
on this very day my last day was following the UAS, seven days in a row following the UAS, seven days in a row also leon did not inform me at all.
this morning I was following UAS pancasila, well today I have to focus on carrying out the test, leon problem should I leave in my mind as far as possible until UASku is finished.
I took a deep breath and opened my laptop.
"well zahra you can certainly" I said, closing my eyes and encouraging myself.
(i pressed the zoom link)
"assalamu'alaikum, good morning everyone I hope you are all in good health to follow UAS pancasila today" said the lecturer.
"walaikumsallam sir, good morning thank God we are all healthy to be able to follow the UAS today sir" said kosma.
"alright Without wasting time I will share the matter now" said the lecturer.
" well sir" said all the students.
"about number 1. explain in detail your opinion as a student about pancasila ,doal number 2 and bla bla bla" said the lecturer gave a question.
" well that's all about me, I wait 2 hours, ready not to collect!!"said the lecturer with a slightly high tone.
"well sir" said all the students.
"good because about the matter I have given, now I want to close the lecture today with hamdalah" said the lecturer.
"alhamdulillahh" said all students.
"until you meet in the next semester" said the lecturer while closing the zoom.
"eitdah buset has not been answered already closed just zoom" I said.
"Alright zahra now it's time we work on the UAS given by the lecturer" said I enthusiastically working on the matter.
(Talking about UAS).
1 hour and a half I was finally ready to take the exam before my time.
"now my job is to collect assignments in WA group" I said.
(collecting UAS).
"alhamdulillah today my test is finished, and hopefully my IP satisfies O Allah, Amen" I said
after the exam, I went back to trying to catch Leon.
"tut..tut...but..."
"ago leon lift leon I start to worry because you have no contact me today lift leon" said I worried.
" argh.why not raised anyway leon" I said emotion.
"yes I tried to find his whereabouts through his IG account where there is information about him" I said back.
I tried to find the info on his account but it was still impossible.
"what's wrong with you Leon" I began to fidget.
I then went out of the house trying to find out about Leon but still nothing.
"hiks... hiks.. where have you leon I tried to find where you are but still my efforts are nil" said I sadly.
since there was no info I got today, I then returned home.
(at home).
"zahra why??" said mother asked.
"zahra is fine ma'am, zahra wants to go to the room first yes" I said with a face that was still so very sad , mother then just nodded my words.
I went into my room and I just threw myself into my bed and looked at the ceiling.
"if this is how you treat me you are evil leon is very, very evil hiks" I said in tears and threw away some tissue to wipe my tears.
"hiks.hiks.kamu evil leon" I said back with tears that discussed my cheeks.
(tok tock)
"zahra" came the sound of my mother calling me from behind the door.
"yes ma'am, why??" my many.
"there's an eagle like moana son, he said he wanted to take you for a walk son" replied the mother.
"no ah bu zahra don't want to say their kemereka" I refused.
"zahra son you can't like that, you know now you are sad again, you know with a walk with them can eliminate your sadness son" said the mother persuaded.
"yes ma'am alright" I said.
(i wiped my tears and went out of the room).
"zah streets yuk" said moana invites.
"iya zah out yuk" said the eagle.
"yes but where are you going" I replied confused.
"already come, you will know" said they both smiled.
"okay okay, we're leaving now" I said.
they both took me somewhere and I know this place.
"kids" I hugged them all.
'that place is my teaching place'.
"big sister why don't you teach us anymore" they said sadly.
" excuse me brother yes brother yesterday brother is now again focused on one thing until brother forgets to teach you" said my regret.
"yes, sister, but you have to promise yes, you have to teach us back" said one of the children.
"yes brother promise" I said smiling.
"well, my brothers and sisters are sitting neatly yes now is the time to start our lessons today" I said excitedly.
I started teaching them as usual.
"sisters answer first yes about what kayak give, beautiful will brother correction, and brother stay for a while yes brother want to go to kak moana and kak eagle first" I said.
"good brother" they said and immediately worked on it.
(towards the eagle and moana).
"lang moanaakasoh a lot yes, you have brought me here, you know one of my sadness relief yes this, thanks once again yes lang zah" I said hugging them both.
"yes both zah, we will always be there for ngibur lo" said they both patted my shoulder.
"again thanks" I let go of my embrace and smiled.
"yes sama-sam, back there behind their teaching, they have long ago nyariin lo" said moana.
"iya na, I'll go back first" I said
"yes, we both wait here" they said smilingly, I nodded and went back to teaching the children.
"i'm not ready" said one of the children.
"where do you see" I said smiling.
"your answers are all right, great yes you" I said by stroking the child's head slowly.
"thank you brother" said the boy hugging me.
"yes are the same" I said returning his embrace.
"ayo sisters who are ready to do the task, the task can be collected yes sisters" said betsemang.
they started collecting the tugas one by one and I started to correct them.
"alhamdulillah brother is proud of all your good grades, for tomorrow you must be excited again yes" said I finished correcting.
"well, brother" they said.
"now until here first yes our lesson today, tomorrow we continue again yes" I said smiling.
"good brother" I said.
"now the brothers are all back" I said back.
"yes my sister" he said as he greeted me.
I went to the eagle and moana.
"lang na yuk" I said.
"it's ready zah" said the eagle.
"you're back again" I said, inviting them back.
"don't want to go back" they said worried.
"i didn't go straight home" I said.
"yeah yuk, we take you home again" they said.
they both drove me home.
"it has arrived at your house" said Moana.
"again thanks lang na" I said thank you.
"yes, we are both" they said.
"zah if we may know you are sad because what the hell is zah?" ask the curious eagle.
"hmmm.".me" I stopped.
"why zah let's tell the story" said moana.
"hiks..hiks.." I went back crying.
"that's why you cry again" said Moana trying to calm me down.
"hiks.hiks..hik how many days I have not heard from Leon I have tried to find information about him but still nil" I said back crying.
"that soldier" said Moana, I nodded.
"yes, yes, now you calm yourself" said Moana again calmed me down.
"but I'm worried" I said again sadly.
"it's quiet first, we'll both help you find information about him yes, yes, yes" said moana to the eagle.
"iya zah, we both will not stay silent, we will help you" said the eagle.
"again, thank you, both of you are always the best" I said a little relieved.
"iya zah, now you enter gih calm again yourself" said the eagle.
"i went in first lang na" I said leaving them.
I saw them from a distance until they were really far away and I then entered the house.
"assalamu'alaikum" I said in.
" walaikumsallam here to eat first" said the mother.
"don't miss Zahra to the room first ma'am" I said.
"yes, son" said the mother.
I then went into the room, and I fell back on my bed looking at the eagle-given bracelet and I cried again until my eyes swelled up and I started to get tired because I was crying for most of the day and I fell asleep.
...... *.........*......
"i want to hear from you, because for a second listening to your news is very precious to me"
... ~zahra...