The Love That Is Foreseen

29.tahajjude.

"zahra...zahra.I beg you to listen to my explanation first zahra..."

"leon..leon...leon...I want to listen to you leon!!!!".

I woke up screaming with sweat on my face.

" ah...it turns out this is just a dream" I said in my heart.

I looked at the clock that showed 02:00.

"than I am restless not because I better pray tahajjud" I said while taking ablution.

finished ablution I immediately performed tahajjud prayer and I finished my prayer.

I put my hands together and started praying

"allaah the servant begs if he is the soul mate of the servant, bring the servant with him, and turn the servant to him, O Allah, and if he is not my soul mate, keep him away from the servant of O Allah, and never bring me back to him, O Allah...."

"sister zahra brother has not slept" said Tatiana woke up.

"this is going to sleep, sister, pray.now we sleep again yuk" I said as I climbed into the bed.

"sister zahra tatiana slept deluan ya" Tatiana closed her eyes.

"sleep my little brother" I said with a kiss.

I also tried to close my eyes, turn and turn here and there, long enough I did and finally I was able to close my eyes😴😪.

*kring......

the sound of the alarm woke me up.

"argh.......just now I can sleep, but there are the same who want to disturb my sleep" I said in an annoyed tone😤😤.

"what's up, brother??" ask Zahra who woke up to hear my chatter.

"what's wrong" I smiled.

"it's already 6 and a half hours, kak, we pray together kak" asked tatiana.

"iya yok tatiana, we are late again" we then rushed to take ablution and perform dawn prayers.

"assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh" said I said a greeting that was also followed by tatiana.

"sister zahra salim" said zahra very politely.

I then thrust my hand at Tatiana and tatiana kissed the back of my hand.

"sister zahra.tatiana is very happy to be able to pray batmreng kayak gini kak zahra" said tatiana girang.

"alhamdulillah.com also happy to be able to pray with little sister and bring big brother" I said while researching it.

"uh.hahahah brother zahra amused.." he said laughing out loud.

"okay stop" I said, raising both my hands.

"grandfather, I want to be my sister" Tatiana said, hugging me.

"iya are both Tatiana" I said patting her shoulder.

"sister I want to take a shower first yes, beautiful wild, fragrant wild" he said mwngibaskan long hair.

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"so really cute Tatiana" I said.

"yes sister, let's not rush us to go" said Tatiana blinked her eyes.

"you are so cool already, the shower there brother also can't stand the smell of your saliva" I said a little mocking him.

"ha..kak zahra" he said stomping his feet.

"sister is just kidding, don't cry yes" I said folding my face and slumped towards him.

"okay sak, tatiana shower first yes" he said move and go into the bathroom*.

while waiting for tatiana to finish, I prepared the morning absorption menu in the kitchen, today our menu is fried rice.

bak is now my master chef showing my skills in cooking, and finally my cooking is done.

"tatiana.

"yes sister" said Tatiana who immediately came out and dressed very neatly.

"because you are ready, brother madi first yes we absorb it together" said I pinched his cheek and immediately ran to the bathroom

"sister zahra...ih sprain me" said tatiana gemburut😑.

I took a shower, and I got refreshed.

"eh adek brother is still jealous" said I who just finished bathing.

tatiana did not answer me in the least.

"sweet sister, smart sister, sholeh eat yok" I persuaded.

"don't want to" he said back sulking.

"Hmmm..if you don't eat the beautiful worms in your stomach angry lo" said I laughed thinly.

"the truth sister" said Tatiana holding her stomach very innocently.

"Ha'a real.if you don't eat caving in your stomach he's angry, eat you eat yes" said I give absorption to tatiana.

"good brother" he said immediately devoured his food.

"sister zahra also eat, do not eat me continue, eat yes brother" invited tatiana.

"yes, this is my sister eating" I answered immediately feed the food.

we both immediately finished our session.

" sister finished "pronounced tatiana.

" sister also let us go" I said embrace him and immediately set off.

arriving at kindergarten.

"*sister zahra, I go in first" said kissing the back of my hand.

"yes, I study hard, and keep smiling" I said encouragingly.

"yes brother,Daaaaaa.." he waved.

"Daaaaa.."I waved my hand.

I then continued my journey to the office.

" going to the office" said someone who approached me.

"sir adrian" I said in shock.

"iya yok, get in the car" take adrian.

"no need sir, I don't want to be the talk of office people" I replied.

"had gone up, didn't you think what they said" said Adrian, I nodded and got into his car.

"why are you???, can I be in kindergarten??" adrian said, flooding me with questions.

"my brother studied there sir" I said giggling.

"Oooh your sister." said adrian nodding.

"yes sir, can you pass around here sir??" my many.

"just like you, my niece also lives here" he answered looking at me.

info by adrian.

mr. Adrian now who does not like excessive pleasantries, he is a very good boss, besides he has good charisma and has a very handsome face.

"so yes sir" I said.

"yes, Zahra has arrived"

said Mr. adrian who immediately parked his car.

I then entered the office together with Mr. Adrian, some people in the office whispered and looked at me with a very scary face.

"you don't have to look and you think" said Mr. Adrian with his leisure.

how try not to think about it people whisper and tell stories about me .

"excuse me sir, I want to go to my room first sir" I said goodbye to leave adrian.

I then sat in my work chair and bent my face shy😫😫😓.

"why zahra??" said Ani patting my shoulder.

"i don't do anything, I work first yes" I said up and away from the office.

along the way I tried to comfort my heart and try to photograph some interesting things that I found refractive.

I looked around me, because I was already exhausted and there happened to be a chair under a big tree and I sat there.

I looked at the photo I just took.

"hot yes..hot...this is good to eat ice cream lo" said a guy who thrust ice cream at me.

I then turned back.

" le.leon"

suddenly startled me and stood up.I tried to convince myself and rubbed my eyes if it was really leon or not.

"have not been rubbed in his eyes, this is my truth" said leon smiled thinly.

"why are you in this place???, are you no longer on duty???" I asked in great wonder.

"try to calm yourself first, and take ice cream in my hands so that your head is more cool" he said thrusting back ice cream and a little badger.

I then took his ice cream with a jutek face.

"now sit down listen to my explanation" said Leon patting the chair.

I followed him and sat next to him.

"what...what do you need to explain??" my words stared hard at him.

"you must be angry because I didn't call you this long ago" he said regretfully.

"it's no need to talk quickly" I said cynically.

"look at me zahra, I want you to be honest you still love me" he said looking at me.

I then looked at him, though,

"i love you so much, so you've been missing me you say I still love you" I said lying to my own feelings.

"no zahra you're lying, I can see from your eyes you're looking at me and from the bracelet I gave you in your hand and still we're wearing right now" said Leon taking my hand.

"okay honestly, yes I still love you" I said while banging his chest.

"forgive me this zahra because I'm too stupid to care for a girl as good as you, you know I don't mean to leave us or make you worry, I don't call you because I'm sick with zahra, you know I don't mean to leave us alone,I've been in the hospital for a long time, and I've only recovered and only been on duty for a few weeks" Leon said.

I then stopped my punch.

"why don't you ever be honest with me Leon" I cried just off.

"because I love you so much, I don't want to squirm the tears falling down your cheeks" said Leon, wiping the tears from my eyes.

I was dissolved in an atmosphere of sadness hearing the explanation of the knight who always sacrificed for his country even his heart😫😥.

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"let me endure all my sorrow and all my pain, so that I may always see your smile not your cry"

...#Leon...