The Relationship Goals

Section 51_We Have to Start a New Life

“Bara,” murmured Alice with a look of disbelief. His eyes looked back at the woman who was eating ice cream in front of Bara with a frown in wonder.

“Bella,” murmured Alice who was instantly glued. His eyes looked at his shop with a very fixed gaze, even he did not want to switch in the slightest, making Dara who was there follow the direction of his friend's view.

Dara understood what kept her best friend quiet this time. Slowly, Dara immediately got up and headed towards Alice with increasingly faster steps. “Why I didn't realize there was Bara here,” muttered Dara as she stepped closer to Alice.

“Alice,” greet Dara who immediately patted his best friend's shoulder softly.

Alice flinched from her daydream and gazed at the origin of the sound. In front of him was Dara who was smiling soothingly. Until a loud breath accompanied by a thin smile immediately appeared on Alice's face.

“We moved cafe yuk, Alice. I feel that here is not good,” said Dara trying to take Alice away from the cafe they currently stop by.

The new virgin will pull Alice's hand, when the girl prevents her slowly. His head shook and looked at Dara weakly. “We'll stay here, Dara. I think now is the time I should start accepting the reality,” Alice replied gently.

“But, Bara.” Dara looked towards Bra who was unaware of their presence in the same place.

“No problem. Maybe I really have to solve everything now,” said Alice trying to strengthen herself.

Alice let go of Dara's hand on her shoulder and stepped closer to Bara, until all of her memories were spun away like old, worn tapes.

Because I don't want the girl I love to get hurt.

You used to say you didn't want me to get hurt, but now I'm hurt because you, Bara, Alice's inner being with eyes closed slowly

Yes, I always denied my feelings, Alice. But, seeing you with Dave I don't feel willing. I love you Alice Surya Pranata and I don't know when it happened. All I know is, now I'm starting to fear losing you.

“And now you let me go,” muttered Alice increasingly feeling pain.

Yes and if you get close to him, I will be really angry with you.

I'm proposing to you, Alice. I said it once, but I never gave it seriousness. So, now I'm asking you again, Alice. Will you marry me? You want to live forever with me? Loving in joy and sorrow. Only with me until death do you part.

Alice was more and more stunned when she remembered Bara's sentence that felt happy. In fact, he had already planned happy days together with Bara. However, the result left him even more injured.

Alice stopped her steps when right between Bara da and Bella, making the two of them look at Alice with shocked gazes, including Bara yan already seeing Alice's tears fall on her smooth cheeks.

“Bara,” call Alice slowly, “several weeks I wait for you. Wish you'd come or at least call me. I'm worried about you. Think about whether you're okay. But, it turns out I was wrong. You don't even think about me at all.”

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“Bara,” call Alice slowly, “several weeks I wait for you. Wish you'd come or at least call me. I'm worried about you. Think about whether you're okay. But, it turns out I was wrong. You don't even think about me at all.”

She just kept quiet to hear Alice. He chose to ignore the face of grief that Alice showed in front of him. He still felt unable to see Alice at this moment. His heart ached when he realized his mother would much rather take care of a child who was not born from her womb than her own biological child.

If only Alice had not been present, Bara thought it was still with her ego.

“Do you think I'm no longer a priority, Bara?” alice chirped with tears flowing.

Alice took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. His eyes turned to look at Bella who was just silent while staring at the two confused. He still hadn't finished listening to Bara's curses when Alice came and interjected.

“You said you didn't have any feelings for her, Bella. I even believe in that. But today I saw something else that hurt. Everyone I trust stabs me so hard,” Alice said with a hardened jaw.

Dara who was there immediately grabbed the shoulder of her best friend and hugged her tightly. His eyes looked at Bara and Bella in turn. He was sure, Bara felt the same way because he saw a tear in the young man's eye.

Why do you hurt yourself instead of reaching for happy, inner Dara with an annoyed look. However, he did not join the corner Bara and Bella.

“What do you think I am, Bara? I'm just a display you can see and throw away whenever you want, huh?” alice asked with a trembling voice.

The sounding coals take a deep breath and exhale slowly. His eyes immediately looked towards Alice who was still fixedly staring at him.

“Isn't everything clear, Alice? I left at our engagement. Doesn't that explain what we're in contact with, Alice?” said Bara with a flat face.

“You mean?” alice asked not understanding Bara's words.

Bara looked at Alice. He was sure after this the girl in front of him would go as far as possible. “I think we should be over, Alice. I'm releasing you. I hope you can get another man to marry you. I also already have no feelings whatsoever with you,” jeas Bara with a heart as fresh as iron.

“Bara,” protest Bella with dislike face.

“I still love Bella,” Bara continued to make Bella who was nearby turned away in shock.

Aliice who heard the roar instantly. Tears that had been dammed had come out so swiftly, making Dara who was there as if she felt the pain that her best friend had experienced.

‘”I hope you are happy,” said Alice who immediately chose to go.

Dara looked at Alice and looked at Bara who was still silent with a stare full of indifference. “You're selfish, Bara. You only think about yourself without thinking about Alice's tears,” chirped Dara who immediately chased after Alice.

After the departure of the two, Bella looked towards the sharp Bara. “I know everything you say is a lie, Bara. You don't even love me at all. I know, in your heart there's only Alice. Then why are you doing all that? You really hurt her feelings, Bara,” Bella said with mounting resentment.

Bara stared at the cup filled with coffee and stirred it slowly. His eyes did not blink at all. “I have to do it, Bella. I have to make him forget me. I'm not sure it'll be easy to forgive him. Every time I see Alice, I always remember our bitter memories in the past, ” Bara replied without looking at Bella.

Bella who heard gazing towards Bara with her jaw hardened. He immediately got up and said, “I don't know what you're thinking, Bara. But all I know is you're really stupid for letting go of a girl as good as Alice.”

Bella will step when she sees Bara not answering anything. However, just a few steps, Bella decided to stop and looked at Bara stick. “You can still control your ego, Bara. You blame someone for your problems and make Alice the reason for your hatred. Though, Alice is innocent at all in this.”

“I hope you will be able to think well from now on. Don't let you lose the woman you love so much just because of your stupid thoughts.”

After saying this at length, Bella immediately stepped away leaving Bara who was just pensive. Until the loud whaling made Bara feel troubled. His memories were still recording the roaring cries Alice had just let out before him.

“Sial! Why are you always able to make me feel unwary, Alice,” furious Bara who immediately rose up.

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