The Santet Neighbor Ku

Getting More Depressed By Dreams

I cooked this morning, in the fridge there's still plenty of vegetables. I would love to eat spicy kale oseng with salted fish. Besides being delicious, cooking is also quite fast and practical.

Let 'he' who stares at me all the time. I always try to ignore it. Anyway, I can't see it. Let's just say I'm going crazy, maybe I'll be on medication soon.

Right after I cooked and made the Jain coffee, my head turned around great again. Oh Allah. I can only give up.

Mas Jain got up and washed his face, after which he drank his coffee.

"She.. finished cooking and sleeping again?" askinya.

"I have another headache mas. mas I ask you to wash the dot Einy. I didn't have time to wash it, and please fill the milk like yesterday." I said while closing my eyes.

"Yes" said Mas Jain and left me.

I got sick like yesterday. I can't really understand what happened to me.

All day as usual I could only monitor Einy through her voice. I take my phone, I rarely play it.

I opened Google about headaches. There are several types of headaches, there are ordinary dizziness, migraine headaches and vertigo.

I tried to stare at the phone screen for a long time so I could read the information I needed. Vertigo will heal on its own within a few hours, days, even weeks.

A sunday?? long time? do I have to wait that long to get well? I'm constantly finding out about your illness through my own diagnosis.

But the answer I got was not at all satisfactory. He says taking pain medication can cure him temporarily. But that doesn't apply to me at all. I saved my phone back.

It's been days of chili in front of my house I didn't flush, maybe now it's dead. I tried to get up and hold on to my window. I see my chili plants are fine. I also felt astonished, it should have withered by now. Because my head was still so dizzy and spinning I went back to lying down.

By nightfall, my fear was growing. I was afraid of the female figure waiting for the room, when I went to the toilet, I was also afraid to remember my dream last night. And what I'm most afraid of is, I'm afraid of sleeping. I was afraid of sleeping and having a scary dream again.

Finally I wake up, if yesterday I had trouble sleeping until late at night. I don't want to sleep tonight.

I don't want to sleep, forcing my eyes, heart and mind. I will only sleep when my eyes ask for it.

At 02:00, my eyes started to get sleepy. And I held him back from falling asleep. I held my sleep with all my might. I was afraid that if I fell asleep I would dream again.

I finally unconsciously fell asleep. Tonight I dream of something not scary. But tonight's dream drained my feelings.

I kept looking for her and tried to call her using my phone. But I can't call him, I'm so memorized to Jain's cell phone number. But when I typed in the numbers, the numbers changed on their own.

I became frustrated, I kept walking without any direction to look for him. Until I was in a place I knew. But I found that Jain was having fun with other women.

I didn't call him let alone scold him. I left there with a very sick heart. But Jain followed me.

"Wait deck!" he called me soft.

I stopped my steps. "What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry I'm on deck..." Said me.

"Do you love her?"

"Yes dek, I love him so much." - Mas Jain.

And Jain's answer is breaking me down. I cried until I woke up from my sleep.

This dream was very draining of my emotions. I'm getting more depressed. I don't want to tell that dream to Jain because it's not important and a waste of time. Especially to think about it.

My mind is sane, but something is wrong. Something beyond reason and common sense. After all I was still not shy about standing up, so Jain always cooked every morning.

The morning was very cloudy until noon. I'm grateful so Jain's mas isn't too great today. Suddenly, it rained with lightning.

I was in the room calling Einy. I tried to stand off the television and pull out the antenna. I also turned off my phone.

"Einy.. Here go into the room, there's lightning!" I said I ordered Einy to quickly get into the room. We both hid in our room and were covered. I also told Einy to cover her ears with a pillow.

Jedddeeerrrr !!!!!!

The sound of lightning striking, I think the lightning struck right in the yard of my house. His voice was so loud that it caused a red flash.

The lightning struck 2 times near my house. And once snatched elsewhere managed to make the electricity go out.