
HASTA was still pensive alone in her room, she stared in frustration.
Hasta felt that Renata's decision made some of his brain functions not working properly.
With a sip of a cigarette between his fingers Hasta still kept thinking about Renata.
I don't know what wrong he had done until Renata so until the heart decided it without he could refuse.
And it became a hard blow as well as the disappointment of Hasta to Renata.
He stared frustratedly into the room room, his mind was more chaotic when his memory was faced with the problem of his matchmaking.Sang Ahah was so whistled hard to match himself with the child of his best friend, the child of his friend,the most difficult thing he did was to refuse his father's orders.
Hasta shook her head with a depressed feeling, not being wrapped up her life path would be like this.Rosa,
the Mama stood looking deeply at Hasta who still seemed to dissolve in her daydream.
Then he saw some cigarette butts scattered on the floor, even some Coffe drinks in cans were lying around.
The mother took a deep breath while shaking her head.
" Hasta !! Why is the room so messy like this ?" ask her to approach her son.
Hasta fell silent enjoying the puff of smoke coming out of his mouth.
" Hit....!!" Call back the Mama by patting her shoulder Hasta who had not realized her presence.
Hasta gasped in shock at the clapping of her Mama's hand quite firmly on her shoulder.
" Ma ma ..." Said Hasta surprised, then he turned to look at Mama who stood looking at him.
" All your rooms are dirty, don't you see what ?" asked the mother, looking annoyed.
Hasta melengos by sipping his cigarette again.
" Out again for !!" answer's short.
" What has happened?, "Ask the mother as she slowly cleaned the floor that was strewn with a few cigarette butts.
Rosa was really upset to see her son.
His throat was itchy when the cigarette smoke entered his kisser.
" Uhukk ,"
Rosa was seen coughing by wagging her hands to avoid cigarette smoke.
" Stop Has, your room smells of cigarette smoke" he said, looking hard to breathe.
But Hasta seemed to ignore it.
" Bi please go to Hasta's room.." Call the Mama through a call button installed in her room Hasta.
Rosa was really bothered by the cigarette smoke.
And did not wait long for the housekeeper knocked on the door of the cubit room, the Mama immediately ordered the housekeeper to immediately clean the room of his son.
" Bi please tidy up again her room Hasta." orders Rosa.
" Okay, ma'am..!" Said the housekeeper terpogoh-pogoh.
" Why the hell Has, can it fall apart like this ?" Ask Rosa again by sitting with Hasta who was leaning back in her chair facing the pool court.
" Have it done for Ma !!" reply to Hasta with lazy attitude.
" Has !! Mama think it's good also if you follow her will papah." said Rosa looked straight at her son.
Hasta shifted her eyeballs then looked towards the Mama.
" Mama mean I accepted this matchmaking ?" ask Hasta with a helpless look.
" Yeah !! " Rosa replied staring loosely at the swimming pool.
Hasta took a deep breath, his feeling was increasingly depressed whether he had to do anything else now the situation is getting more complicated.
" Alright" said Hasta in a flat voice he looks resigned without giving any more rejection to the wishes of the Father and Mama.
It seems he gave up on the situation now, however much he refused the desire of his father as strong as the role of the Father in his life.Of course he could not be disobeyed for this refusal, he said,and all his struggles will be in vain if he dares to vehemently oppose the decision of the Father.
" ...........???"
The Mama turned her gaze towards the look on her son's face, and she also saw a change in facial expression that was quite drastic, Hasta looks uncluttered to return her Mama's gaze.
Rosa.
" Mommy's happy to hear your decision, yes, even if your feelings are hurt." Clearly the Mama while stroking his son's shoulders with affection.
Hasta was silent staring out at the swimming pool there, there was a wet in the corner of his eyes whatever was in his mind that felt now he was in a situation that was not okay.
" That's what Papah wants to see his son suffer." Guman Hasta lirih while still sitting over.
And the grunt was enough until his mother heard him.
Tosa clenched and stared with various feelings.
" But feelings will not know the goodness of Mam.." between again Hasta said his tone slowly filled with ironic impression.
Rosa looked sadly at her son who looked intimidated.
" Mama knows this isn't fair, but Papah can't possibly sacrifice the company
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Nina was still looking straight at Hasta who was sitting straight in front of her, the handsome man was seen squeezing his fingers with the look of his face looking so deep in anxiety.
" My father refused my request Has !" Nina's words broke the silence.
Hasta glanced expressionlessly at Nina.
" What should we do ?" ask Nina again with a sad feeling.
Hasta sighed then stared with various feelings towards Nina.
" Oh yes !! besides, Renata already knows that we're going to get married. " Sela Hasta with a resigned tone.
Nina nodded then stared intensely at the handsome man's face.
" The truth Has ??but, can Renata know ?How does he know about our matchmaking ?" asked Nina with wide eyes.
" He overheard all the chatter me and Bony were discussing our matchmaking problem Nin." said Hasta looks more stiff.
" Then ??" nina asked increasingly
" Then he asked me to break up !! " hasta replied quietly, her tone sounded bitter.
Nina sighed with a difficult feeling.
" o LORD why is it so complicated like this Has ??" nina asked with a feeling of guilt.
" It feels like I just want to give up Nin, there are too many obstacles that I face to be with Renata." Hasta complained with a heavy feeling.
Nina sighed feeling heavy.
" Has you have to give an explanation to Renata, that we are in a match not to our desires, this is all the will of our parents for this matchmaking.In fact we have no feeling of anything right Has, Has,we're just the cement." Clearly Nina while staring in Hasta.
" I have to be clear what else Nin, the living mind is hard to connect with Nin, and he doesn't want to see me." interrupted Hasta with a more restless look on his face.
" Has, just try calling again." Nina's voice looks clear.
trying to encourage his best friend.
Hasta shook with a sad feeling.
" I rass I have to calm my heart first Nin, he can not if we forced to meet, I know what kind of typical Renata" said Hasta returned the gaze of Nina who so touched his heart.
" Has, how about I explain it, and I set up a meeting with Renata to explain all this." proposed Nina looked fixedly at Hasta.
Hasta returned Nina's gaze with a hopeful gaze, Nina nodded her head slowly trying to convince her while smiling gently at Hasta who looked so Down.
Hasta smiled blankly.
" Thank's yes Nin lo want to nolongin me.." said Hasta while resting his hand on Nina's hand.
Nina looked at the man's face with a thumping feeling.
" Together Has, as long as I can help, I will definitely help you" Nina said by stealing a glance at the handsome man's hand that still rests in her hand,Nina looked at the fingers of the handsome man who was slowly squeezing them with gentleness.
There was a feeling of pity in his heart, there was a great hope slipping in his heart if he was able to reach for his sympathies of Hasta, but it was unthinkable for him if he was able to seize that sympathy in such a situation.
Nina is well aware, she is just a friend
for a cubit, and he was very sure that Hasta could not turn him into a special person in his heart despite the golden opportunity before his eyes through an arranged marriage.
Nina understood, for the consequences of depriving someone of their rights, then she should be ready to get more than that.
Hasta looked at Nina who was still looking at her daydreamingly, considering all the flogging feelings in her heart, their gazes met each other, each other, and for a moment they looked at each other with different feelings.
Nina realized that her gaze was being countered by Hasta, quickly Nina was immediately bowed while pulling her hand from the clutches of Hasta, then she also allowed her sitting position by acting a little clumsy.
" Sorry... !! " nina said it looks wrong.
Then he looked back at Hasta with a timid look. Hasta just replied with her sweet smile.
There was an unusual feeling present sneaking in his heart.
How not ?
Nina's gaze at least imprinted on her net and it managed to disturb half of her sympathetic feelings, lest her feelings revert to a dilemma. Could it be that he is beginning to turn away or is it just a momentary feeling ?
Hasta shook her head her heart made a small smile, though,
Love is always a way to test the heart.
It feels impossible if he has to love more than one woman, Hasta is well aware, what he used to have done is just a moment's worth, just a moment,he does not want to repeat the pain of heartbreak in reaching for a sincere love.
...........................Seriate