
HASTA still clutched tightly to her tiny body Renata, she tried to feel what she felt in her gaze around so quiet without any fun surrounding her.
Slowly Hasta released his wound and then in his face deep look Renata's face that already looks damp and shabby by tears that continue to wet both cheeks.
" I hope this isn't a scene in my dream !" said Hasta while touching both shoulders Renata.
Renata smiled between her tears.
" I'm not going to give you any more pseudo-hope Has ?" renata lirih.
" Why do I have to take so long to get your heart ? and why do I have to feel heartbreak first when in the end you come to me ?" said Hasta staring increasingly do not understand.But the look in his eyes looks there is happiness that is so extraordinary.
" I just need time Has, to convince my company." replied Renata mutely, for a moment he fell silent.
Renata is seen again trying to hold back the teardrops that began to flow back in with a rush and immediately wet his cheeks again.
" I don't care how hurt this heart is after you come and say what you feel right now" said Hasta Syahdu.
" Ta, I promise to be the best for your life" he said back.
" You don't have to promise me, promise yourself to be the best for yourself" Renata said
" I promise." interrupted Hasta lirih.
in her arms so tightly that Renata's hands, there was a sense of haru flowing from her heart tracing in every stream of her blood and the flow emptied into the vortex of her heart.
Happy is not playing for a struggle that is not in vain after a long time he tried to convince the heart of a Renata that has hardened
Renata simply smiled looking intently at the man who was now enjoying peerless happiness.
But behind the action they have a pair of eyes that are secretly watching the happiness that is being felt by Hasta and Renata.
He smiled with great pain, so that there was no clear melt slowly wetting his smooth cheeks.
It was Nina,who smiled bitterly looked far at those who were dissolving in happiness with each other.Nina felt that if she could not grant her wish to love Hasta even to hope to have it, she felt that she could not grant her wish,that's very unlikely.
Seeing Hasta finally able to unite alone has made Nina very happy, even though in the depths of her heart she was actually unable to see the reality.
Nina wiped her tears, felt her feelings deepened.He tried to catch his breath holding back his feelings to not be evaporated just like that.
The smile was stark contrasting on his face.
" Lo cry ?" bony's voice shocked Nina who was dissolving in her grief.
Nina flinched then quickly wiped her tears.
" You Bon !! " nina said stammeredly, her face looked shocked.
" I've guessed, if you like the same Hasta huh?". asked Bony staring in the face of Nina who seemed to try to shift her eyes, Nina to try to hide her true feelings.
" It's just my old guess Bon, I'm happy if I can finally see them together" he said with a smile full of irony.
" That feeling couldn't lie to Nin "sela Boni by looking pityfully at Nina.
" ha. haa..., what am I lying for." said Nina with a slightly bland outline, wiping her tears quickly.
Bony stared fixedly at the look on Nina's face that seemed to try to hide her sadness.
" I know, I'm a woman who knows Hasta first, compared to Cindy or Renata, and she knows Hasta better." bony said with increasingly not until the heart saw the existence of Nina which was certainly destroyed to see her happiness.
" But Renata deserves it more, " said Nina smiling bitterly, her eyes look so hard to shake off her sadness.
" ........."
Bony was silent he also looked towards Hasta and Renata who was still dissolved in his happiness.
" Elo sure you're happy to see them ?" bony asked back by throwing his gaze in the other direction.
" Yes kin !!" sela Nina.
Bony sighed then turned his head back towards Nina.
" Don't lie to yourself, with your false feelings" Bony said trying to force Nina to be honest about her feelings.
Nina turned her body, she seemed to try to keep her feelings hidden, and she again showed her stubbornness by pretending to smile meaningfully.But a moment later she soon sobbed slowly, her shoulders were shaken, she was shaken,and finally the defense of his feelings was ravaged, his tears also wet his cheeks.
The pain was so black that it burst into his heart.
Bony was silent unmoved, the feeling of dreadfulness enveloped him, why did not want it feel like he embraced representing his chest to just rely on Nina and give comfort to the girl who is now heartbroken.
" I can't see the crybaby at least" said Bony who looks wrong to see Nina getting sobbing.
" I'm fine Bon !! I am strong !! " interpret Nina by wiping her tears back.
" Why the hell, elo is not honest just as cubit with what elo feels about him" said Bony regretting the attitude of Nina who did not want to be frank with her feelings.
" For me, to love in silence, is enough for me.
" Aah Nin,lo was too naive "between Bony stared pusher at Nina.
" It seems pointless that I should be honest about this feeling, but I am in the midst of a heart that loves each other, and the two hearts are now united,so let my feelings be this way. "reply Nina smiled deeply
the bitterness he was feeling.
" I hope you will find the best love from Hasta" said Bony pray Nina.
" Thank you for Bon's prayer." said Nina softly by commenting on a sincere smile.
" Well, don't you go home ? it's late at night, I'd better get you home !!" bony offered his kindness.
Nina simply nodded without rejecting Bony's offer.Then she walked with a shunt pace, while Bony looked at her with various feelings of pity in his heart.
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the next.................
Hasta looks bright with a face that is so very sparkling, once he looked at the clock that is circular in his hand, then before long he looked back at the screen of his cellphone.
Almost a few minutes he waited for the arrival of Bony, but it seems that the waiting one has not seen the trunk of his nose.Hasta waited with a huff.
A few minutes later, Boni finally came to him with an unusual look.
" Where the hell is it ?ten o'clock agreement comes at what time, see dong now what time is it ? ngaret mulu lo. !!" said Hasta with a annoyed tone.
The look on Bony's face looked different looking coldly at his best friend.
" Sorry Has, I don't feel well anymore" he replied simply.
" Lo sick ?? tumben lo is sick." said Hasta meledeknya.
" In the wind my time." said Bony while sitting next to Hasta with a flat expression.
" My bon has good news, and surely his elo will be surprised to hear it." cried Hasta sparkling.
Bony did not call him, he just moved his eyebrows without expression.
" I'm sure you don't believe my good news" said Hasta staring excitedly at Bony.
Bony just fell silent resigned like not interested in what his best friend wanted to convey.
" I became the same Renata" said Hasta with a sparkling face.
Bony did not show his expression of shock, justrubia impressed cuek while pressing the small neck behind him with a grimace.
" Keep going ??" seems flat.
" And you know ? last night I was with Renata where I first met him Bon ! really-crazy Bon, it seems my dream can hug him so tightly "clearly cubit and again he imagined the story last night.
Bony listened only without the excessive exertion as he should, and Hasta still dissolved in his happiness cheers.
" It turns out that I have not been in vain to keep this feeling and hope, I feel sure if Renata loves me too." added Hasta increasingly look carefree.
That passion came back to overshadow his heart.
" And you're happy ?" bony asked flatly but his tone sounded so harsh.
Hadta saw the change of the look on his best friend's face, but the strange feeling he ignored, jutsru he dissolved in an extraordinary happiness.
" I'm certainly very happy Bon, finally I can find his love Renata." said Hasta staring relieved.
" Even if there is a wounded heart ?" sela Bony nyeplos's.
Hasta's smile receded and looked at Bony with a look full of wonder.
" Elo know ?last night Nina nyaksiin lo both." explained Bony with a feeling of down.
" What !!! Nina see I'm the same Renata ?" tanya Hasta increasingly does not understand.
" What does my happiness have to do with Nina ? he's my friend and also Renata.Then why should he hurt with my happiness ?" ask back Hasta curiously.
" Elo never knew, if Nina had been silent like lo Has" said Bony with a sharp eye highlight.High the friend with meaning.
Hasta was stunned to hear the words of his best friend.
" WHAT ?? " sneaky with a gaping expression of her lips.He did not think the slightest bit if Nina liked him.
" The night she cried watching the two of you, she harbored that feeling from long ago when you were still dating Jessy, even when you had a crush on Cindy she was willing to be a matchmaker elo. " obviously Boni was full of disappointment.
" Elo know from where if Nina has always liked me,lo do not know Bon,lo certainly no longer rich." said Hasta teratawa lightly.
" I've said the same lo, if Nina likes you, but instead you are indifferent as if I know" said Bony with so sure.
" I know his expression when he was with you, he was very different from lo Has, elo period do not understand, you just look can understand." explained Bony began to riled up,Hasta was silent trying to digest the words of his best friend.
" I really understand him, and I feel what he is feeling right now, his feelings are sincere and elo, but what, now he actually even unites your love with Renata, Renata,he was hurt no matter what, because of his love for elo, he was willing to see elo happy with others." explained Bony with a voice increasingly hoarse holding a turbulent taste in his heart.
" Bon,gue loves Renata, and I love Renata why should Nina get hurt ?" ask without burden.
" Has,lo is really insensitive !! sometimes you don't understand what I'm talking about, Nina first she likes you, before Renata was present in elo's life, you know what I'm talking about?" tanya Boni started to growl.
His sensitivity level of a cubit is much more than the standard word.
" I understand that !! but I love Renata not Nina." said Hasta began to ignite his emotions with Bony's attitude that began to mess with him.
" What do I want to do ?" ask Hasta with a sharp look towards Bony who was muffling his emotions.
" Love can not be forced and you yourself know, if love is not forever should be able to have, right, those words have you said the same I also do not ?" said Hasta staring with various feelings.
" Elo talks like that as if you never notice how painful it is when you are heartbroken." sidelines Bony added with a tart tone.
Sontak Hasta began to run out of patience.
" Enough Bon, enough !! Actually you like it's the same Nina, from earlier elo discuss she kept ?" ask Hasta with a huffed tone.
Bony fell silent while throwing his face out there the look of the face that began to turn red withstanding the taste in the pendamnya since.
" Why do you defend him, as if I hurt Nina's heart if you have the same feelings she has, you never know what kind of person's feelings for me, including Nina, are,even so far Nina fine-fine just like me, she never showed if she likes me" explained Hasta by staring intensely at the face of her best friend who continues to avoid the gaze of her.
The man's puffed-up jaw looks hardened holding the feeling entrenched in his heart.
" I thought of Nina as a best friend all this time, keep saying now if she likes me, while my feelings are with other people, how should you ?why did he just say that feeling now, why not be yesterday when I was in a dilemma, when I was playing with my assistant ?why Bon, why ? answer Bon !!" gertak Hasta turned her back to Bony who was still silent with his feelings that were difficult to explain.
" Elo can't answer, right ??? Nina is just my best friend nothing more" Banny said.
" SIIITTTTT !! you should know more about Nina's feelings than ever, and you're not sensitive at all to her feelings, what you can't tell me where the feeling of sabahat and where people like it,you are not aware of the small concerns that Nina shows to you, as long as you recognize it.Lo is not at all sensitive to it. " Bony said at length, finally he could vent his heart.
Hasta sighed, so much did a Bony care for a Nina who had been considered a friend all along.
" Ok, ok !! so now what should I do... ?" tanya Hasta looks annoyed at Bony who insists on explaining Nina's feelings towards him. Hasta puffed her face to look at her best friend with a triumphant look.
" IT'S UP TO LOO!!!, the idea that the elo has a feeling that must be used as true." snapped Bony as he went to leave Hasta just like that.
Hasta is surprised to see Bony's changing attitude that is so contrasting to him.
" SIIIIITTT !!" cubit grouse with full of emotion.
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HASTA was silent without saying a word, if she tried to think about the change in Bony's attitude so drastic to her, if,why sahabatany is more concerned with Nina's persuasion than having to be happy for her happiness can be united with Renata.
And why Bony actually looks less happy when he does not at all call for love Nina.
various questions milling in his head Hasta.Dan it managed to make Hasta made him dizzy with the angry action of his best friend.
" What's the matter Has ?" tanya Renata stared gently at Hasta who had looked less passionate.
" I'm fine Ta!! ! ." replied Hasta returning Renata's gaze shadyly.
" Something you think ?" asked Renata curiously.
Hasta sighed, then stared deeply at the woman he pityed the most.
" If I told you, sure you wouldn't be mad at me ?" tanya Hasta looked at the woman closely.
Renata smiled gently.
" Why angry, is there something that will make me angry ?" ask Renata slowly.
" This problem is not too strange for me, but somehow this problem is very disturbing my mind" said Hasta returned his loving gaze.
" Can you tell me ?" asked Renata gently.
" I don't know what's going on with Bony, my best friend, since noon we had a little disagreement, about why he was angry with me until he just left,and until this moment he is very difficult to contact." explained Hasta fretfully.
" Do you have a disagreement about what he is?" ask Renata wisely.
" It's Nina's problem" said Hasta staring fixedly at Renata's face.
Renata frowned then both of his eyebrows shot up high.
" Nina ? " as soon as.
" yeah !!you know Nina, right ?" tanya Hasta stared meaningfully at Renata, the woman nodded with a faint smile.
" Why is Nina ?" asked Renata with a bit of curiosity.
" Lo know, tonight Nina saw the two of us when we were together." Hasta explained.
Actually he did not want to discuss this issue, but he did not want if Renata would misunderstand his problem with Bony.
" Then ?" ask Renata.
" So Bony saw Nina was watching us, even Bony told me the same if all this time it turns out Nina likes me" explained Hasta flat.
Renta nodded slowly, he understood what Hasta had just said.
" I know, if Nina really likes you a long time ago" said Renata softly, her face looks slightly changed but she can still smile gently, hiding her feelings.
" So you're worried about Nina's guess ?" tanya Hasta shock.
" Nina has told many stories about her feelings for you as I have, and she also told me that if you had changed, you are no longer like the Hasta she used to know. " clearly Renata with a meaningful facial expression.
He was silent, as he stared deeply at Renata's face.
Why did this new problem arise at a time that was not right for him.
" But my perception of Nina is only a friend Ta, and it's nothing more" said Hasta honestly.
" But not with Nina Has's feelings, it turns out that as long as she knows you she loves you a long time ago, and I had more and more doubts about it.But it was Nina who convinced me of your feelings Has." bright Renata with an unusual look.
" This is impossible." muttered Hasta with uncertain feelings, he did not expect that Nina as sincere as it helped him to convince the heart of a Renata for himself.Padah Nina herself so deep in loving it ditinya.
" .........."
Renata fell silent, trying to listen to the look on the face of Hasta who began to look on the island of anxiety.
" but, I don't care 'cause my feelings are only dear to Lo Ta'" said Hasta as she looked back at Renata lovingly.
" That's why I'm confused by this feeling of mine, I'm afraid that this feeling will end up disappointed, and there will definitely be people who are hurt by this feeling of mine." Renata explained with a sad look.
Hasta was amazed, why his memory felt in a twist back to look at a few years ago, a few years ago,and he also tried to remember the story back with some women who were none other than Nina's close friend Jessy.
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