The Repeaters

36. Don't fight okay

The water rushing down from the sky towards the surface made the atmosphere turn cold. In the midst of the situation, one young man and one girl were staring at the tomb stone bearing the name Monika, the two men were not hit by the cry of rain fortunately the young man carried an umbrella even though only one, but the two men were not affected by the rain, so that both are not rained. They are Leonardo and Lily.

The eyes of the two people were very empty as they stared at the tombstone named Monika. They are still struggling to accept the reality, their sadness is both so great that even rain drenches the world as a sign of sadness.

"Leo, do you know?"

Lily opened her mouth trying to calm herself down? Or does he want to try to calm Leo down?

"What's wrong?"

Leo asked with a blank face, he felt very sad and lost, but strangely he could not shed tears.

"youknow? Monika apparently likes sweet things."

"...."

"Him and I went to a dress shop yesterday."

"...."

"Hahaha, back then Monika was very cute, she was wearing a cute dress and it was a perfect fit for her."

"She looks so happy, she smiles sweetly, laughs, and... And finally she can act like a girl in general."

Tears were dripping in Lily's blue eyes, maybe it wasn't very noticeable because it was raining, but the girl was now crying.

"But he doesn't exist now.. Though he could finally smile sweetly, it was a pity."

"..."

"The leo? Did you hear? Hehe, don't shut up and respond to my words!"

Where Leo might be able to do that, he deliberately kept quiet so that Lily could vent all her emotions. Whether it's sadness or anger.

"Well, I don't deserve to say that! Because the cause of Monika's death is ak-"

"If you say it's your fault, it's not true!"

This young man was aware, what Lily was going to say, so disconnected his words.

But Lily misunderstood, as she looked at Leonardo who looked tearless, she became offended.

"Why can you put on a normal face?!"

Lily gripped the pants she was wearing and bit her lips, she knew Leonardo must have felt the same sadness, she said, but seeing Leo's expression that could not bring out a single tear and look calm made him angry.

"You misunderstood Lily, so did I"

Trying to justify the misunderstanding Leonardo wants to move his right hand to Lily's head, but is quickly pushed aside by Lily. Leo spontaneously stopped his words and looked at Lily who was crying and looking down.

He was seen clutching his pants tightly and biting his lips. Lily seemed to be holding back her emotions.

"What's the existence of an unspecial Monika, so you can't shed tears?!"

"Don't tell me you are! Actually do not consider the existence of Monika?!'

"..."

Leonardo was silent, he no longer knew what to answer. He actually felt very bad and hurt, but somehow he could not shed a single tear. That's what might make Lily offended, because just imagine someone she thought was precious to die and the person who was at the funeral expressing normal, anyone would be angry.

Lily let out a sigh she looked at Leonardo wistfully.

"Leo, I've been thinking about this for a long time, but what exactly are you doing?! The expression you use is always like that. As if you've seen many deaths over and over again, I don't know what's in your head. But after you forget the memories, you are a little open, yet still looking at you now I realize. I don't understand you at all! So please after your memories come back tell me everything! I want to get to know you more closely."

Leonardo was silent for a while, he was not sure. But he was very sure what to answer for now.

"I don't know for sure, but I guess even though I remember everything I won't tell you everything. Anyway that's not your description!"

Lily's blue eyes opened wide and shed tears, she was surprised by Leo's cold reply. Because Lily's emotions slapped Leonardo's cheek.

"So so? Then goodbye."

Saying that Lily turned the bada over with tears dripping down she ran away from Leonardo.

Leonardo stared at the girl's shoulder that was getting longer and longer, he sighed and looked back at Monika's tombstone. His heart was completely broken, but once again there was not a single tear drop.

Strange, though my heart seemed broken, but tears would not fall..

I know you heard, so. Do you know anything?..

[Hmm, I know. But don't regret it okay.]

Leo nodded his head

[It's because of our contract. It's been a long time, but you sacrificed most of your facial expressions in order to contract with me.]

[And the facial expression I take the most is the sadness of losing someone]

So that's it, thanks for the long explanation rukhku..

Why did my memory disappear? I guess because the pay from the contract is a memory..

[If I can't answer that, find the answer yourself!]

Cih, you stingy..

......................

On the other hand Lily was enjoying a warm tea with her body soaking wet, it was because Lily was running during the heavy rain, she who was cold decided to drink something warm.

He sat in a chair with a man in front of him. The man wore a black suit, had brown hair and looked dashing with glasses used as a decoration on the head.

"So what else to say, Miss Lily?"

Raphael asked Lily, she took her tea and drank it casually.

Lily stared at her tea which still looked warm, she stared at the shadow of the face reflected from the tea.

Seeing the silent Lily Raphael sighed, he placed the cup filled with warm tea onto the table again.

"Don't joke! I'm not that happy that I have to accompany a crybaby like you."

Trying to quip, but Lily did not respond as usual. Raphael grew increasingly suspicious that something had happened.

"Well, Lily. Say something! It's not like you."

Lily still responded, she stared at the warm tea and once again shed tears.

"Leo, he and I had a little fight."

"Well, why is it like that. Whether the girl named Monika who died was the cause "

"Yes, like that.. I'm so sad to lose Monika, but Leo, she looks normal and even tears don't shed."

"So it's Leonardo's fault!" Raising the tone Lily looked pouted.

Raphael could only shake his head and sigh.

"Don't like that dong! Leonardo is not good at expressing faces, you should have known that a long time ago."

Lily was speechless she knew it more than anyone, she also realized that Leonardo must have felt the same pain even greater than hers. But Lily refused to accept that fact.

"But, Leo-"

"Don't argue!"

Lily paled, just this first she heard Raphael's voice become serious and full of anger.

"Huh, you must apologize immediately, or you will regret."

Lily was silent again. He stared at the tea and headed back towards Raphael,

"Yes, I know. You idiot!" With a crooked cheek he said that.

Raphael once again sighed.

You're a girl who can't be honest..

Lily stood back up, she put on a thick jacket and immediately went to find Leonardo to apologize immediately.

A few days had passed and Lily lost the opportunity to apologize, their relationship became very awkward, when the two people looked up they just smiled forcefully and immediately turned their faces away refusing to look at each other.

Lily and Leonardo haven't spoken since that day. Razor is also like that these three people became unfamiliar because of Monika's death.

Everyone blamed themselves, even though the three of them had gathered to eat together no one opened up the subject and the situation was very awkward.

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On the sora of the day Razor was walking in her own city, she stared at the former fight seeing many sturdy buildings being destroyed. He felt guilty a few days ago, but now he doesn't.

Seeing this city smile again and work together to rebuild the city made Razor calm and serene, but the sense of calm disappeared when remembering the events that occurred.

Huh, what am I supposed to do? Senior and Lily seemed to be fighting, the situation had really gotten bad..

Monika, they all love you so much because that's what the situation is like..

And of course I'm the same..

Stepping on Razor unintentionally stared at the clothing store displaying a dress located in front of the store and covered by glass. The man's steps came to a halt, he walked towards the dress on display there. She held onto the glass and stared intently at the black dress.

From Razor's point of view, the dress would definitely fit if worn by Monika. And so he stopped. Her black dress made a glimpse of Monika.

Monika if you're alive, maybe I'll bring you here..

If only you were alive..

Surely you can use that..

That's right, if only you were alive, surely..

Tears dripped in the man's red eyes, he rubbed them and ran away. His heart ached so much, he did not want to accept that fact.

Because for Razor, Monika is a good girl and quite sweet, she has a bit of interest by Monika.

It gets dark when Razor goes without direction she accidentally meets Lily and Leonardo on the T-junction route. They stared at each other and stalled unexpectedly about to meet by chance like this.

From the faces of the three of them look like they have been crying for sure they have all just experienced the same thing with Razor, they lament the fate of Monika's departure.

The three of them smiled forcefully and went back on their own not trying not to look at each other, just walking and trying to get away.

At that moment a voice echoed and stopped the steps of the three people.

""Lily, Leo, and Razor, Woi!""

The three of them turned to the source of the voice and got Monika's spirit flying towards the three of them.

All looked surprised, the previously slashed face turned wide open as if they could not believe what they saw.

In front of them was Monika's spirit flying.

"Monica?" Lily said, she was shedding tears of bunches in disbelief of what had happened.

"Yes, this is Monika. Haha," Monika's spirit smiled widely, she looked even more radiant as she became a spirit.

"This monika is really you?"

This time Razor, she looked very surprised.

"Are we dreaming?"

This time it was Leonardo. Everyone was surprised.

"Hahaha, you're all shocked huh, but unfortunately I'm just a spirit. I'll be gone in a while."

"But before that I want to say something. Honestly seeing you now makes my heart sad. The three of you are getting along and the situation is awkward."

"I don't like seeing you guys like that."

All lowered their heads, silent and could only shed tears, except for Loe. It's not that he doesn't want to, he can't because most of Leo's expression has been lost to his contract.

"Don't cry, Lily. Moo."

After saying that, Monika's face began to crack, maybe it was a sign that her time was running out.

"Monica you?" Lily shed tears, she grew even sadder to see the crack on the girl's face.

"Well, I have to come back soon.. But before that I'll say this."

Monika's spirit took a deep breath and smiled widely.

"For the first time I was saved by someone. For the first time I met a friend. For the first time I laughed and joked. For the first time I was hugged by someone, I was accepted. For the first time I ate warm food. For the first time I dressed like a girl, wearing a sweet dress.. And for the first time I put love into someone's man."

Monika's eyes became teary, she continued her interrupted speech. Because the spirit body was getting cracked.

"And as Lily said, I am a dod bloem, though dead I will bloom in your hearts. So that's why I'll never die, I'll stay in your hearts and bloom forever."

"Despite death I will remain by your side and adventure."

"Although it's short, but I'm enjoying my life thank you everyone.."

"Maybe someone would say that the end of my life is sad, but I don't think it's like that.. The end before I die I was saved by you this is my version of happy ending."

"No! Nah! Monica!"

Lily continued to cry, she was already unable to endure this pain. The girl ran and embraced Monika's spirit. But the moment he touched the spirit, Monika's body had already disappeared.

As the scattered particles of the spirit vanished and flew towards the beautiful moon, Monika might die, but her soul would continue to be with the three of them forever.

Looking up, those shattered particles left everyone's hearts hurting.

""No!""

A deep sense of sadness made Lily kneel on the ground and cry out.

Razor was the same, she continued to cry strongly, pressing her chest tightly and kneeling on the ground. Leonardo who lost a lot of expression can even come to shed tears, what a miracle. The spirit of Monica had completely disappeared, going towards the particle grains that were shining on the moon.