
The days are so silent like something is missing from half his soul, can not be denied if his little heart still remembers the figure of Renata.
It is not easy indeed, for Hasta must forget just the most beautiful taste, if he used to be more able to appreciate his feelings for the stories that once held in his heart, he said, maybe he will never experience heartache and disappointment this deep.
Hasta let out a long sigh, releasing the fatigue in her heart.
" You're a cubit, right ? "
Suddenly a soft voice sounded softly greeting him.
Hasta turned to the direction of the voice, then in the details of the face of the owner of the soft voice.
For a moment Hasta was seen trying to remember the face by staring fixedly.
" Have you forgotten ? "
ask again the owner of the soft voice smiled knot.
" I'm Nina loh, Cindy's theme" Nina said with a gentle smile.
Just then Hasta recalled the names of women he had known.
Soon he looked as often as he remembered the name of the woman.
" Oh yeah yeah, I remember you literary boy ?? " pasteful Interlude with perfect memory.
" well, how are you ?" ask Nina kindly.
" I'm fine, Nin, what about you ?" ask back, Justa smiled thinly.
" Alhamdulillah I am also fine Has, yes you are alone ? " ask Nina while looking for friends around Hasta.
" Yes I'm alone again." Hasta's reply looked awkward.
The girl's eyes were rounded with a questionable facial expression.
" Hmm, do you still see Cindy ?" ask carefully.
" Last I met him a few months ago Nin, but it was also he had moved FACULTY "answer Hasta looks stiff.
" The mass the hell he moved faculty?just how's Cindy doing now?" asked Nina curiously.
" I don't know as well Nin "answered Hasta briefly
" Oya elo will drink what Nin.? " tanya Hasta diverted the conversation.
" No need to have thanks !!
I accidentally passed through here, even seeing you so I am your samperin." said Nina expressively.
" Tumben you're alone, usually there's a girl next to you ?" asked Nina to tease him.
Hasta smiled lightly and then shook her head slowly.
" It's good to be alone Nin, sepii.Oya you've been married ?" tanya Hasta stole a glance towards Nina.
Before answering Nina laughed lightly.
" Haa haa, haa, "all of a sudden Nina laughed funnyly.
Hasta frowned looking at the strange girl.
" Why are you laughing, what's my funny question?" tanya Hasta looks astonished.
" Not really, I find it funny if always asked about the issue of married, I still haven't thought in that direction Has, still mince his own way ,besides now it's hard to find a guy who is serious and can commit, most of the time now it's down to doang nyakitin" said Nina with a crisp laugh.
Hasta was silent and somehow every word about hurting always felt alone as if the words were always insinuating him.
" It depends on the person Nin," interrupted Hasta with a bland laugh.
" But the truth is like that, what else if the guy is rich you, I could have failed to move on and continue hee hee "again Nina continued, he said, chuckling.
Hasta looked at Nina who was still chuckling after mocking herself.
then Nina looked back at him with a faint smile towards the handsome man.
Hasta just pulled her smile flat, she tried to cover up her true feelings.
And in the end he again remembered the figure of Renata, his sense of self is getting deeper into disappointment.
" Has, why?why are you so quiet, I was wrong to say yes ?" asked Nina with a bit of guilt.
Hasta.
" Oh it's okay Nin "his answer stammered.
" By the way now who are you dating ?" tanya Nina shifted the topic of conversation.
The question made Hasta feel uncomfortable and Nina's question made her remind again if she ever played tricks on her best friend Nina.
Hasta shook her head at his regretful feelings.
" I'm not dating anyone now Nin." Reply Hasta super calm.
Nina turned her head to the man by looking at him in disbelief.
" You don't have to joke, I don't forget just like you have, you're the super-hits playboy guy I've ever known,even my own friends are willing to be hurt in order to remain your girlfriend ! hmm not rich now ? what's the repentance ??" asked Nina in full search but in a joking manner.
Hasta smiled blandly.
" Elo there is - there is only Nin if the name.." between Hasta a little stiff.
" But Has, I like to hope that you will find a girl who can really change your bad attitude" said Nina turned her head with a sure look.
Hasta was silent trying not to be provoked by what Nina said, but Raut face could not lie to her feelings if she was disappointed.
It does not feel hypocritical if Hasta wants her love story this time only she is the one who knows enough not to need others to come to know.
" Just Do'ain Nin, so I can get the right person for me" said Hasta smiling knot.
Nina smiled, but somehow the smile was forced upon hearing her request.
" Hopefully Has, you got someone who's right for your life." Nina replied stammeringly, why her throat feels dry.
" Thank's his prayer, the same do'a for elo as well" said Hasta smiling gently.
" Aamiin, I'm saying yes, Has!" Nina says goodbye to going home.
Hasta nods to allow Nina to go home.
Hasta quietly watched Nina's footsteps begin to drift away from her.
Somehow he felt a little pangling with the appearance of Nina this time, it seems Nina has changed a lot in terms of appearance, kinj faras more beautiful and aura.
Hasta knows very well the style of Nina will be a few years ago, Nina who used to look tomboy now looks so attractive and elegant.
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Life is full of mystery, always there is a sweet surprise on the sidelines of a big storm that hit.
It is not easy for a Hasta to forget the figure of Renata just like that, sometimes swallowing the bitter reality it does need a strong skill to be able to be heartened in living it.
Hasta day smakin always try not to remember him again the figure of Renata.
Hasta often refused if asked to come to the office of the father, he more often focus with his lecture which only stayed one more semester to go to S2nya.
Love does not have to have a new slogan for the motivation of his life.
" Sometimes love is hard to guess, he can come in from anywhere he wants.But sometimes love is like not knowing yourself have fallen in love ehh even go so aja, but sometimes love is like not knowing yourself, damn even love does not love "always Bony busy playing a keychain in front of Hasta.
Hasta turned her gaze towards the face of her best friend who was making fun of her with a poem.
" Why do you write poetry ? is she in love again ?" tanya Hasta shifted her seat and turned her back to her best friend.
" I'm no longer in love, the question again wonder the same love, which sometimes comes suddenly no excuse, ehhh said even rich jaelangkung no berampit also." bony said with a strong insinuation of his best friend.
Hasta frowned, it seemed like Bony was insinuating her.
" Lo insinuate me?, no need to discuss again my feelings mah,gue again studying now" said Hasta with toilet.
" Study what ?" ask Bony plain.
" Learn to forget !!" hasta chuckles.
" Uye !" bony said grimly.
Hasta laughed broadly at the expression of his best friend.
" Eh Has, a few days ago I met Nina !" bony looked at Hasta.
" Nina ??" Hasta turned around.
" Cindy's best friend, do you remember ? who is your nyomblangin who is it ? I forget again dah" said Boni with a look scratching his head, but Bony seemed to fight forget to remember the former Hasta by pretending not to remember his name.
" Ahh elo, do not talk about the former guenya." replied Hasta riled to see the attitude of his best friend.
Bony looks grim.
" Seriously did you see him?? elo make him different now ?? now she's a real girl" said Bony quickly turned her body to face Hasta.
" Elo has a crush on him, don't-don't.." asked Hasta with full investigation.
Bony smiled meaningfully.
" Well if he has no guy yet, I really want to "answer Bony blushed embarrassed.
" Haa haa haa..."
Sontak Hasta laughed off hearing the statement of his best friend.
" Kok elo ngetawain I "tanya Boni looks cringing.
" Congratulations !! finally, you fell in love.?" hasta said jokingly.
" Yes because I'm normal Has." Hasta replied.
" I hope you will be the same fate as me" said Hasta mocking his best friend.
" It's good !! remember, I do not have a rich life history lo" said Boni look sewot.
" Fuck you !! so holy .." said Hasta staring back at Bony.
" Btw, how are you feeling about Lo Has ?" bony asked to switch the conversation.
" What do you mean ?" tanya Hasta glanced at Keki Bony, she understood where the question would lead.
" Yeah tidings of your heart that has hurt haa haa.haa "Bony laughs with satisfaction.
" SUE LO BON !! instead of helping me to get out of this feeling even menggeledekin I continue. " Hasta looks annoyed with the actions of his best friend.
" But I hope there are girls who want to accept you for who you are." Bony mutter quite loud.
" Aamiin !! but I just need time to fall in love again" said Hasta while turning to Bony.
Bony looks perplexed to hear her narration of Hasta.
" Alah !! Soon also see cute girls forget ama tuh talk "between Bony slowly, he does not believe what he said.
" Therefore elo do'in I dong not to be neat again, I've been to the toilet first Bon.." hasta said as he moved from his seat and stepped towards the toilet not far from where they were hanging out.
Bony shook his head to see the attitude of his best friend, he leaned his back on the back of the chair while sharing his gaze around the place.
Bony's gaze hit one table, where he saw Renata sitting alone, in terms of body gestures Bony can guess if Renata was waiting for someone, and then he could see that Renata was waiting for someone,because almost several times Renata looked at the clock in his hand.
" That's Renata !! " guman Bony slowly,
without a second thought he quickly got up from his seat and rushed to him.
On arrival near Renata Bony mendehem small but able to make Renata turn towards him.
" Ahemm, what about Renata ?" greet Bony while sitting in front of Renata, even though Renata has not allowed him to sit in his chair.
Renata looked in wonder at Bony who suddenly sat in front of him without permission.
" Sorry, you must be surprised by me ! know me Bony his best friend Hasta, still remind me the same Hasta ?" asked Boni with a familiar smile.
Renata stared with various prejudices.
" Hasta." cried Renata quite audible by Bony
" Yap Hasta, H A S T A, HASTA.Gue sure you still remember, the guy you rejected his love for ?" bony said with a different intonation.
Renata smiled stiffly at Bony's speech.
" Oh, yeah I remember, but sorry, what's the need for me ?" renata asked with a look of dislike towards Bony.
" I'm sorry before, not that I want to interfere with your problems and my best friend, you just want to say, if my best friend is not as bad as what others say,I'm his friend Hasta longer and know what he looks like, but that doesn't mean I belain my best friend, but not everything you hear is entirely wrong." explained Bony to the point,it feels no need for stale bases.
Renata smiled but was a little cynical.
" What's the problem ?" asked Renata less to respond to Bony's words.
" Hmm," Bony looked confused.
Renata shook his head to see the man's thick-bodied attitude look confused.
" The problem is, why do you not like my best friend, why because you know the story of Hasta will his past ?" bony asked with a look of doubt and fear of the question, he was afraid if Renata would be offended by his participation in the matter between Renata and his best friend.
Renata raised both eyebrows sarcastically.He highlighted the man with various prejudices in his mind.
" Why do you care so much about your best friend," Renata instead turned to ask Bony, so Bony looked lazy to explain.
" Well, you care about Renata, he's my old friend, or he's good and he's good, because I care about him that's why I dare to ask this mbak,why can make the life of a cubit become unwarranted after being rejected by mbak Renata" said Bony with intonation full of irony.
" ........... "
Renata was silent he stared with a sharp highlight towards Bony, there was a statement that was enough to make him stunned among the sentences spoken by Bony his best friend Hasta.
" And why don't you give me a chance to accept, what makes you not want to accept him, what is he ? I don't think he ever hurt you, did he ?" asked Boni with a straight look.Now his words began to sound sharp.
" I'm sorry, it's none of your business, so I don't think you need to interfere !!" said Renata who began to be uncomfortable with the presence of Bony.
" Sorry if you feel I'm interfering, but how bad is my friend's past in your eyes so you don't want to give Hasta a chance to be present in the life of elo ?" bony's back is trying to open Renata's heart to convince her of Hasta's feelings.
Renata reluctantly looked at Bony's face, she chose to throw her eyes out there.
" I again do not want to defend my friend, and I do not want to promote my friend as well, but it is mandatory to know, if my friend actually sincerely loves you." said Bony with full confidence.
Renata stared at Bony flatly, but was completely reluctant to respond.
" Do you know how rich he is now ? he has now changed a lot, not the cubit as he used to be, and he has really changed completely, so he is not interested in other girls anymore,in addition to yourself lo.And one more thing you need to know, he does not know how to move on from lo" explained Bony with a toilet.
Renata just fell silent to let Bony talk with all he wanted.His face looks flat impressed more cute.
" Have you spoken ?" tanya Renata cut Bony's words with a look of dislike.
Bony swallowed his slave strongly, he felt that if Renata was a proud woman who did not respect his good faith in conveying his feelings about Hasta.
" I'm saying what it is 'cause you really don't have the slightest love for my best friend?" asked Boni with a huff.
" It's a feeling that can't be used, so I don't think you need to discuss who your real friend is, because it won't change my feelings" Renta said, standing up to leave.
" But elo is not hypocritical to cover his own feelings with a selfish attitude like this." sidelines Bony quickly, finally he felt annoyed with the haughty attitude of a Renata.
Renata held back the ledge, and then fell silent as if there were a few words of Bony that disturbed his heart, the words that Bony said to him were able to interfere with his feelings.
" I think that selugu lo girls can be wise but the same as ,lo or even women on the outside there are expensive selling points, expensive,but forgetting about his own pride, true love will not come twice in your life." Bony stared hard at Renata's back.
It seemed like her feelings were starting to feel resentful towards Renata's attitude that was so haughty towards her. Renata turned to bony and looked at him sharply.
" You know what about love ?" soon after Renata asked back to Bony in a different tone.The simple woman seemed to hold back anger against the man who was in front of her.
" Love is simple, can accept what is each other and be able to accept the bad side of his past, instead of even dispute his shortcomings, each person must be ?having shortcomings and advantages, remember you perfect nyari without having a past until your grandmother also you will not find a perfect human, no human being who lives without his past " obviously Bony was so loud, that the words were able to strike the heart of the Renata.
Everything Bony says feels right, no one lives without a past,so did he.Renata was silent now his gaze looks start to fade highlight his eyes turned dim what Bony said once opened his heart wide.
Renata realized his arrogance and selfishness all along, he was too fixated on his old wounds that imprisoned his feelings all this time,to make himself so naive in looking at someone's life that he was able to reject his love Hasta just because of his past.
Unbeknownst to him, there was a clear melt flowing between his two lips
" Y....!" suddenly Hasta approached Bony who was still paying attention to Renata's attitude.
Renata turned his head towards Hasta who was standing beside Bony.
Both eyes look wet so that makes Hasta a little surprised at the state of Renata.
Soon Renata stepped away from Bony and Hasta without a word.
Hasta and Bony looked at each other with questions on their minds
..........................Seriate