
If only all he could say, he would clearly say that he was also so happy. It turns out that Afin who used to always upset her is now her husband. But ... so many but who are shackling the heart of a Yasmine. He was in a dilemma.
Again and again, her little heart always told her to give up. Whatisthis? Can't she be okay, happy with her husband and her honey. Could, maybe. But, again but followed because the beautiful woman who is now pregnant was back to remember where her sadness was always there when she remembered how unfair Alfin's attitude was.
Standing on the balcony of the room, again the woman was alone in silence. Look at the beautiful garden down there. Though the atmosphere of the family room still sounds crowded, but he already wants to be alone. Earlier, with the reason of fatigue and stomach pain he left Alifa who sat staring at the departure of the husband.
Even without waiting for an answer from a friend.
Now, everything that was once beautifully intertwined is slowly changing. Lost as if distant. He smiled bitterly as he recalled how he used to be so happy to have a friend like Alifa. Now he is still happy, but . he also has to be disappointed.
"Yes" someone's call made him turn to the room.
"Umi" he said when he found the in-laws coming. He turned his heels and approached. Gets Umi's hand and hugs the in-laws.
"I'm sorry, Umi" he said.
Umi Fitri who still hugged the son-in-law rubbed his back, giving a sense of comfort so as not to cry. "I'm sorry for what, son?" ask Umi.
Yasmine then unravels her embrace, "does Umi pretend not to know?" ask her back.
Umi smiled, "no one needs to apologize. A person's decision depends on his heart" he said.
Yasmine nodded, "Umi still remembers when I said something, that time?" ask again.
"Remember that," said Umi. "Are you not going to tell Umi to sit down? Umi is old, you know" Umi continued with a little joke. The middle-aged woman certainly did not want the son-in-law to have too many thoughts because it would have no effect on her pregnancy.
Yasmine smiled widely, then she pulled Umi's arm slowly, "let's sit down. I miss Umi" he said.
"If you miss, why don't you come home?" asked Umi again when both of them were sitting on the sofa in Yasmine's room.
"Umi wants to say what?" ask Yasmine who wants to go straight. He was sure, his in-laws were not just looking at him, but certainly because there was another purpose of course.
"Are you serious, by your will?" ask Umi.
Yasmine nodded. "Why?" ask Umi again.
"I'm, tired of Mi," Yasmine replied.
"I don't want to lie, lie to myself. If it turns out I'm not that happy, Mi," he said honestly.
"Yayas tired, Mi. Yayas once said, Don't you think Yayas wants to give up?" yasmine asked as her spoiled fashion reappeared. Umi nodded.
"That is, Mi. Well I'm with Alifa, we're not happy. Alifa with her fear, I with my sadness. He never paid more attention to me" Yasmine continued.
"Sorry, Mi. I have to tell you about your son's bad treatment. Because, I think instead of me telling Mom, about Alfin. Better to tell Umi, right?"
Umi pulled the body of the son-in-law with a pity, the middle-aged woman then hugged Yasmine tightly. "I'm sorry about my son's attitude, son. Sorry for her injustice to you" Umi said sadly.
"Umi knows exactly how a pregnant woman feels. But baby, Umi's son doesn't understand. Have you ever said this to Umi's son, son?" ask Umi.
Yasmine shook her head in the arms of the in-laws.
"Say, Yas. Tell everything to your husband. Talk about everything well, he is still here, waiting for you to reveal all the flavors in the chest," said Umi again.
As soon as the hug unraveled, Umi wiped away the remains of tears that were imprinted on Yasmine's cheeks. "What, you don't want to live a threesome by getting along? Without the burden of pent-up?" ask Umi.
"Who wouldn't, Mi. Everyone would want to. But, my reason for separating is not just that, Mi," Yasmine said. "Mi, with me giving up, I'm sure the love life between Alfin and Alifa will obviously come back beautiful, like before I entered and disturbed their calm."
"Isn't that just your mind?" ask Umi. Yasmine nodded.
The middle-aged woman then smiled, "so .. don't you want to say everything? Under everyone gather. We're by your side, tell me what you want. Don't cover. But, before you say, please think again about the taste that has grown inside your chest and your husband's chest. Believe, Son. She was so happy, knowing that you were Ayas, the woman she used to say she would marry."
"Miss know about that?" yasmine asked in surprise.
"Of course, Umi knows everything. Even until your feelings and the feelings of Umi's two children, Umi knows it."
"But, Umi .. I can't say it in front of everyone, let alone in front of Alifa. I'm pretty sure, if I say everything about Al in front of Lifa, he's obviously disappointed and feels more guilty."
What Yasmine said was true. Let's say she's a woman who can't cook, spoiled and childish. But trust his thoughts to keep the feeling more sensitive. He is more able to act mature when circumstances force him.
Umi was silent in her place, although she had told her son-in-law to say everything. However, if you have heard what Yasmine said. Honestly, as a woman, he can only wipe his chest. I don't understand how sick they are, between two daughters-in-law who must have felt half that feeling.
Umi then rubbed Yasmine's arm, "whatever you want, son. Umi just told me to think. Later, talk to Alfin alone, let everything be clear. Later let Umi say so that you can hear your complaints," he said.
"If not now, Mi? I want to be alone. Maybe I'll talk again tomorrow" Yasmine said. "Sorry too, do not see Abi, if there is a mama and papa, say sorry I am, Mi. I'm sorry if my wish makes you rowdy and makes you think" he continued.
"This is the point of family, son," said Umi. "You take a break, Umi knows what you're feeling. So, if it's not possible for you to come back, just say so. I'm sorry if Umi supports anything that's not good, but Umi only supports you for your good."
Umi hugged the son-in-law back tightly before leaving. Channeling affection so that just a little can make the daughter-in-law calm down.