The Play Boy

The PlayBoy episode 16

WITH various perceptions that flogged in his mind, Hasta braved himself to come to the office of his company Harry, he hoped that he would not be arrogant towards Harry, he said, because he realized that he was the least likely person to be able to withstand emotions when angry and disappointed.

One minute Hasta was seen regulating his breathing rate, he tried to dampen all his anxiety so that his emotional defense remained stable.

" Little Harry !! " call Hasta upon arrival in Harry's room with a stiff voice, the door of the room was wide open Hasta stared intently at Harry who was behind his desk of duty.

" I'm sorry, Harry, this guy is forcing his way in and wants to meet the father" said a woman with a petite stature interrupted behind Hasta with a frightened look on her face.

Harry looked calmly at Hasta.

" It's okay Mar, you're back in your room" Harry replied, gesturing Marta, his assistant, to leave the room.

Marta nodded while walking backwards to get out of the upper room.

Hasta shines a light on Harry with questions on his mind.

There was a feeling in his heart.

" Please sit Has !" harry said allowing Hasta to sit quietly.

" No need!! " push down with a ketus.

Harry frowned at Hasta's tone which was quite disturbing his feelings.

" Sit down, it's not good to talk while standing." between Harry was still friendly to welcome the arrival of Hasta, even though Hasta had been seen putting on a less friendly face.

" Why did you just cut this contract off?" ask Hasta directly to the question that made her feel disappointed.Hasta looks sharply at Harry.

Harry mendehem tried to neutralize his feelings and he tried to make things more conducive.

" Hasta, we should talk about this matter in a good way, I ask you not to be emotional like this" said Harry remained calm.

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Hasta was silent still staring at Harry who did not seem to feel guilty for his decision.

" I'm sorry before, if this decision I take unilaterally and this will certainly harm your Papah company" Harry explained warmly to Hasta.

" IT'S CLEAR !!! This decision harms my Papah company, all there is already an agreement in the contract letter, even there is also clearly stated there are some rules in the contract system agreed together, he said, but now you just decide this cottage , then pay how much for the pleasure that has been experienced by my Papah company?" tanya is getting furious.

Harry just smiled, making Hasta a little hooked on his attitude.

" What's up Har ? is there a problem with my Papah company ? " ask again Hasta with a full glance.

Harry was still silent with a faint smile on his face towards Hasta, while Hasta began to hold back his anger by several times straining his jaw bone strongly.

" Does this have anything to do with my problem with Renata ?? " question Hasta firmly, it seems he does not want further pleasantries in this matter, he guessed if the base of this little commotion has something to do with his feelings towards Renata.

Harry returned only with a meaningful smile that made Hasta even more furious.

" Please answer !!.Does this have anything to do with that problem ?? " Tanya Justa is back, she can't wait to find out what Harry's answer is.

Harry took a deep breath and leaned back in his chair trying to calm down, not wanting any embarrassing events in his office.

" Harry, do you know who asked for this job termination ?It was the prayer that asked for this termination, and I as the older brother who was very affectionate with him, then I agreed to his request, all for his good." explained Harry firmly.

Sontak Hasta almost choked from his seat, he really did not believe if Renata could do that to him.And it's true that his guess all along, he really did not believe,he took a deep breath by staring in disbelief at Harry, it felt like everything was a mess just because of his emotional problems, so that the work of the father was affected.

" Why did Renata ask that ??" tanya Hasta stammered.Seems like he could not believe Harry's statement.

" I don't know for what reason he asked me for such a thing, but he only spoke, if he just wanted to get away from you Has." Harry said.

" Where is it wrong to sacrifice my parents' jobs ?" ask again, the more you don't understand.

" It's your fault, you love my sister, she's not comfortable with your attitude" Harry said slowly.

Hasta shook her head, so naive just feeling not loving and then sacrificing the work of her parents.Hasta really does not accept.

" Okay, fine ,!! If he's bothered by my attitude, I'm going to stay away from your brother, and stop chasing him, but that doesn't mean he has to sacrifice this job, it doesn't really make sense." argue with looks very emotional.

" One more thing, my wife Tania has told me everything about you, even Tania told me that she is one of the women you have hurt" Harry said firmly, his eyes look so deep.

Hasta was more astonished when she heard Tania was involved in this matter.

" So Renata asked me to break this work relationship" said Harry smiled stiffly, he tried to calm down in explaining the problems he was facing.

Hasta shook her head with a feeling of disappointment.

" This is obviously unfair and this is very unprofessional !!!" said Hasta looks furious.

" But sorry Has, this is Renata's decision, so I can't refuse it, this projeck he's the handle !! and the day after tomorrow I will meet Papahmu to clarify this matter, so I hope your Papah company can accept this decision, I will pay the total loss experienced by your Papah company." obviously Harry started to stare sharply at Hasta.

" SSHIIITTT !!!" indignant Hasta with a look of restraining his anger but he was powerless to suppress his anger, he tried to keep his ethics not to be arrogant.

His breath was seen hunting, holding back his overflowing anger.

" I think you and your sister can be professional, not mix personal problems with work, but in fact you are only losers who can behave arbitrarily without thinking about the consequences of your attitude " said Hasta with gasps.

Harry stared intently at the handsome man.

" I'm not a loser, but I keep the feelings of the people I care about, I don't want him to get hurt a second time." Said Harry firmly.

Hasta was stifled to hear Harry's statement, why his memory was restored back to the story that Renata told.

Somehow his feelings were immediately helpless when he remembered that.

" I used to hurt Tania, but that was it, if today I love Renata for the LORD's sake I won't hurt her." he said with a vibrating voice.He wanted to know if his intention was sincere in loving Renata.

" O Hass !! you never know how the struggle Renata tried to rise from his slump,he was my brother one of the victims of a cowardly man who could not be held responsible for his attitude.If I had known the existence of that jerk man where of course I had broken his collarbone and I made him a bitch. " harry began to look emotional.

Hatsa.

" And you came to Renata's life with a nasty mess of your past that was clearly a threat to my sister's life." Harry explained, beginning to look cynical about the look in his eyes.

" I'm not going to have a problem about Tania you've hurt, but I'm blaming Renata, it's about my sister's feelings, I'm not going to let Renata be disappointed a second time. " harry looked straight at Hasta who was unable to speak any more.

It felt like he was in his mouth with a sharp knife.

It feels like Hasta wants to wrestle with Harry if he has to take Renata from him, he was offended by the words of Harry who likened himself to the man who had left Renata just like that.

Hasta is aware of his mistake, it is more or less his previous attitude to several women including Tania who has become Harry's legal wife.

Either for the sake of ego or mere napsu that makes him behave like that, but all that then and now he has changed.

" But why the impact of this problem should be Papahku Har's work ??okay, if Renata really hates me, I'll try to stay away from him, but please don't break this contract 🙏🙏.." hasta's words suddenly weakened he realized all his mistakes in the past, maybe that's why for a Renata the past is very important.

Harry stared silently.

" I beg you to reconsider Harr's decision, and I promise not to interfere with your sister's life again, please tell her this, I will never again interfere with her life." revealed Hasta with an uncertain feeling.

" I'm sorry about Renata Hass's attitude, she's still traumatized by her heartache and I don't care if you love her or not, but I'm afraid you'll hurt her again,the story about you used to make me doubt your sincerity towards Renata." said Harry along with the taste of grief.

" Can a bandit not repent ? likewise with me Harr, an ex-playboy should not love someone sincerely?, every human being will definitely change just need time to process better, just need time to process better,and giving the opportunity to be better is a blessing to me." explained Hasta with sadness.

he tried to resist all his feelings of sadness until he saw the look of sadness on his face.

" I beg you to reconsider this decision Har, I relented, but do not link this to my Papah company, I do not want my Papah company to be a Loss." said Hasta in a soft, Harry took a deep breath, Harry took a deep breath, a sense of dilemma began to surround his heart.

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Quiet in silence down the dark of the night,

Hasta felt as if he was walking without direction through a meaningless longing.

Hasta threw out his feelings with full weight, feeling his feelings increasingly dissolved in a suffering so deep.

With accompanied by a bottle of soft drinks and a pack of cigarettes that some of the contents have been spent without any calculations.

Repeatedly Hasta was seen sipping in the smoke of the Cigarette with full of fantasy, it seems only a pack of Rokolah who understood him at this time, he said,and the cigarette became a loyal friend when he really felt down with life's endless problems.

For him the most beautiful taste for a Renata will not just disappear in his mind.

Why did he have to meet a Renata ?then why should Renata be the younger brother of Harry the biggest shareholder in his papa company ? and why did Tania the ex have to be married to Harry the older brother of a Renata ?

Why, and why ???

There were so many questions popping up in his mind, and those questions had absolutely no answer that it made his head ache if he had to keep thinking about it.

Had he not been met with Renata, he might not have been this happy life.

But secretly Hasta is grateful for the wisdom of this incident, now he is more able to appreciate and understand the meaning of a loyalty and feeling.

The meaning of a feeling and the pain of a broken heart and the pain of a disappointment, well all this he took his silver.

It is the meditation that makes him change, conscious or not Renata who has changed his attitude better all along.

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