
HASTA woke up when the curtain of her room was open, the curtain was revealed and the sunlight immediately illuminated the room.
A bright light shone on his face, slowly Hasta opened her eyes and rubbed her eyes that still felt sticky.
A moment later he was seen squinting both of his eyes and trying to block his eyes with both palms of his hands.
" Hasta "call gently the Mama who woke him, then the Mama also sat on the edge of the mattress not far from Hasta.
Hasta painstakingly tried to open her eyes that still felt sticky.
" Mama.." interrupted Hasta while rubbing his eyes, then he woke up.
" Papah already told the same Mama about problems in the office" said the mother stared softly Hasta.
For a moment Hasta stared blankly at the ceiling of his room and not a few minutes later he changed his position to sit, he threw a blanket that covered part of his body and sat next to the Mama.
" It's all Hasta Ma's fault" said Hasta lirih.
" How wrong you are, maybe this is not our fortune Has, something like this often happens in the business world later there is also a substitute" said the mother trying to raise her son's heart.
" Papah must be disappointed with Hasta" said Hasta getting smoother, his voice was so heavy.
" Not Has, are you, '" said the mother hanging.
" When did you like Renata, sister of na Harry ? " suddenly the father interjected by staring intently at Hasta.
Hasta was stunned by the arrival of the Father who just turned his head with his mind felt crisp, just look at him when the Father must know the real problem.
" Pah!!" cried Hasta sounding flat while scratching his head without direction.
" Why didn't you tell me about this ?" ask again the father as if regretting if his employment contract was cut off just because of his personal affairs.
" The problem is complicated reward" said Hasta with uncertain feelings.
" Surely Papah does not want to interfere in your personal problems, but son Harry has explained the reason why he stopped this employment contract just because of your problems with his sister.Hasta, he said,actually, there's a problem with what's going on between you, so Harry's son has to decide this job contract ?" asked the father stared wisely, he did not want to be rash in asking something that could burden his son's feelings.
He was silent with a feeling of guilt.
" If Harry really breaks the contract of this job, of course our company will experience a lot of losses Has "clearly the Papah looks there is a sense of disappointment implied in the look of his face.
" I'm Sorry, Pah ! all this is indeed wrong Hasta." said Hasta bowed lethargic.
Shortly in gently rubbed his shoulder cubit by the Mama.
Bram took a deep breath and took a seat on the sofa facing straight towards his son's bed.
" Hasta is wrong, Hasta loves Renata Pah ? " revealed Hasta lirih, with a heavy feeling finally Hasta told the origin of her acquaintance with Renata and Tania's problem did not escape the story.
Hasta admitted if the mistakes he had made so far.
He was frank if he did not do more than just dating, his stupid self-Hasta can still be rational not to take advantage of the situation just for a moment's satisfaction.
Not as bad as they think.
" Mah, Pah, Hasta did it all does not mean Hasta bastard Ma, Hasta just want to find a better fit for this Hasta self." explained Hasta in a soft voice.
" But your way is wrong Has, where there are women who want to play with her feelings even though we want to look for the best, not like this way." between her mother with a wise look.
" But Hasta does not do more than that Ma, Hasta still have common sense and Hasta just looking for comfort only." objected Hasta tried to defend himself.
" Of course, whatever the reason is not that way to find true love" said the Papah chimed.
" It concerns your image!, your good name image will look ugly in the eyes of women out there who have recognized you,even the woman you have hurt will tell other women a lot about who you are" said the father with a different intonation.
Hasta fell silent, no more words that can refute the words of the Father, all of them true, the image he had bad in the eyes of women outside there.
Bram let out a long sigh, there is a complicated problem in his head after knowing about the problems that occur.
" Well, Papa will try to talk back to Harry's son, to withdraw this decision, Papah does not want also if this project will be abandoned after the shares have entered our company,and we should try to be more professional between work and personal problems.Because our company certainly does not want to experience losses too right ?" bram looked straight at his son.
Hasta is still bowed with increasingly uncertain feelings, this is not a trivial problem that he just ignored.This is a big problem that concerns the good name and smoothness of his father's company.
" Amafin Hasta pah !! the problem is so complicated like this." he said with a tone full of regret.
" This will be a valuable lesson for you, so that you can better appreciate women's feelings, she said,well Papah also does not want Papah's only son will be a true jomlowan hanha because he was once a playboy." explained the father smiled wisely.
For Bram, anger is not a solution to solve a problem.
" How could you act so rich playboy that way, Papah's feelings were once rich young you, but not gini too." always the father glanced at his wife with anxious hope.
My mother filled with meaning.
" I forgot if you sent the wrong letter ??" sidelines the Mama by glancing at the husband's jutek.
Hasta frowned at the cuteness displayed by his parents.
Bram smiled wryly when his wife still remembered the mistakes he had made during their courtship.
Bram's face shrieked feeling an infinite shame.
" Yes it was just wrong to send doang Mah, because he forgot to give his name, but in fact Papah is still loyal to Mama Until now." the father again chimed in to defend himself.
The mother grieved spoiledly.
" Alahhh, indeed the man is the same all, you also want to follow in the footsteps of your Papah" said the Mamah while patting Hasta's shoulder quite tight.
Hasta just smiled and hugged the mother tightly warmly.
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The meeting was held privately between Father Hasta, Bram with Harry, while Hasta only listened without speaking, while Dad tried to solve this problem rationally.
Hasta looks more calm, he tries to learn more can refrain from saying arrogant and emotion.
He had realized that this matter had matured him.
The end of a decision is an agreement that Harry revoke his decision that would indirectly harm the large company of Justa's parents.
Hasta was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief, after the father negotiated his decision Harry.
But from the results of that decision there are things that must be bet by him.
A feeling he can no longer defend.
" May we be wiser again son Harry in deciding everything related to a job, what else to face problems that involve personal problems" said Bram smiled knot.
Harry nodded with expression.
" Daughter of Harry, forgive Hasta who has been presumptuous to love brother and sister Harry, but we all know, if we can not forbid their feelings for each other." explained Mr. Bram wisely,he does not want to make this problem worse by blaming each other.
" And I'm sure if my son Hasta is also not as bad as what others have told him about him, he's not that bad, he's still within normal limits,maybe the past is just for a lesson, and now he feels sincere in love with someone, what's wrong with us giving him a chance to improve himself" explained Mr. Bram at the end of his meeting.
" O Mr. Bram I understand that, I don't want to do this either because my sister Renata is the only one so I try to give my best for her," Harry said on the sidelines, his last chatter.
" Once again on my personal behalf, I apologize for the inconvenience, and I have been in a hurry to make this decision" Harry said.
" It's okay for Harry just how much wiser we are in making a decision, lest we harm the other side." said Bram smiled warmly,the figure of the Father of Hasta is indeed so wise there and patient.
And in the end they also shake hands with each other sign this problem is over.
" I hope this feeling will slowly disappear, and I hope very much that I will never find any more of this feeling " guman Hasta in his heart while looking closely at Harry and the father who was shaking hands.
It seemed that Hasta had to stop wishing, and he realized that if he could not force the will of others, let this feeling just flow and leave his heart unscrupulously.
Maybe slowly this feeling will disappear, but he does not know in what way to control his perception, he hopes time can change the feelings and the immense love towards Renata, he said,because he realized that love is not always must be able to have.
Whatever has happened in this life, this is the most beautiful gift, the gift of love that will never be owned by Hasta.
A love that is difficult to have by a cubit, but he does not regret his meeting with a Renata, because it is Renata who has taught him a very valuable lesson, he believes this is a destiny, he said,a destiny that he cannot resist.
All of this there will be a silver lining, Renata is the first female figure who has made herself capable of change.
And Renata was the first woman to have rejected his love, and the first woman to have broken her heart.
All can only be remembered in prayer and loved in silence.
Hasta is sure someday he will rediscover his love, someday there will be someone who will accept him as he is, someone who has a heart that never hates and who will not question the story of his past.
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" Smiles alone is Has.." Suddenly Bony was in front of Hasta with two bottles of fresh drink.
" ............ " Hasta just turned his head then he again still coolly staring at the screen of his laptop.
" Lo write again what the hell?" asked bony kepo, he stuck his head out to look into the screen of his laptop.
For a moment Bony shook his head.
" Sett dahh !! She's making poetry." her mumbling in a funny tone.
" Ak elo many comments. " Pasta says elbow belly Bony.
" I wish you could move on Has, loving without having it is like we are thirsty in the middle of the desert, we are thirsty but not biss drinking man !! " he said in style.
" Labay really lo" said Hasta chuckled at the style of sahahatnya.
" It's going to be fine Has I believe it." said Bony staring at the friend's leaping.
" Hopefully !! " said Hasta spirit, now there is no more sad facial expression that adorns the look of his face no more anxiety implied in his expression.
Hasta and bony also smile knot they will always strengthen each other even though the test and maslah come to change.