The Love That Is Foreseen
19.ikhtiar
(alahu akbar allahu akbar)2x
(alahu akbar allahu akbar)2x
the sound of the reverberating Adhan awakened my sleep, I got out of my bed, took ablution, and performed prayers.
finished the prayer I went out and saw mom already making the uptake.
"mother" I said hugging my mother from behind.
"eh why zah" said the mother, holding my hand.
"not why napa ma'am" I said, shaking my head.
"if you can't let go of his embrace from mom, mom wants to cook son" said mother told me to let go of her embrace and I then let go of my embrace.
"bu Zahra help ya" I said smiling at mother.
"may" said mother returned my smile.
"first zahra work what ma'am??"my many.
" you cut it into pieces with zah" answered the mother.
"get ready ma'am" I said and started chopping onions.
mom and I prepare the morning sip.
"Tradaaaaaa.." said the confident mother.
"wow..it's fragrant kali ma'am" I said while smelling the aroma of the food.
"iya dong, who used to be" said the mother confidently.
"can eat now not ma'am." I said begging.
"eits.
" now my father is ma'am, Zahra is hungry because look at my mother's cooking" I said, holding my stomach.
"patience, soon father here" said mother smiling sweetly at me.
"it's dad" said the mother pointing to the father.
"dad" I said spoiled.
"why zahra" said father stroking my head.
"old dad, really, Zahra is hungry" I said sulking.
"now we are, absorbed." said the father was cut off, because he saw me eating deluan.
"zahra.." said ayh looking ugly at me.
"hehehe sorry well, is hungry and can't stand the smell" I said.
"wkwkwkwkww zahra zahra" said father shaking his head at my nature.
" this is well." said the mother gave her food to the father and the father took it and immediately ate it.
"oh yes zah, tumben you wake up quickly" said the father mocking me a little.
"dad don't like it" I said spoiled.
"yes well do not kayk that, the children already want to be good morning too" said the mother nudged the hand of the father.
"yes, yes" said my father smiling at me.
"alhamdulillah is done" I said thankfully.
"alhamdulillah" between mom and dad.
"well ma'am if that's zahra going to the room again ya yah ma'am" I said moving from the dining table.
"yes son" said to my parents simultaneously.
I then went into the room.
"hmmmmmm.why do I today" I said while thinking.
"ha'a yes I know" I said as if I had a brilliant idea.
I then took my picture book and started drawing and also poured the words in it.
"the right time will come with time, so will the process...
the process will be beautiful according to the time and the determination"
~zahra.
"the moon and the stars are both shining,
but at a different time, though,
have the same function, though,
both light up the earth"
~zahra.
I continued to write motivational words, and continued to draw cartoons, this was all one of my busy days of joy and sorrow.
"zahra zahra" was heard shouting from someone outside the house.
I'm moving out of the house.
"moana" I was surprised.
" go for a walk" he replied smiling.
"where to go???" ask me to raise one of my eyebrows.
"ordinary" he smiled.
"have you waited here for a moment" I said, telling you to wait.
"okay zah" he said.
"oh yes, you want to go in" I offered.
"hmmm.gak deh zah" he said while shaking his head.
"okay na, wait here for a second yes" I said leaving him and entering the house.
I got ready and then said goodbye to my parents.
"mother Zahra's father left first yes" I said kissing the back of my parents' hands.
"yes son, be careful" said my parents.
"yes, ma'am" I answered smiling at my parents and went out of the house.
moana walked up to me.
" is it zah??"tanyakanya.
"it's stupid" I replied smiling.
"yuk let's go" said moana as she pointed to her hondas.
"yuk.yuk.." I said while holding his hand.
"you've boarded the zah" he said telling me to go up.
(i went up to the hondanya).
we also started leaving my home area.
"where are we going next??" my many.
"i've told you the usual place zah" he replied which made me still unsatisfied.
"okay" I said in confusion.
not how long did he stop his wait.
"in the park!!" kataku shocked.
"it's a normal zah time" he said patting me on the forehead.
"hehehehe..sorry" he said.
"why are we here na??" my many.
"gawanin I'm dating" he said giggling.
"you're kidding me" my voice started high.
"i'm not kidding" he replied seriously looking at me.
"you really have the heart of na,gue was told to be a mosquito repellent" said me sulking.
"hehehe sorry ya na" he said.
"you have no papa, this time I sincerely become a mosquito repellent, but this time yes na" I reminded.
"yes yes, bring it" he smiled.
"and now where's your boyfriend??" tanyaku.
"then he came" he said, pointing to the man who had just arrived.
"this" I said cetus.
"ho'o zah, know his name is david" he said, introducing him and the man thrusting his hand.
" zahra" my word is still squeaky.
"david" he said smiling.
"yeah yuk vid, we live in zahra" said moana.
"yuk" said david.
"we want to be alone first yes zah,bye" he said making me more palak
"bye na" I said with a slight smile.
they both left me alone.
"it's good that it's the moana, it's an ordinary place, what the hell this is not an ordinary place but it's amazing for my manas-manasin" I said annoyed.
I looked for a seat around this park and then I sat down.While waiting for moana busy dating I passed on my phone and started to get busy with my phone.
(3 hours later).
"it's a long time ago son" said I began to add kesel.
"if he doesn't come too, I go home alone" I said grumbling by myself.
(a few minutes later).
"not yet" I said, standing up.
"i'd better get out of this place" I said, leaving my seat .
"zah.zah" said moana ngos-ngosan chasing me.
"hmmm..what" said jutek.
"patience napa" he said still set the breath.
"i've been waiting for hours for you to log na!!"I said start to be firm.
" yes-yes sorry" he said regretfully.
"iya akua ma'afin" I said with a big smile.
" right" said Moana looking at me.
"yes right" I nodded.
" yuk I interdin lo, it's late afternoon because" he said.
"yes it must dong, so I did go the same as you were na" I said crowing his forehead.
"zahra".he looked ugly at me.
I just smiled as sweetly as I could so he wouldn't be angry with me.
" yaudah yuk went up" he said telling me to go up.
I nodded and went up to his pond.
"oh yes" he said.
"yes, why na??".tanyaku.
" your relationship with that soldier, gimana na" he said which immediately shocked me.
"i don't know na" I said shaking my head.
"lo don't know zah,lo hanging lo zah" he said beginning to get upset.
" that's how it is" I tried to smile.
"lo anyway, why don't you just accept the feeling of the eagle is zah" he said again to my surprise.
"ha no deh na, I don't want to give hope to the eagle" I replied, shaking my head.
" keep on what your next plan is" he said.
"i want to do my best" I said starting slowly.
"iktiar, seriously??". he asked withholding laughter.
" yes I'll do it, why is it funny.
"hahahaha, no" he said laughing.
"if it's not funny, don't laugh" I said sulking.
"okay okay" he started to stop laughing.
not long after I finally arrived at my house.
"uftttt..eventually" I was relieved to look at my house.
"so far" said Moana smiling.
"yes yes dung, I am finally free from you" said I smiled cunningly.
"zahra don't do that" he said.
"i'm sorry" I said with a smile.
"iya zah, I went straight back" he said.
"yes na, be careful thanks for this very pleasant day" I said back to his laughter.
"will start" said Moana smiling and then leaving me.
I then went inside the house.
"assalamu'alaikum" I said.
"walaikumsallam" my parents answered.
"tumben son dad said hello spirit" said my father ngeledekku.
"this time must be different dong yah" said I excited.
"yes" said my father smiling.
"zahra entered the room first yes ma'am" I said into the room.
I saw a little box on my desk.
the box I had saved when I needed it and now was the time, I started removing the leon-given bracelet from my hand and putting it in.
"my bracelet puts you in this box for a while, and so the time will be answered I deserve to use you back" I smiled at the box.
...*.......*...
"let time lead me in the direction where it was destined for me, and I must sincerely accept what has been destined for me with sincerity".
...~zahra....
