The Mate at the Beginning

Chapter 164 Future personal assistant

Mita was silent and thought, although upset she still could not let go of the sense of pity towards Dani family especially the twins. How do they fate with the mental condition of both parents worried that the two babies were subjected to impingement when their parents were upset. That's what he had in mind.

"Duaouh Allah astaghfirullah thought that Dani's brother became dizzy." he muttered, taking a deep breath while twitching the right temple.

"Think well but if excessive is also not good so dizzy....the right part right?" ask while focusing on driving, Mita does not answer just listening while thinking that excessive thinking although good still wrong before God.

"Hmm as well as fitting we want to shop either to the shop or to the market. From home, surely we already have a plan to buy what?"

"It turns out there looking at good things that attract the heart usually makes us want to turn to another destination. While we bring the money fitting well deliberately left at home for other needs continue to be confused right want to buy which one?"

"Everything is interesting and wants to be bought."

"It appears that if..this is not good."

"There continues to be.I have more money to buy that because it needs that also made tomorrow so as not to go back and forth. Complaining included, right? Not grateful also the same sustenance today even though the needs have been met even for today alone." Yahya story justified by Mita.

"We are not God who can help other people fully, what must be in our minds is to fulfill our respective obligations." Mita was stunned she immediately remembered the desire to alleviate the difficulties of humans that she felt were beyond the limit even as acting as God not on the basis of humans helping each other. Sontak shook his head while returning to say Istighfar when he realized his fatal mistake.

"It is good that someone has the intention to help people is recommended religion but not to be too imposing when unable."

"Man given difficulty aims the person back to the straight path by returning to many remembrances of God by performing worship,glorify God and pray to God for solutions and ease in dealing with these difficulties."

"Also as an alarm for someone to remember wrong and sin..kan usually so fitting there must be a problem talking about my life is difficult about what I have wrong?"

"Rapidated right?" Mita just nodded in agreement.

"If again glad a lot of money where we ever eling the same sin. We are too happy in the world.Most think Alhamdulillah my life a lot of sustenance, happy must be because of my alms or my kindness all this time." Mita flinched, that she had felt. Neglecting for the pleasure of the world.

"When we are human when you think where there is goodness...really?" Yahya glanced at his wife at a glance then refocused on the road ahead of him.

"Lha wong alms that sincerely difficult to run may have been intended at the beginning because of Allah but for so on he thought I had reduced alms that I would later replace many times with Allah."

"Don't we think so?" Mita just took a breath.

"Hmm yes."

"Can that be said sincerely?" Mita immediately shook her head weakly.

"Directly istighfar not if you want that rich?" Mita nodded as well as shook her head making Yahya laugh.

"Sama.." he said with a crisp laugh.

"As human beings we are still human in general..Our hearts are still limited in wanting to be seen by others well, still hoping for a reward for the good deeds we have done, really not?" Mita was stunned to think about her husband's words while introspecting herself.

"Yet ngadepin mas Dani..niatnya already good help in the middle of the journey there is a test well the attitude of Dani mas ngeselin and in fact we are angry, kesel also right?"

"It doesn't work out."

"Sin is also because of his impatient words." Yahya's turn to take a breath hoping that his advice can be well received by his wife. I hope his words don't offend.

"Before we want to be good people because of the commandment of God also because of fear we are put to hell for the sins we have committed in the world."

"We're rich hypocritical humans, right?"

"Yes, I know I was wrong" he said, bowing, smiling.

"For now just pray that mas Dani can pass well."

"Yes bang thank you for being reminded" he said softly and then again sighed. His feelings of guilt are increasingly mountainous and become a burden when reminded of one by one his mistakes.

"Sama-sama, as you said that a husband is in charge of guarding his family from hell fire and now I am trying to carry out the first task that is still at the beginning." Mita nodded with a smile not understanding the intent of her husband's remark on the initial level.

"Later we have been blessed with offspring means that the duty of Abang as the family guard of hell fire God will increase and you will be adopted as a personal assistant who helps from all aspects of life." yahya said with a smile. Mita did not respond just glancing while thinking then sighed.

"Hmm personal assistant well.Then later programmed aja have children so that the task can be run slowly become organized." think it's the best decision.

"Five or six new years have another child." he continued, smiling with his own mind.

"Let me be a little relaxed to take care of all aspects of life." Yahya frowned Dahi, he had designed his own future as the purpose of his life felt less agree with the thought of his wife.

"If I hadn't thought so much...."

"Everyone has a child two years old brojol pas children already rather large fitting need-but brother fee is still strong earning a living children can college all God willing." Mita frowned, it was good her husband's future plan just that she felt aggrieved as the wife thought of two years brojol, he said,imagined in his head taking care of a new child can continue to be pregnant as well as not to mention the shadow of the pain of giving birth every two years immediately shook his head strongly trying to remove the shadow from his mind.

"Eh can not be so dong bang.I who cram ngjalaninya mengurusakan child while pregnant I feel unable." refused firmly feel this too burdensome as a wife. All things must be done according to his thinking ability to be more sincere in running it.

"Yes, I'll be looking for art, baby, so I can help you." Yahya proposed a bargain that would not incriminate his wife later.

"There may also be a brother who has the heart to wriggle you own distress anyway where maybe you can take care of five children alone" said Yahya while laughing stifled.

"Five" he said in shock.

"Yes....Brother wants to have five children let our house rame." replied Yahya casually showing five fingers while grinning. Mita glares then glares.

"Yes.rame is the same cry as he meant." he took a breath while looking out of the car.

"Gak kebayang bothered just as dizzy.." grunted but then immediately beristighfar. Not nothing has been complained and what is spoken at this time is worried so a prayer for himself later from then while thinking about talking about it. It could be that at this time he is not the most wanted but later the most wanted even so boomerang for himself so it is difficult to have children is not good.

"Well, the plan is still carried out or not the business of God dear." comforted Yahya who can understand the contents of his wife's heart.

"I'm sorry I'm twenty-seven years old, I've been in the family thinking two years brojol if five even ten years when I was thirty-seven or thirty-eight years old." clearly as easy to live it when the reality later is not as beautiful as imagined.

"Mending think that now just don't be later" he said while shaking hands. For him who is still at the beginning of the marriage, of course, it is difficult to think that far.

"I still can't think of it. Still twenty-one need to set the same heart mentally" he said trying to think practically. thinking too much about the future in the end makes it like objection and prejudice with God.

"Iyaaaa.." replied Mita with a manyun. They forget the ones behind quietly listening well.

"Heeh...if you want to discuss wanting to have children mending in the room do not get in the car so you know." Irham protest made Mita stunned and then patted the eel, forgetting there was someone else in the car.

"My mind so join traveling.mending a wide place all the bodies go traveling is the opposite of semiiit." he lamented while shaking his head in frustration.

They can only catch their breath.

"Yes, I know that the halal couple feels like the world belongs to both but mbok ya think of our fate that sits tight where his father is big cape survive rich gini want to spend nyampek house but that is not real right while chatting his wayin car rich snail." he lamented again.

"The same can cramp this leg."