The Mate at the Beginning

The Mate at the Beginning
Chapter 29 Recognizing the error



Dani POV


I never thought I would be in a hospital like this. Instead of easing the burden of our lives I even burdened my sister Mita who had to go back and forth to the hospital to take care of all our needs in the hospital. Trouble the people around me too huft...


At first I thought by continuing to work can make a lot of money so that it can meet our needs and not drain too much savings left by our late parents considering my college is still one year away it cost quite a lot but in fact everything didn't go my way.


"Said doctor brother tired, lack of rest and irregular eating patterns."


"That means that your brother is self-advised health should be taken care of, not suspended. Life does need money but when sick the money you get is not necessarily enough to make up for your health.." Ustadzah Mita lectures at length and I can not comment.


"Many istighfar which means I ask for forgiveness, O Allah, which is the problem for sin? God must be confused so call it all more affdol."


"I am an example of this, ' O Allah, forgive me for thinking about earning so much money that I forget to be grateful,forget to rest and forget to eat O God if all is wrong before You lillahi ta'ala I beg for forgiveness and heal me may with the healing You give me further increase my faith and devotion to You' this is in accordance with what sir ustad taught, is it good?


Unfortunately at length times the head is still dizzy body pain is also taught long sentences like that let alone remember not just enter the right ear out the left ear. No later pa-palah can learn again what is important now istighfar because God alone first.


"Assalamu alaikum.." There's a guest I don't know coming to see.


"Greetings walaikum...Ms. Tita..." Mita is seen kissing the hand of a middle-aged woman she calls Bu Tita.


"Safian sir." called him down with his head in salute to the elder he nodded back.


They also look familiar with the Beautiful Mom.


"So don't eat first let me feed you...!" Porridge again just different side dishes taste eneg name also hurts eat anything must not taste bitter mouth.


"Thank you at least there's something to eat..." Now it's gonna hit me again, where does he know what my mind looks like from my expression.


Only 3 mouthfuls of my stomach were nauseous again and I refused to eat. I heard Mita's breath.


"Now taking medicine.ku up in the gurney of the back to the head so that it is easy to take the medicine.hold a while yes if dizzy..." Mita put one medicine into my mouth and then water and immediately I swallowed, breathing pause and then the next drug up to 4 times. Oh Allah just to take medicine it feels this hard. After that Mita returned the gurney as before so I could sleep comfortably.


"When sleep deprivation was answered completely yesterday so good night's sleep well." I know he deliberately said that so I realized my mistake.


"So I brought you something to eat.eat gih..."


"Later on, Mom, we will pray dhuhur first!"


"We're home first!"


I could faintly still hear their conversation and gradually my consciousness continued to disappear.


When sick, remember healthy. Everything is easy to do when healthy but it is easy to be difficult when sick so take care and be grateful for every favor that God gives us.