The Mate at the Beginning

Chapter 153 Death

The believer will immediately ask Allah for forgiveness. Mita took a breath and glanced at Yahya, she realized she had been prejudiced against her husband, angry and upset to say loud and rude unconsciously.

This is the end if humans are too overpowered by anger likes to get out of control. Mita immediately moved to face Yahya with a look of regret.

"Dragon....!" he called out slowly, Yahya turned her head straight away.

"What?" yahya reply that sounds ordinary, does not look angry at all even though it has been taken all out.

By removing all doubt Mita grabbed Yahya's hand and held it tightly with a bowed look.

"Abang..aku your wife apologizes for prejudicing your brother....ang angry...same brother...also said loud and rude....if it offends my brother my wife lillahi ta'ala apologizes.." kissed the back of Yahya's hand as an expression of his deep regret for violating the religious law as a wife against the husband.

A moment of silence contemplated the incident just now that he felt just as wrong as well. He should have acted decisively as a man with a minimum wife changing seats to avoid slander when Diana was sitting right next to him. Not only his wife, other people's wives may think the same if they see her husband sitting close to another woman. But he even thought Diana thought he could not move on from the story of the past if he continued to avoid it which in the end his decision made his wife offended. So this is not just his wife's fault but his mistake that accidentally sparked a debate.

"Yes insya dek Allah Abang Apologin and pardon Abang also well if accidentally made you angry also upset with Abang lillahi ta'ala." reply Yahya while stroking the head of his wife who nodded her head as a symbol of apologizing and then kissed his wife's crown. Yahya was filled with the attitude of his wife who was willing to admit her mistake and was not ashamed to apologize.

"I did bang.." her voice sounded stifled. Yahya gasped, his wet hands spontaneously raised his wife's face which turned out to be dripping with tears.

"Why should we cry all?" the tears were wiped away on his wife's cheeks, thinking Mita was crying because she felt guilty about him.

"I cried remembering my faults and sins bang.I can't be a good person yet." lamented Mita with a stupefied look considering her wrongdoings.

"During this time studying religion used to hold back but today I lost..Why can't I think rationally today?" mita's story with a sad face.

"I feel sinful bang..often can remind others but today I can not remind myself.ya Allah." his tears dripped more and more with regret.

He embraced and hugged his wife's body tightly, giving reinforcement. The problem is not that easy to carry out religious law as people walk when they are not careful accidentally stumbled feet stone or into a hole to walk hobbled. The question is, will people continue or stop there? Those who are given this guide can be a test. God will see how much faith a person has toward a different goal for a perverted person he will surely give up out of desperation.

"This we often forget because it is busy with the world's affairs.more to underestimate, then please forgive me there is still much time tomorrow-tomorrow no time anymore." Yahya so remembered all his mistakes to his parents that he had never apologized properly except on the holiday. It was once a year while every day he often keeps angry or upset at parents, especially at his mother who really likes to talk to make him upset. Thinking of wanting to apologize but seeing mom or dad is still busy thinking of finding the right time even keblasan not so sorry keep forgetting until now.

"Every day bang we do wrong and sin.see something that is not as desired.upset, angry."

"Thinking that is not good.it is also a sin, not to mention if we are not grateful for all the favors that God gave his name kufur delights bang." said Mita who contemplated her own actions during this time.

"Looking at others who may not pray we feel better than that person." Yahya took a breath, he saw that such a nature had never occurred and had not begged for mercy.

"Have prayed, every day we feel our worship better than others.kan bragging is bang his name."

"But not necessarily our prayers our reading actually we will still be as good as possible." Yahya remember praying alone still likes later if again the work continues to pay ogah-ogahan because it is tired of work. A few months ago he had time to return to teaching but did not know still stuck in his brain or had forgotten again. Yahya took a breath.

"Sholat Dhuha or tahajjud his prayer ask for a sustenance or can mate then where because of his Allah." Mandatory prayers he did but for Sunnah prayers lost the same world affairs.

"The recipe of our possessions to see that we have no degrading continues to feel what we have now is the result of our hard work when it is all up to God's permission."

"Although not spoken only in the heart is still recorded bad charity." his heart feels flushed, he said,he has not been so far learning religion when Mita is as busy as himself but still took the time to stay watching the yutub at least an hour completed in fact he was lazy. After praying Isya directly sleeps his habit.

"Don't the heart our way of thinking will be recorded.." This is also a greeting...so how much is between reward and sin committed? Can balance? The answer is difficult and the solution must be to learn that there is still age because the living must die while death does not wait for people to be ready.

"Telling success to that person is also kan riya' arrogant bang." for this one he has no time telling stories to people, busy taking care of the restaurant. It's just that when gathered together friends must be his chatter to enter it "what's busy" and the answer must be mutually uploading the busyness of each he said to take care of the company and others, etc,there is no word of Alhamdulillah in their dictionary.

"Are we often rich?"

"If you remember it right away istighfar but rich appears again great feeling next time." aah very true, thought Yahya his chest suddenly felt tight thinking about it all. There is a feeling of wanting to learn to improve morals and hopefully Istiqomah can.