The Play Boy
The Playboy episode 21
HASTA does not want him to dissolve in the feeling of love that claps one hand, he realizes if there is love that does not have to be in his possession, he realized that there is love that does not have to be in his possession,perhaps there is still a better love for him than for Renata.
Actually waiting as well as hoping, there will be an end limit so that even with his guess that does not know the limit of his waiting.
He would not ask for the umpteenth time for the reward he had for a Renata, if all that was not imposed what he had to do other than forget it and classify it.
He must get up and try to find a true love that can accept him for what he is in the past.
Because we can love each other because we can accept each other for who we are,
Hasta will not wait who feels compelled to love him.
Walk beside me so that when I fall there is you who make me rise.
A poem embedded in the last message in his writing closes the sad story throughout the day he has passed.
enough for him to be begging to just be loved with the hope of the umpteenth time, for him his self-esteem is more priority in the field maintaining his feelings.
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" What was Nina talking about yesterday Has ?" bony asked while observing the contents of her leptop screen.
" Elo came there is no omenaknya,bikin I was shocked just.Excuse me what cake !!.." said Hasta glanced at the annoyance of Bony who suddenly was behind him.
" Hey.hee..." Bony chuckles.
" Wow !! you make poetry ? since when ?? lebay lo sekarany huh?" bony asked, still observing his laptop screen.
" Bribet ah lo !!" sela Hasta nudges Bony's belly.
Bony grimacing.
" Elo stop hoping ?" bony looked seriously.
" Yep !! people hope that there will be a limit, Renata has explained to Nina, if she can not accept me because of one thing, because I am a former playboy." said Hasta with a little fiery.
" Keep on ?" bony asked hanging.
" Yes I will not burden someone with my past, I will find a girl who can accept me as I am" said Hasta by closing the laptop.
Bony nodded in agreement with the statement of his best friend.
" I don't want if there's a girl who accepts me by force, at the end of the day she feels sorry for my attitude, not that I don't want it that way. !!" say Hasta full of intonation.
" Meanwhile, hope elo, you have to find a girl who does not know you at all so you do not know it will be the reason" Bony proposed with certainty.
" Yes !! all aja bule bali." sahut Hasta nyeletuk with sebal.
" Doyan bule also lo ?" ask Bony quickly.
" Yes if you have to why not, fix the offspring right ?" hasta cuek.
" Have let all this pass by just like that boy, and love will come by itself." said Boni as he patted the shoulder of Hasta.
" Guard !!" Hasta impaliny a by replying to his sahahat clap.
" So I have the theme, singles together" said Bony by putting up a funny face mimic.
" Haa haa haa...., lo single-jomblo aja, do not need to jump on me "aloroh Hasta while laughing loosely.
" Elo now don't have a girl Has.?"ask Bony.
" In the near future, I will definitely meet a girl!ek again." said Hasta looks so sure.
" Alah halu aja loh." interrupted Bony while shifting his seat.
" Dh !! the risk of handsome people who are rich in gini, can not be unemployed for long." explained Hasta back to lure Bony to be increasingly upset with him.
" Kok handsome in repelled." Bony's mumbling looks scowled.
Hasta laughed crisply when he saw the look of his sabahabat face look keki to him.
" We're going to Caffe Nina yuk bon !" take Hasta while tidying up his laptop.
" Caffe Nina ?" bony asked looking frowned.
" Yes, the caffeine that we often tongkrongin it now belongs to Nina's family! " bring Hasta while putting a laptop into her rangsel bag.
" Alah you said you wanted to see Renata." hiss Bony melengos.
" Now I want to meet Nina, not Renata." interrupted Hasta with a smile full of charm.
" Why what?" bony asked increasingly curious about the work of his best friend.
" Elo see only later" said Hasta while carrying the bag rangselnya.
" Elo don't macem-macem deh Has, don't elo start Fancier him again."nap Bony began to be lured will trap Hasta.
" Well, what if ?" tanya Hasta fishes back Bony to get annoyed at him.
" Siiiittt!! , that soon you changed your mind?" Bony looks riled up.
" The guy can't wait for Boy !!" answer Hasta definitely.
" I feel crazy you relapse again" said Bony really look coarse.
" I want to continue my old story that has not been spread,.haa...haa... !!" back Hasta deliberately heated up Bony, Bony's eyeballs grew bigger staring with dislike.
" The old story hasn't been told yet ??what's the story anyway ?" bony asked as he followed the steps of Hasta who was walking in a hurry.
" The play boy is looking for love !!" said Hasta with a proud smile.
Bony was increasingly made to him in the fog, his mind scooped somewhere.
" IIIITT.....🤨." said Bony began to be upset.Rupanya he has been provoked by his words Hasta.
" What is really Has? "back Bony asked curiously.
" Don't PHP'in Nina, kasian she Has." Bony is trying to catch up with Hasta.
" Elo can not understand how the pain of feeling ignored just like that , yes if Renata can not accept me, there is no harm also I open my heart to others,including Nina 😀." said Hasta calmly his attitude was so convincing.
" But Has, that doesn't mean Nina should.🙄" Bony looks kalangkabut.
" Why, if he actually likes me, why not ?" ask again, so relaxed.
" But why does Nina have to be Has, there are so many other girls.?" bony asked with a clear face.
" Who knows who can accept me for who I am, right ? " hasta said looking seriously at Bony who still looks bored.
" Love is not as complicated as you think Bon, if you like to love, if you do not like, he lives. Clean up !" hasta said increasingly annoying.Bony shook his head with his regret.
" That fast you have a crush on Nina 😏?" bony asked increasingly frowning, his skin looks wrinkled twice.
" My be, the reception of love does not have to take a long time." said Hasta increasingly becoming-so.
" Ahh lo, don't joke is Has,gue sure elo ga again mengeprank me is Has 🤨?" asked Boni looking annoyed.
" Why the hell, it seems elo not really accept I have a crush on Nina, she is both sweet again and she is also no less simple than the Renata" said Hasta with a smile full of meaning.
Bony's getting a bad look.
" wah-wah !! really-gener lo ye, relapse again.😥" said Bony with a face looks sad.
" Love doesn't need a strategy but love does need proof" said Hasta as he entered his car.
Bony tailed behind him, and got into Hasta's car, he was sitting right behind Hasta,
" I think you're joking" said Bony, looking more confused.
" Lo can be differentin dong where I joke with me again seriously." replied Hasta casually, then he turned on his car engine.
Boni still looked puzzled by Hasta's attitude which suddenly changed in an instant.
" Why are you sitting in the back, you think I'm the elo driver what ?" ask Hasta after seeing Bony sitting pensively behind her.
Without commenting, Bony was seen coming down again, walking around the left door and then he sat in a still dazed manner.
" Pair your belt !! said Hasta while looking at Boni who was still looking confused.
Again Bony just according, people get hypnotized.
" Haa... haa..haa..,., I swear I don't have the heart to see your face, you're very funny face😄." said Hasta with a laugh accompanied not to see the look of Bony's face that looks stupid.
Bony threw away his face how heart did not feel after the marathon hearing Hasta's words.
" Elo again does not mabok Has 🤨?" bony asked glanced back.
" Dee.haa..Bon, Bon you think it's that easy I'm in love." said Hasta with a funny laugh seeing the expression of his best friend.
" Less asem lo Has makes me suddenly vertigo😪 because of your behavior" said Bony while stroking his chest.
" Haa haa haa.. lo think I can fall in love again so easily, after Renata managed to change everything from me.😔" said Hasta sounding melo.
" But now Nina is no less beautiful Has than Tania, now she is not a rich tomboy first" said Bony staring straight at the pace of his vehicle.
" Make you aja!, the cave already do not want to think about anything else laaah, singles are free" said Hasta by continuing to advance his vehicle.
Bony is seen scratching his head that does not itch.
" I think you really want to shoot Nina, you're crazy !! that's the name of his suicide, Nina is the same thing Renata,lo wants Renata to hate the same lo.😒" said Bony who still looks upset.
" Haa haa Bon, Bon.I swear I see a funny expression lo earlier." said Hasta still look amused to see the expression of Bony who still looks dazed with her prank.
Bony snarled with a feeling of annoyance.
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Hasta was still walking along the edge of the busway stop where she first met Renata who was being harassed by some thugs.
that meeting resulted in a love that could not just disappear from the heart of a cubit, if the LORD could roll back the memories it wanted to feel like he was in love with Renata.
But what the forces of destiny can not unite it, there is a feeling of disappointment that is so deep in his small heart, why in the meeting when finally separated why there is a feeling if finally not united, Hasta staring lonely.
Hasta stared at the distant black sky the atmosphere felt so silent there was only a rumbling feeling in her heart no matter how much she threw away her feelings, and as strong as that feeling remained in her heart.
" Aaggrrr..😩 !!!!" loud cubit screams throw all the fatigue in the heart that began to burst open the crackle.
" Why me....😭 ???" stridently, immediately his body collapsed to his knees to the earth, claustrophobic silent heart would not go should he run away from this reality, but once he tried to hide but the renata so still in his heart and so strong.
He can no longer run from this fact if the love has actually shackled his heart.
It was not that he was determined to forget Renata's figure, but in fact it was not, that figure appeared and was present in each of his breaths.
Tired of it if she had to hide behind the feelings that imprisoned her in uncertainty.
The clear melt turned into a rushing stream on his cheeks, why was his heart so weak, as if he did not feel as strong as before.
for a moment Hasta let the defense of her heart break down with excruciating pain, and in the end she wept shedding all her fret and disappointment.
Feels weak indeed for now, and let what is felt by Hasta at this time let all be expelled without him holding back, let it be, with all his uneg-unyaknya.Baknya a very heavy disappointment has been lodged in his heart all this time to make him not free to breathe.
So she cried like a child who had lost her favorite toy.
Slowly he got up and then wiped his cheeks that already felt wet, of course it felt like not himself if he had to experience this bittersweet reality, on the reward of his attitude in general,let this be his ransom for all his sins that he has committed.
" Hasta !!! " a soft voice suddenly called out to him
so softly.
Hasta was silent but still looked stiff, then slowly he turned his body and faced the direction of the sound.
Renata was standing right in front of him, his face was puffy and wet.
" Renataa !!! " pekik Hasta looks shocked at the presence of Renata who so suddenly appeared before him.
Without speaking anything Renata immediately ran over, scattering her clumsiness Hasta, she hugged tightly and so-so she spilled all her cries in the groove of the handsome man.
Hasta looks confused as well as shocked to see the events that are going on, he can only be still fixated staring in disbelief, his hands look dim to return Renata's embrace.
Renata still sobbing softly in his arms buried his head in the chest of the field of Hasta, but I don't know what strength that engulfed him so slowly that Hand of Hasta held warm his body Renata.
" I've been caught up in this feeling." sobs Renata haru.
" I've been trapped in my ego and my fear is "again Renata spoke with a brick, his breathing seemed to be cut off trying to hold the tightness in his chest that is increasingly popping.
" But my little heart can't lie." said Renata.
" And I love you Has. "isak Renata seemed to be so, his words sounded like a breeze that cooled his Heart of Holth.
As if a fresh wind was blowing on him while he was on the verge of aridity for centuries.
" LORD!! , may this not be my dream!!" he continued to hold on tightly to Renata,
Many times Hasta stared at the sky there, he hoped if all this was not a dream or his delusion.
And he prayed that what happened was not a high fantasy or a memorable imagination.
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