The Mate at the Beginning

Chapter 107 For excess is lust

Mita POVs

This afternoon after cleaning up and performing the asar prayer, suddenly I want to enjoy the view of the afternoon. Wearing a brightly colored robe in the hope that my mood will be as bright as the color of my robe. Moving to the front of the house, I saw my sister-in-law talking to a neighbor who happened to be taking her baby's son and daughter for an afternoon walk. Looks very familiar considering he has only lived here for a few months.

Until I saw Mr. Hafiz riding his motorcycle into his yard, just got home from work. He took a quick glance at me but with a cold face. Is he angry with me but what do I not remember? If I think of his facial expression I am reluctant to say hello afraid he is ignored but it would not be good if I do not say hello, the pain is that I am a proud person. I finally decided to greet him.

"Sir Hafiz just got home from work." I said kindly with a knotty smile, just a pleasant-nonsense and strangely he completely ignored me, going straight into his house. How does it feel to be treated like that? The answer is painful. There was a desire to directly scold him and ask 'what was my mistake until he ignored me who had kindly greeted him kindly and politely?' but how does it feel to be childish then what's the difference between him and me if I repay him for what he did to me? Just being able to ponder, think to myself 'what else is my fault?' with his head down, sad.

O God not yet finished one problem arises a new problem. If thought is not a big deal because I know his nature is easily angry and sulking for things that do not match his expectations. I'm used to usually understand. The problem is I'm thinking a lot, I need someone who can make me a little less burden in my mind and mind. If this is how I become more and more unsettled, it becomes like a pile of garbage that bothers me. Breathe out slowly.

"What is the anger?"

"Yes, said Mbak Nuri."

"Beautiful, well it will make men interested finally scramble to get his wife."

"Good to everyone it's good but usually misunderstood by the opposite sex, he thought what he was interested in the same I kept being serialized turned out to be misunderstood."

"Indeed should get married so that others do not feel they have a chance to get married."

"Yes pity the more who are mengedeketin the more will be disappointed and heartbroken if you have chosen one."

Whispers commenting on me. Is God how they judge me? O Allah, what is good to others is wrong while my good attitude to them is at the behest of Mu, Habluminannas. And to get married you have to consider carefully, the intention to get married once in a lifetime is not just lust.

This is the reality of life, good for human vision is not necessarily good before Allah SWT. I can only hold back my feelings.

The sound of the roar of the car engine God willing is Yahya's car, what is he here?

As soon as he got out of the car, Yahya nodded respectfully while smiling at those who seemed fascinated either by his appearance or because his car looked slim. I held back laughter seeing their gawking reactions with astonished gazes.

"That's also mbak?"

"Cool abis, handsome and well established."

"Obviously if I'm told to choose him."

"Yeah so sure, good people always think openly. Choose a look of loss if you can choose the rich."

Oh God, shame, they think marrying a rich man can make life happier? Have they forgotten religion, forgotten the same God who by all His power is able to do anything according to His will? Including leaving treasures to His servants. May Allah forgive their sins and be guided back to the straight path of Aamiin.

"Hey why daydream?" He patted my arm softly spontaneously making me startled.

"I greeted you twice but you didn't answer."

"Ah yes waalaikum salam." I replied.

"Don't be too afraid of people's words, not necessarily what they say is true before God!" ah right also, if I obey their words, I will be tired myself. They speak according to their opinion and I cannot tell them to be silent. Right or wrong only God knows.

"What's wrong?"

"Gini. said papa if you can not nerusin your efforts papa ready to replace according to the price you ask." I was surprised to immediately look at him fixedly, asking for an explanation.

"Hehehe.I had to say let them not come here."

"I'm sorry.I told them your problem." ah. I coded him with a strong blink then shook his head stiffly to the right and to the left.

"Oh my God my neck is stiff."

"Oh, I mean, his father, Yahya nerusin, the eggs that are not taken by the same person and the price is up to me, is that it?"

"I agree." I replied with a smile.

"Have you? If no one is talking anymore I want to go in, there's work." and again he followed my will even with a long breath like I'm not willing to end our meeting.

"Yes, I say thank you Alaikum."

"Waalaikum salam." without waiting for him to get into the car I rushed into the house and went into the room, closed the door to my room.

"Sorry, I'm angry with you!"

"How else is the emergency, so many ears that steal hear (sad emotions)." did not wait long he immediately reply to a message from me.

"I'm not happy but the time is not right."

"When do you want to meet?"

"May you go to my restaurant, very welcome!" think first when the time is right but not yet met, still full schedule.

"It's not going to be possible in the near future."

"That was over the phone!"

"Vc yeah!" uh he's playing bargain, considering that yesterday I was still embarrassed but it was out of control because the situation so don't remember, it's busy thinking about people's comments.

"Adeeh don't vc!"

"Why?"

"Not good, it's better not to be too often face-to-face afraid of adultery eyes."

"But I don't want to see you." Heeh he started to dare to express his feelings.

"Will God willing if it has become a halal partner."

"This is your name you tested me to marry you immediately."

"God remembers sins. Because we can't control each other's feelings so please minimize the meeting."

"But what does it mean that you have accepted me?"

"God willing if it's his soul mate."

"Kok ngambing gini anyway..I get confused should be seneng what sad?"

"His art is fined until we have passed the Qabul ijab."

"Well, when?" I can imagine his worried face.

"All God knows."

"(emot dizzy and emot confused)"

"Bismillah keep doing it only because of God" I said wisely through the message.

"Remember everything that is excessive is not good because excessive is lust."

"Thank you for being reminded (smile emotes)" he replied. Thank God he finally understood me.