The Second Wife

Part 144Nobody Knows the Feelings

The sound of birds chirping has been heard, the sun has even been seen. The cool air is getting warmer now, but baby, he doesn't feel it all. His heart was still saddened to find that someone who had been with him for so many years, was still unconscious. Still silent silent.

Her tears trickled down, she was so sad to see the mother of her twins still in a coma. He was still sitting there, in front of the ICU room, where his wife was being cared for.

"Go home, Al. Rest," said someone who had just sat next to him.

Alfin knew who it was, he did not turn his head or just glance. "To Umi's house was possible, let you calm down a little. All of you accompany Umi for a moment, pity he can not come here," continued the man who is none other than Yahya.

"I can't get out of here, Mom. Lisha and Lisi are not really healthy yet, Alifa is also not developed, my feelings are still feeling great fear" said Alfin.

"I know, you must be really sad. But, if you continue like this, you will only add to the disease" Yahya said again. The man always took the time to go to the hospital, before and after leaving for work. For whatever it takes, Alifa already thinks like her own sister. However, everything he knew in the hospital, he did not tell his sister.

"Just leave it with Allaah, ask Allaah, so that it immediately resuscitates Alifa" said Yahya again.

The man who was sitting with his two elbows on his thighs just exhaled a rough breath. Both of his hands were propping up his chin, his eyes staring blankly at one point.

"Now all Alifa needs is your support, your prayers, don't forget to talk at all times" Yahya still spoke to the same man, silent.

Until papa Zaenal and mama Widia came. The two sat down after peeking at the princess from the windshield of the room.

"Where, Al, is there a good development?" ask mama Widia.

Alfin shook his head weakly, "still the same, Ma," he replied.

"Sabar Al, who is sad not only you, we are all here very sad about this incident, you heard yourself said the doctor, Alifa was pregnant at an age that is no longer young, so possibilities like this can happen," said papa Zaenal.

"And you said you were ready for the consequences, no" the middle-aged man continued.

"Where is Yayas, huh?" ask my mommy Yahya.

"Good, Ma. My mother and I have always told her how Alifa and her children are here" Yahya replied, telling a lie. Because in fact, he had warned the mother not to disturb the sister. Let Yasmine be there unencumbered here.

"Yes, no one knows. It all just happened and suddenly. Now we just need to pray that everything is fine and soon to pass" Yahya said.

Alfin had just been silent, he still remembered how his ex-wife was hugged and soothed by her second husband. It looks how good the man who has managed to shift his place from the heart of his first love.

Not unkind, but honestly, in the corner of the chest, in a very hidden place in there, the name of his first love is still there. It's just, it's not the same anymore.

His lips smiled, especially when his first child did not want him but more obedient to the father. Not dislike it, but he just felt a lot of pain in his chest. However, he could do nothing.

Because, these are all mistakes that are unable to maintain the sense of love and the existence and wholeness of love.

Now, it's all over. He just hopes that someday there will be time for him and the first child to speak from heart to heart. He just wanted to say that he loved his son very much, no different even though Taqa might not feel it.

What a heart of father who is not sad, when he found his son looks not like him. In fact, his longing for his first child was very, very large and even mountainous. Unfortunately, he himself did not have the guts to impose his own will.

The man, who had lost his life for several days, then moved from his seat, leaving the three humans who had accompanied him. With gontai steps, he walked into the ICU room, he will clean the body of the wife before he later went to the baby Lisha and Lisi.

With painstaking pain and tears, the man cleansed the wife's body. Until it was finished he was still standing by holding the hand that looked getting smaller.

"Honey," he said restrained. I don't know, he always can't say anything in front of his beloved wife.

"Do you hear me" he said again. "I can't say anything, other than .. Get up, I'm Lisha and Lisi needs you. Didn't you say, if you want to have two beautiful women like your best friend, then you have to wake up. Look, honey, their faces are so similar to her, with her. Even you know, Taqa ...," he said hanging.

"He's still mad at me, he doesn't want to see me. I'm not like his father, especially he already has a new father who seems to be very dear to him and loves him very much. Come get up, honey .. get up, I beg you." the man couldn't help but cry, he sat down on the chair and covered his face with his two palms, the man cried, he cried, even her shoulders were shaking so hard she was sad and could not say everything inside her chest.

Tight, sad, worried, empty and all the flavors he's got. His wife is sick, uminya the same, his twins still have to be in the incubator, his first child does not want to be with him, then his first love has now completely forgotten him. Ah, imagine not the devastation he had, the sadness and hurt of the man.

On whom she'll ask for a backrest, yes, she knows. He is a man, and a man must be strong. But, whether everyone can give him a solution so that he can be strong in living his days at this time. Really, he no longer knows what to do, because right now he is not having any power. Like a cell phone, he is dead and can not be charged, because the filler is running low.