The Mate at the Beginning

Chapter 63 Feelings of relief

Mita POVs

"Sister.." I said with a smile as we passed each other in the kitchen and Dani's brother replied "Heem.." then went to avoid. I can only look down sad to be treated like that but try to strengthen my heart to be patient. To think that his attitude towards me was anger for a moment would definitely improve on its own.

Open the door of the room as soon as I pass by Brother Dani immediately closed as if he did not want to see me. This is a really heavy blow for me. Makes me think every time to not focus on the same job and get a lot of complications from my customers.

"My mother ordered kale same tomato kok sent spinach same tomato?" apologize and resend.

"Would I buy roses for Bougenville?" I immediately scooped a tired face. Almost every day is compounded.

"Astaghfirullah...!" taking a deep breath and then going to the kitchen. I need a drink to restore concentration.

"That's how you eat!" Mak Jinem took me a meal which I immediately refused "We take it for ourselves." answered me and he took the food with the excuse "If it is taken it can be more delicious and sedep, the older the more sedep." I laughed at her reason which made sense. He said the hands of other people even though the recipe is the same but the taste can be different.

"Sister.ayo breakfast!" I knocked on his door to ask him for breakfast, he refused on the grounds "I have breakfast in the factory bag." and immediately went to work with his backpack holed up when my intentions were good. I want to apologize and make up. I secretly cried.

Eating is not good, sleeping is not good and work is not spirit. I feel so tired, my body aches, the pain all attacks my entire joints.

"The egg is ready!"

"Yes sir." I replied weakly.

"Haching.." My nose is itchy and watery. My eyes are hot and painful.

Until the pick up car came to take the order I asked Mr. Bowo and Mr. Darman to raise the eggs while recalculating the amount, making sure the goods were on order.

After I finished checking, my vision suddenly blurred and it was dark as if a star was spinning in front of me. I shook my head strongly, forcing my eyes to see clearly.

"Neng eat first!" Mak Jinem reminded me to eat but I often refused by saying "Let's go" or "not hungry yet".

"We'll have a drink!" Mak Jinem looked at me worriedly but I tried to look fine.

"Assalamu Alaikum's...!" she's home.

"Waalaikum salam sis.." I haven't had a chance to say much, brother Dani went straight into the room and closed the door. I feel that my life is worthless and very fragile. I began to despair of my situation.

"Astaghfirullah should not be like this.all must have a solution." trying to encourage yourself.

Half a day at work my body felt lazy and I thought taking a bath could refresh my body and brain. Grabbing a towel and then going to the bathroom.

After taking a shower my body was even more uncomfortable, there was a feeling of heat and cold mixed into one. Make an effort to rush to pray dhuhur and can immediately rest for a moment.

After praying, crisscrossing into the mattress while covering my own body hoping to sweat may be able to relieve discomfort in the body. But even hot, strange when open the blanket actually shivering cold until my tears flow slowly while enduring the pain and feeling.

At times like this I miss the presence of my father and mother who will embrace me warmly. Touch my head with love. Removing airmataku. Comfort me when I'm sad.

My eyes are getting heavy and want to be closed. The longer the heavier and the more tightly closed.

"Father I miss.." I groaned bitterly as I saw my father in front of me holding my mother's hand. They look sad to see me.

"Mother I miss.." I wailfully tried to approach them, eager to hug them both. But they moved backwards, the mother shook her head weakly as if refusing me approach. I feel so sad. I felt like a hand was holding my forehead.

"So please compress his forehead!" I faintly heard Dani's voice beside me but nothing. Is this a dream? I also felt warm to my heart.

"Sister sorry!" I heard his voice again. Feeling my hands clasped I opened my eyes and saw the face I missed looking at me with a sad look.

"Sister.." relieved, now I can sleep in peace.