
(Hopefully the content does not disappoint, because from the beginning I will make it like this. 🥲🙏)
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The love in the net is both still so visible, and it is all so noticeable from the eyes of the first wife. True love that has been present for a long time is now clearly seen. Where the two do not want to leave each other, but something is holding back.
'I'm sorry, if I'm selfish for not wanting to leave you. I still want three with you," said the woman who is now watching two pairs of neutrals staring at each other tastefully.
It is seen that between two humans who are being noticed Alifa loves each other and can not if separated. But, in reality Yasmine remained at his will. Cannot be disturbed.
Alifa cleared her throat, then between Yasmine and Alfin was like two people who were caught cheating. Alifa smiled, "your love for Mas Alfin is still so great, Yas. How can you ask to end this relationship," said the woman who had seen the twinkle of love in two pairs of eyes.
Yasmine shook her head, "now, my love is only for her," she said as she lowered her head, rubbing her stomach.
"But, he also needs a father figure, Yas," said Alifa again.
"There's a father, right? Not with his mother." Yasmine turned her heel and then sat down on the chair with her pillow. Both guests were seated at their own places.
"He won't lack affection, Lif. There's you, there's Alfin as his father. I will not forbid if one day, you want to invite him to stay at your house without me, I have no problem," continued Yasmine.
"Have you thought that far?" ask Alfin.
Yasmine smiled and nodded steadily. "Yes, I have a hard time thinking about everything."
Alfin remained silent. He stared at the beautiful face he was afraid would be with him forever. Accompany his already great heart and love. But, if his wish was like this, what he could still force.
"Al, Lif ...," call Yasmine. "I'm sorry, if I'm too upset. But, I only think about the heart, think about the feelings. I don't ask for much, just you two be happy, I'll be happy here. We can be like before, friends, friends. Even if we're far apart, but I'm sure if you want to follow my wishes, Al, we'll all be happy."
"What about my heart?" asked Alfin who then made Alifa look at him. But unfortunately, Alfin still stared at the beautiful face of pregnant women who were now smiling.
"Don't ask about dong's heart. Because, gradually, your heart will get used to it" Yasmine replied.
"Keep, love is ..." Alfin's sentence hangs. Alifa who was beside him could only bow, listening carefully to what her husband was saying. Now, Abi's words back then ringing, and he realized again, that to share the taste is very difficult.
"The love you have is still the same, for Alifa. I don't need you to tell me, because I don't love you anymore" Yasmine said with a sore heart. How not to hurt, when he had to lie to his own heart.
Alifa looked up, looking at Yasmine who was looking serious. As if what he said was honesty.
Alfin smiled obliquely, "as fast as this?" tanyanya could not believe it.
"Yes. Because from the beginning we shouldn't have been__"
"Must," prune Alfin. "But, it must also end because of your ridiculous desire" Alfin continued.
"By the way you're endless, Al, and I just found out that you're this shitty." Yasmine said as she moved from her seat. "Please drink first, eat too. I'm going inside for a while" he continued, leaving the two guests who are now looking at each other.
"I just saw you come back like this, Mas" said Alifa.
Alfin turned to the side, "what do you mean, Lif?" ask her back who doesn't understand.
"For nearly ten years we've been married, you've been too good for me. Until I didn't recognize the old you, and now, I just saw the old you. When I was with Yasmine, not with me" explained Alifa.
'Really?' his heart wondered, 'obviously I can go back to what I used to be, Lif. Because in reality, my heart is more comfortable with him. With you, my heart always tells me to love you. But that doesn't mean I don't love him, it's so great my love for him, until I'm this comfortable for him.
"Maybe it's true Yasmine said, it's all because I love you more" Alfin replied.
I don't know, Alifa wasn't sure what her husband said. So, he could only be quiet.
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"You are here" said Alifa to Yasmine who was standing staring at the expanse of fields.
"Hm" Yasmine replied as she found out that her best friend had come. "Here," he asked. Alifa said she stood next to Yasmine.
"It's cold in here, isn't it?" ask Yasmine. Alifa simply replied with a nod.
"Here it's comfortable, as comfortable as I was when I wasn't Alfin's wife" Yasmine said. "I used to be easy anywhere, without a lot of questions, without a lot of gossip. Yeah, there might be, like when I failed to get married twice. But you remember, right, that moment, the gossip was just for a moment. Whereas now, hurtful words are always there's a Lif." Yasmine turned her head towards Alifa, where Alifa was also looking at her.
"Any time, always follow my steps. I can't if I have to hold on too long. I want to be like before, comfortable without being made up," Yasmine said.
Alifa shed tears, "i want to hug you," he said.
Yasmine then hugged the friend tightly, "let's go back to being friends, not honey. I don't want to" he said, hugging his best friend.
"I'm sorry, if my decision at that time was wrong" said Alifa.
"It's not wrong, but it's not right" Yasmine said.
Alifa then broke her embrace. "But I'm still his mom, aren't we far apart?"
Yasmine nodded enthusiastically, "of course," he replied.
"Ekhem." Alfin's voice made the two women turn their heads. "Lif, can I have a word with Yasmine?"
Alifa nodded and then he passed, although not completely, because he then stood behind the wall.
Alfin approached, looking at the pregnant woman in front of him. "Are you still with your wishes?" tanyakanya.
Yasmine nodded.
"But I want to kiss you one last time" Alfin said with red eyes holding back tears.
Yasmine nodded back. Because believe me, at a time like this it turns out pretending to be strong is very difficult.
Not waiting for long, witnessed by the grasses and vast fields, as well as a soothing gust of wind, the two faces fused for the last time.
Sweet taste mixed with salty taste me tu, like love that is full of taste. Until when the breath was exhausted both of them stopped p e n y a t u a n face.
Then Alfin knelt down and kissed the wife's distended stomach. "Take your mother, son," she said briefly. Then he stood up again, with both looking down Alfin then floated a sentence of separation.
"Yasmine Hermawan, with this, I'm Mohamad Alfin, your husband, dropping one for you. From now on, you're no longer my wife."
Both Yasmine and Alfin then turned their heels and turned their backs to each other. Finished already the love relationship between the two, broken already the heart that was originally happy because it could be together, now lost is the hope of love.
Not only the two, Alifa was equally sad. He was crying, slumped his body, covered his face with a sick heart.
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