The Mate at the Beginning

Chapter 80 Learn more

Mita POVs

A burning sense of pleasure suddenly evaporated changing with disappointment. New also make up brother Dani has ignited emotions. How not? When I asked, I did not administer the answer...

"Don't have any money." I was surprised to ask spontaneously...

"Can't you?" my voice raised the effects of shock but immediately took a deep breath, trying to learn patience. Remembering Ms. Beautiful when she was angry I reminded her to 'do not be angry for you heaven' but if now I can not practice it then I will sin.

"And you pinjem for business capital." I was immediately shocked could-cannya brother Dani said so. If I could choose I would pray tahajud eight rakaat instead of facing a test like this, resisting the anger.

"Has amnesia brother I have paid two million as much as six times a total of twelve million..astaghfirullahaladzim..then where is the money?" willing to be evoked fear of sin, held tight in the chest but still as much as possible speak slowly. Shame is also heard by many people arguing about money in the hospital.

"Yes you can't fault me dong how many months I did not work the money I made to pay for college and buy books with each other as well." brother Dani no less emotion immediately stood up.

"At least Brother Dani yesterday-yesterday can talk to me if the money kepake this suddenly talking out of emergency conditions and I pay it with what?" my protest was still in a normal voice. Dani's sister was annoyed and didn't dare look at me.

"You already have your own income your business is also quite successful so there is no way you do not have money." the rebuttal attacked me and I could only stand still and then take a deep breath repeatedly better to control myself. It is also free to be discussed the more sad, the more disappointed and the more angry the only way is to ask for help from Yahya who has listened to our debate.

"Son Yahya I'm asking you to pay me first!" I said softly while looking down to hide the tears that had begun to seep from the dam. Sad to have to ask someone for help in front of my siblings.

"I'm going to the bathroom!" I immediately left while closing my mouth holding back the sound of crying so as not to be heard.

In the bathroom I pretended to pour water on the floor and into the toilet pit to cover my crying. I don't want anyone to know, so I did it to make people believe that I really need to go to the bathroom not for crying.

When the feeling is upset the cure is crying because by crying all the burden is lived and the mind is reduced. He wanted to pray too, but in the bathroom he couldn't pray.

Tok.dok...

"Dec is not yet?" that's Yahya's voice.

"Is it okay to go home?" continue, want to answer this shame is still holding my breath faltered due to the old cry. But not answered later left out.

"Ben.bentar." I'm hard-earned. I can imagine he must be laughing at me.

"Sung..wait!" I mean, long breaths are still hard to say.

As soon as she opened the door wide she greeted me with a sweet smile making my chest rustle uncomfortably then immediately lowered her head. Walking towards the bed and then taking the bag containing dirty clothes and toiletries that he immediately grabbed me shocked.

"Let me take it home!" I'm confused where's brother Dani? Why I was let go home with other people.

"Your brother's home!" how he.

"Have not thought much from today you must be clever in self-control, which must be prioritized, which must be ruled out you must understand it!" I nodded in understanding and then took a long breath. I feel like the future will be heavier.

"Propay ya!" I nodded again.

"Come on, he said he was going home!" I nodded and we walked to the parking lot.

"Thank you.I thought about buying my own house" I said after being in the car. I chose to sit behind the steering wheel. It's nothing we're just the two of us and it doesn't feel like sitting next to him.

"God willing, I doain has his sustenance." while turning on the machine.

"Are you ready?"

"Bismil was bornrohmanirrohiim.siap." then Yahya's brother drove his car.

"For now do not think of heights if you have better sustenance saved at least later if your brother is married you can finance your own life yes even though your brother has an obligation to finance your needs but it is better to be independent than dependent same thing as a human." I nodded, only to care for Yahya's brother to me.

"Yes, you can't depend on humans."

"I feel like I want a tuker aja kak Yahya so my brother kak Dani so his son Bu Tita." kambu not obviously still carried away the atmosphere haru.

"Sabaaar..got to say that is the same as not accepting the decree of Allah, really not?" he said knocking, always forgetting if it's emotional.

"Astaghfirullah.forgive me O Allah!"

From today I am determined to learn more sincerely in any case because I do not want to continue to be disappointed in what I do not get in this world.