
No words can describe the feelings of Mas Jain today, something unexpected happened today. Our chickens died suddenly. Even a dead chicken that is large, a rooster that weighs up to 3.5 kg.
Mas Jain found 2 roosters had stiffened in the morning. Following then noon there is 1, and in the afternoon there is 1 more tail.
Mas Jain buried him immediately. Chickens that will die before look lackluster then die suddenly in a matter of hours.
We slaughtered 2 of them when we were sick. Me and Jain cleaned up the fur.
"Mas, our chickens are now exhausted. Fortunately, the little ones do not catch the disease." Reveal me.
Mas Jain just kept quiet not responding to my words. We kept cleaning the two chickens in front of us. The chicken looks ordinary, the color is nothing suspicious like a sick chicken, only when they die the head will be blackish blue.
When Mas Jain splits the chicken breast, and I'll clean it. I took the chicken heart and ampella. I feel the organ of the chicken organ is very hot.
"Mas, try to hold it. This chicken liver and its ampella is very hot!"
Mas Jain held onto her and just fell silent.
"Mas, this chicken must have been poisoned! besides, the rooster of the same father always goes here every day, but their chickens do not why-why mas!"
Jain was silent. He refused to speak, because he was very angry at the time. From his face was clearly his anger.
Even the chicken I had cleaned the season was ready, but to cook it made me doubt it. Because we feel like mubasir, we keep cooking. I cooked it until it was completely cooked.
Jain and I tried to eat it, hoping that nothing would happen to us. While Einy I won't let him eat it.
"Mamah.want chicken kayak have mamah."
I was surprised to hear Einy's request, I had to think of a way to distract him.
"Einy the chicken is not dead yet, still the blood. Einy mamah fried Upin Ipin chicken in the refrigerator, huh??" I try to persuade.
"Yes maah, want chicken Upin Ipin."
Luckily, I always buy a cut chicken every week for Einy. So I can be relieved that Einy didn't eat the sick chicken.
Until the afternoon, Mas Jain let the chicken die by itself. He had no intention of killing her again. The total number of dead chickens is now 5, until night there are still dead chickens following.
This afternoon, because I was too busy, I was not sleepy. Usually I have slept maghrib-maghrib like this. But I will pray maghrib tonight.
I held my prayer rug, and started takbir. But as usual, my chest was pounding very hard. I canceled my prayer because I couldn't stand it and picked up the fan.
I was thinking maybe during the day my chest was pounding due to the heat and sultry I was feeling. But this is maghrib, there is no way this maghrib is like I feel hot. And that I feel every day. I can only concentrate on prayer when I turn on the fan. The fan helps me feel cooler and more comfortable.
At night, I started to worry. Will I have another nightmare? I feel very uncomfortable when going to sleep, even though I always read the Surah al-fatihah and verse chair. This feeling really tormented me.
In the middle of the night my mind was still floating, and kept going back and forth urinating into the bathroom. But I must have woken up Mas Jain.
"Mas... mas..get up!"
"What the hell is the deck?!"
"Wake up, I'll pee!"
"People ask for cementin, just like you!"
"I didn't ask for a pee, I just wanted you to wake up, you realize. I'm scared...."
"You're a big body, a big one!"
I got up and walked to the bathroom. I always turn on the next room light when I'm scared, but still for me he's still standing there.
I urinated quickly and went back to my room. I looked at the Jain who had been snoring back.
Every night this is how I feel, the day never sleeps, and the night I sleep at 02:00 in the morning. I feel frustrated with how I feel.
After the clock shows 1 o'clock passing, then I can sleep.
My dreams tonight are no better than yesterday. Tonight I dreamt I was in a big house that is very luxurious 2 storey. I was very happy with the house, I looked at and surrounded the house. There was no one there, just me. Suddenly some people came to me, I played with them.
Then they ran upstairs. I followed them upstairs. But there they disappeared. And there was a big, luxurious room, but it was dim and most of it was dark, there were no lights.
I walked over, but I saw there was a beautiful woman, very beautiful, sitting on the sofa with her legs crossed. The woman in a long dress in red. The woman didn't notice me at all, she was just twirling the ends of her hair.
I felt very scared, so I looked for a ladder to go downstairs. I found the stairs and went down. But what happened, I just circled around on the 2nd floor and continued to meet the woman in a red dress. Although he didn't bother me, but I was very scared.
I kept trying to run down, until I jumped from the top floor and managed to get out of the house. When I got out, I woke up from my dream.