The Second Wife

Part 089 # Didn't Find the Way

The atmosphere of the garden in Mother's house was so quiet, the three humans sitting there were silent to each other. Just looking at each other without a word. Moreover, Alifa who was still confused would say what to Yasmine, to be honest she felt very guilty after knowing if the honey heard what she asked.

Same with Yasmine, he was confused to say anything to make Alfin angry. Alifa was there too. He thought, that came only the husband, so that he could freely say whatever was clear, the man was willing to let go.

In addition to the deeper love, after knowing the concerns of his friend he was increasingly afraid if he would be selfish and did not give Alfin a chance for Alifa. Although it is clear, if Alfin's love for Alfie is so great, he thinks.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Lif" said the two friends simultaneously.

The two smiled, "you go first" Yasmine said.

"All right," said Alifa. "Yes, I already know if you want to ...," he can't continue what he's going to say. His lips could not say the word separate or give up. Truly, Alifa did not want to, he wanted to always be three regardless of the circumstances. She did not want her best friend to be a widow, and her son to be separated from her father. Then if he gave up, he could not, because his love for the husband was so great.

The three sit in a triangle, on the terrace. Yasmine and Alifa were facing each other, while Alfin was facing his two wives.

"Want to separate from Alfin" continued Yasmine. He smiled, "I'm not Papa Lif. I want to be alone, not for anything. But because a relationship will not be able to survive because of coercion," he said.

"Who has to, Yas?" ask Alfin.

His two wives turned towards him, "we," Yasmine replied flatly. Alifa turned her eyes towards Yasmine.

"But you have not accepted each other. Why are you saying that now, Yas?" ask Alifa. "I'm sorry, Yas. If you heard my question to Mas Alfin back then, and you should know this .. that Mas Alfin could not choose between us, nor let us go. So, please, whatever you feel, whatever I feel, we have to stay in this position, I don't want it to be until you ...," the sentence was back disconnected because he could not say.

Yasmine was silent, in her heart clearly rejecting what Alifa said. She is not a woman who easily believes if she has heard the first sentence herself said by someone. And finally he just exhaled a rough breath.

"Yes" call Alfin. The woman who was called did not turn her head or just what, she still remembered clearly when her heart felt pain. Like when he admitted that he was just a friend in the workshop first, when he was picking up a car. Even when in the say bar-bar, continued when he seemed invisible there, at the wedding Yahya. And another, last yesterday as she clearly saw how her husband's expression was when he calmed Alifa down, unlike when he was with her. His heart was already as broken as it was, he could no longer be forced to endure.

"I've said it's not like you, if__" Alfin's sentence was cropped by Yasmine. "If you can't if you're told to choose" she said, staring at her husband's net. "But I don't want to be selected, I just want__"

"Yes!" alifa's voice stopped Yasmine's sentence.

"But, Yas? You know if divorce is a sin?" alifa asked with tears ready to fall. He looked at Yasmine who was now looking down.

"I know" Yasmine replied. "But it's permissible, if hurt?" ask Yasmine.

"But did I hurt you, Yas?" ask Alfin.

Yasmine nodded, "yes," he replied. "Something that is forced will arise pain, because there is no sense of sincerity in it. You know what, Lif?" tanyanya who then looked back towards the honey. "I've always been trying to accept everything, trying to cultivate a love that basically doesn't exist" she said slowly. Of course he lied back to his heart.

Alfin let out a big laugh, and he kept quiet. He thought that by talking three, everything would be finished, Yasmine would be devastated and would forget the matter of separation. But, it turned out that he was saying something that clearly the man knew that everything was a lie.

"You're still trying to love me?" ask Alfin. "Then what is in your monk?" The man asked again.

"It's just a right and a duty that I do as a wife" Yasmine replied with a heart that seemed to be split. Be ill.

Alifa and Alfin fell silent, both of them looking at Yasmine with astonished gazes and dewy eyes. Even Alifa had shed her tears.

"Yes Allaah" said Alifa. "I'm sorry if because of my wishes, everything became like this Yas" he continued.

Yasmine shook her head, "you are not wrong, instead you and Alfin have helped me from the problems that exist. The matter of immeasurable shame, if your husband doesn't want to marry me, it's not imaginary what my family's shame would be like for the third time."

Alifa shook her head, "didn't you ever remember anything, Yas?" tanyakanya. "Don't you remember what Mas Alfin said back then, Yas? When we were together in the mosque."

Yasmine frowned and shook her head. So Alifa recounted those times. Alfin even nodded his head in delight as his wife retold her story.

Yasmine smiled, then laughed discordantly. "Of course yes, there will be no love here" he said, pointing to his chest. Making Alfin and Alifa frown, astonished. "From the beginning, you know that I didn't like her very much, and because of what she said, I failed to marry the late Mas Rey, who eventually ...," he said it stopped when there were two flavors that were now mixed in the chest, between happy and sad.

Alfin did not expect that Yasmine was still strong enough to part with him, judging by Yasmine's heartless reply as soon as Alifa recounted their past.

The man could no longer say anything. He got up from his seat and left his two wives there. The man's heart was completely broken, he never thought if the woman he had been looking for a wife, did not expect it. And now that he is united, he still wants to leave his life.