The Second Wife

Part 152 Flashback

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The night was quiet, now he knew what Yasmine was feeling at that moment. The moments of the friend who is pregnant without attention more than the husband.

When checking without him, until everything is alone. It's like being pregnant, but it's not desirable. That is how Alfie felt. From the beginning check until finally the birth, not once she accompanied the husband. The reason is, "Darling, I didn't come between you check it's okay, right? Work is a lot," so always said the handsome man named Alfin.

At first, Alifa felt fine. But the more days, the more months, the greater the pregnancy. And what he felt was heartache, while there was still a reason for the husband not to take him to check.

Even when buying baby equipment, he looks forced. Although concealed. What reason, he doesn't know. If you do not want, obviously not possible, because the child is the dream of him and his beloved husband.

So, she did not understand what Alfin was feeling for her. Because in reality every day his attitude remains warm, and his love is always visible.

To where, when she accidentally heard her husband's prayer in the morning after dawn.

"Yes Allaah, if this taste is no longer lawful, why do you still make it in the chest. Really, when I heard she was getting married, it hurt even more. If this is inappropriate, please eliminate Ya Allaah."

"It's enough to feel, just giving limited liability without the same taste again. Even to accompany Alifa check, I still can not afford, because it still feels unfair, because I never accompanied him."

"I'm sorry Ya Allaah, if indeed many servants wrong and hurt very good women. So, please Ya Allaah, eliminate this sense that is no longer halal," said Alfin in a voice that sounded very sad.

Alifa, who was standing in front of the door of the small mushala in her house, was only able to stay still. Staring at the man who became her husband, but his love is still very big for his best friend, who is now the ex-wife of the husband.

After he finished praying, the man looked over. He found his wife staring at him with sadness.

"So, is there really no love for me now, Mas?" alifa asked with a sad smile.

"That's not what I mean, honey .-but-" Alfin couldn't answer, he hung up his sentence. Then, in conjunction with the word, "sorry."

Alifa smiled wryly, "but what is still appropriate, Mas. If we are together, but without love. I'm sorry if I asked for more, but .. didn't I think it was there for me" he said.

"But it's all been over a long time, Mom, why?" alifa asked again, looking down not at the husband.

"Where do I know the answer, Lifa. Her name was deep-rooted, and hard to unplug," her husband's reply made her sad. "I destroyed Alifa, other than the love that went away, I couldn't even get close to my son. You see for yourself, no, how much she hated me, when she met us at that time," continued Alfin.

"So it's all my fault, Mom?" ask Alifa.

"It's not your fault, it's just my heart's fault. With her b o d o h I quickly accepted the taste in my heart, and it was hard to leave."

"Where should we also be separated, because even though you are no longer with him, you are still thinking about his feelings" said Alifa again.

"What do you mean? Alifa heard me," his hand held the wife's shoulder. "I don't want any more goodbyes, don't bother. You know for yourself, if I'm obviously going to be more devastated" he continued.

Alifa. "Then what should I do?" tanyakanya.

"I've let him go, in order to defend you who have been with me longer, then now you who I defend, I keep going too. Don't you think about my feelings, the feelings of her who was willing to sacrifice going alone, to see you happy with me?" suddenly Alfin looked at her in annoyance and asked so.

Even for the first time Alifa saw the husband like that, her netra shed tears as the husband finished talking.

'Sorry, Yas, ' said the woman in her heart.

After saying such a thing for the first time, the man paid his respects to the room. While he then went to the guest room that used to be occupied by his best friend, Yasmine.

The words of the husband ringing in his ears, can not just be forgotten. Until finally ... suddenly he felt something strange coming out of the birth canal, with a thumping chest and unrelenting pain. Then, loudly in calling mbak Ina and already ..no more that he knew, because at that time, he fainted.

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