The Santet Neighbor Ku

Looking for my Daughter in the Invisible World

That night, I again dreamed of a doorway between the human world and the subtle-being. I was in a world of subtle creatures and seeing my surroundings was a dead city. There are some subtle creatures like humans who are walking without direction.

They walked without direction and purpose, his gaze was blank and just silent. Their faces were as pale as the undead. I was there and saw the connecting door, I ran towards him and tried to grab him. When I had just made it through the door with great difficulty and returned to my world, I saw Einy walk into that door and disappear.

I was so panicked to see Einy trapped in the world of the subtle creatures and back 'side by side' to look for Einy.

There I saw Einy playing. I called him but he did not hear. Einy played and ran away from me. I searched everywhere but could not find it until I was awake from my sleep.

Astagfirullohalladzyme....

What does this dream mean? I'm tired of constantly dreaming so vague.

O Allah, protect me and my family from the disturbance of the damned devil and from the jinn who try to disturb us. We do not see them, O Allah, but they can see us and know our hearts, protect us.... In my fear I prayed.

I saw the clock was 05:30. I immediately got up and rushed to cook for Mas Jain. I cook for breakfast with my mixed feelings. I felt as much fear as before.

I try to shift my feelings. Who knows maybe because lately I was depressed and frustrated makes me feel insecure and comfortable. So I decided to go for a walk to relieve my feelings.

I played to one of Mas Jain's relatives. Some time we talked there, but the thing that I did not want to hear happened to relatives mas Jain, mbak Mita.

Ma'am Mita has a nephew who is always bullied by subtle creatures. Mbak Mita's niece is still sitting on the SD bench. He also became a victim of a subtle creature.

I heard him being scared. However, Mita said that they had called Pak kiyai who could make a 'fence' between subtle creatures and humans so that 'they' did not feel disturbed.

I have no intention of telling you what happened to me in these 3 months. It's enough for me to be haunted by fear every day. I returned home feeling increasingly confused.

Until the night, I dreamt of being in a magical world again. I'm trying to find the connecting door and get out. But I ignored my intentions because I saw Einy playing.

I carried Einy and ran towards the door, but on the way to my world I woke up.

Again that damn dream!

I cursed in my heart. Is this dream a sign? would if I made it out of that magical world I would be completely healed?

I don't know the answer.

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Today Jain and I started building a house on our land that is far from here. We leave in the morning and go home in the evening.

Mas Jain bought the material as economical as possible to make our simple house. I hope this house will be a new beginning for us.

Candidates of our house does not have a foundation, on the ground in sand and directly in cast cement. The bricks are also installed only about 80 cm from the ground. Nothing special with a budget of 11 million jobs mas Jain decent this time.

As long as we can take shelter and not contract, we are willing to bother first. There were only 7 families living near us. Mas Jain and I almost every day go back and forth to the construction site.

Although there was no electricity, there my neighbors all used solar power for lighting. Today, we have finished drilling water behind the house to install the dragon water pump.

My relatives and neighbors all worked together to help us get our hut completed immediately and can be occupied by us immediately.