reflexively tightened my jaw. Moreover, one of his hands is now toying with my hair strands. Simultaneously, a sharp look was on my net, and I nearly choked on my own saliva. "Because you're beautiful" he concluded with a wry smile. "Have got my answer, right?"

Hearing her answer, it felt like I wanted to slap her, but I would never be able to fight her. I just silently returned her gaze with a more stifling ripple.

Without any warning, suddenly mas Pandu kissed me softly, a little lum*atan until the passing minutes.

"Trust it or not" he said after unraveling our lip link "I love you. Love you so much"

"So fast did you love me?"

"No" he answered lightning

Instead of answering, Pandu kissed me softly, to the point that I was not aware of our current position. Mas Pandu sat on the edge of the dressing table, with both hands coiled around my waist, while his lips, still continuing to rub my lips.

I'm a layman with kissing, can only be silent not reply lum*atannya. When I tried to break away, Pandu quickly pressed against my back, I stood between his legs.

At last, the link of our lips came off, instantly my face and body felt an incredible heat, and my hair, knowingly, was already broken.

"Still not believing, that I love you?" he asked with his face looking up, because the level of his eyes, was lower than mine.

"If you still don't believe it either" he said, causing my body to flinch with a flick of his hand through the back of a shirt that I wear "I'll show you something more than this" continue while removing the underwear button behind my back. I fell silent because the tissue in my brain couldn't work normally.

"I will prove that I love you" said Mas Pandu who suddenly lifted my body, then laid me on the bed.

His left fingers locked the gap of my right fingers, he continued to kiss me, even he had me more intense. The other hand was no less ignorant, touching every curve of my body that was still fully dressed, only, my underwear was almost messy because the buttons were released.

The touch was so gentle, it made me forget myself, until when he touched the most sensitive part of my body, suddenly my consciousness was gathered, then the rush stopped its activity.

"Not now" I said interrupting the movement of his hand.

He opened his eyes and looked at me with a look I could hardly understand.

"I'm not ready" I continued, trying to escape from his confinement.

However, instead of letting me go, she held me back, and told me to sleep in her arms. And to me this is strange, sleeping in the arms of a man without wearing a single garment

"Don't you ask any more questions about love" he said in a very soft tone. I thought he would be angry, because I saw his jaw clenching hard, but no, he made me more comfortable in his arms. "Most importantly, I'll take care of you anytime"

"But I'll never be comfortable, in a relationship, if I don't know a reasonable reason why I married in such a short time"

"And I, will not stop my efforts just because you say uncomfortable" mas Pandu said after seeing me at a glance. "I will change my plan to suit you, so that you understand that I really love you. One thing you need to know" he said sarcasm "I've never messed with my words"

I inhaled a deep breath, while calming the pounding of my heart that might be heard by his ears.

"Sleep" she said with her chin right over my head.

It's been more than thirty minutes, my eyes have not been closed, while mas Pandu, I feel his breathing is more regular. Maybe he's asleep.

And I, for some reason, felt that mas Pandu had another reason, or maybe just toying with me to meet his biological needs, after getting bored, maybe he would get rid of me.

In this day and age, where there is a twisted uncle, willing to marry me, who is clearly a girl with a sad background, plus has no parents. Roughly speaking, I was a homeless girl, forced to live in my aunt's house and made into a dairy cow.

I took a deep breath, trying to close my hot eyes. Tonight I can escape from my first night, but for tomorrow, I'm not sure I can turn it back on.

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