
love is sometimes painful, sometimes there is no medicine that can cure it, but there will be someone who can cure it again.that's one of the novel philosophies I read today, interesting anyway,what else for someone like me.
"tok.tok..tok" the sound of the door of the room in the gedor-gedor.
"yes who??" I asked while looking at the door.
"mother son" said mother.
"yes ma'am, what's wrong??" my words asked back.
"can you come out, son??" answered mother asked.
"can be ma'am" I said.
I then closed the novel I was reading and left the room.
"yes ma'am, what's wrong mom" I said again asking.
mom saw my back.
"ZAHRA..........!!!!!"call moana while hugging me.
" moana.ada what na" I said confused.
"we go yuk party" said Moana to invite and release her embrace from me.
"party??" my word.
"iya party" said moana while nodding.
"who's party??" I said who was still confused.
"my cousin's party" he said smiling at me.
"ooh.sepu you" I replied.
" do you want to come??"he said back to bring.
"hmmmm... How is it??" say thinking.
"already come along" said moana a little pushy.
"before leaving I want to know the theme of the party first, all right??" my many.
"may" he said nodding.
"what's the theme anyway??" my words are still asking.
"the theme is." he said, which made me even more curious.
"speed dong na" I said curious.
"the theme is the masquerade party" he said smiling at me.
"wow.. masquerade party" I said in shock.
"yes it's right" he said.
"i want to go with na, but I don't have the right dress to join the party" said I began slowly.
"lo calm down, you have an idea." he said brilliantly.
"what ideas" I said confusedly.
"to the mall." he said casually.
"to the mall, it's time you have money if I don't" I said slowly while sitting on the sofa.
"already if about it you calm down, this time I buyin" he said smiling while sitting next to me.
I looked towards the mother who was waiting and eavesdropped on my conversation with moana.
"go aja zah,ibu permitin kok" said smiling mother returned my gaze.
it's like you know how I feel now.
"truth ma'am" I got off the couch and hugged my mom.
"yes, right" said the mother in her warm embrace.
"uh zah..given right!" moana interrupted.
I then took her hug off from mom.
"thank you very much ma'am" I said thank you.
"yes together , 'yeah gih you go with moana, mother stay first yes there is work that you have to do" said mother left us both and I nodded slowly.
"can you??" he said while touching my arm.
"yes, I can." I said gladly.
"yeah yuk.now is the time to go to the mall" he asked.
"yuk..but I'm ready-sian bentar ya" I told him to wait.
"okay sip" he answered.
I get ready and done.
"it's yuk.." I said to moana.
"very fast.." said moana canengar grin.
"indeed ready to be ready must be long" said cetus.
"wkwkwkwkw.gak also, we're leaving now" said moana gigikilan.
"yeah yuk" I said.
before I left, I said goodbye to Mom.
"bu zahra go first yes" I shouted.
"yes, be careful, son, go home, don't go to night.
" yes ma'am" I shouted back.
"tante..moana is also saying yes" cried moana.
"iya moana" said the mother.
we both left the house.
"what are we riding??" say ask.
"car" said.
"who's car??" I said back to asking.
"the auction" he said smiling.
"elang??, the auction also follow" I said in shock.
"ho'o" said.
"okay if so" I said.
"Yups.wait a moment ya bertar again the eagle reached really" he said embracing my shoulder.
"okay" I said smiling.
not long after the eagle came.
"hey girls" he said familiarly.
"wkwkwkwk asansih you lang" said I laughed to see him.
"ready.." he said.
"ready dung" said moana.
"he's riding yuk!" the eagle told us to go up.
without thinking for a long time we both went up and went straight to the mall.
"you don't have any clothes yet either" I said plainly.
"wkwkwkwkw not yet, I'm looking for bajun in the mall" said the eagle laughing at my question.
"okay if that's it" I said smiling.
finished the conversation, the three of us arrived at the mall.
"yey.finally up" said Moana while getting out of the car.
we both got out of the car.
"have come in" said the eagle staring at me and moana .
"yuk.." said we were both happy.
after entering we were both busy picking the right costume to go to the party, regardless of the eagle.
"this is if the girl has already, look around the costume, she forgot who she went with earlier" said the eagles sulked..
"elang.jangan lebai deh" said moana.
"iya lang don't kayak that dong" I said.
"yes yes, I have chosen a costume as well" he said with a smile and left us both who were busy choosing.
we then nodded at the words of the eagle and went back to choosing the costume.
"my diploma is for you" said moana eagerly.
"okay na" I said smiling.
"this is zah cobain this one" he said thrusting the gain towards me.
"ntar yes I tried it first" I said taking the dress from her hand.
I then tried on a moana-verified dress.
"what is it??" I was the one who just came out of the dressing room.
"hmmmm.. less zah" he said thinking.
"what's less na, this is a very good log" I said looking at the dress I was wearing.
"it is still lacking anyway" he said.
"alright" I said raising my shoulders.
"okay" said.
I kept doing this until I waited for instructions from moana.
"it's just fitting" she said, pointing towards her dress.
"uffttt.., finally" I said relieved.
"you have it, now it's my turn" he said, leaving me .
"moana-moana" I shook my head.
not long after the eagle came.
"wow" he said in shock at my clothes.
"why lang ,ugly yes" said I who began not to believe in myself.
"not even you are very beautiful today" she said in a seductive tone to me.
"lebay you lang" I brushed aside his words.
"not really" he said back and looked at me.
"hmmm.thank you" I tried to avoid the eagle's gaze.
"moana not ready yet??said the eagle asking, I just nodded slowly.
" yaudah before moana finished I sat down first aka" he said by sitting next to me and of course surprised me.
since the day the eagle shot me, I was a little awkward with the eagle like never before.
" Taaaaadaaaa.." said Moana out of her dressing room.
"wow..you are beautiful kali na" I said immediately standing next to him.
"it's a normal time" he said.
"you have prepared, now we leave again yuk, wait for you to be ready, from noon until you want the new magrib ready" said the eagle nyeletus.
but it's true said the eagle we prepared for a long time.
you also must be confused masquerade party during pandemi.masquerade party is very different anyway now the mask is not used, only masquerade party using a mask that is a little more elegant.
"yes yes" said the two of us.
the three of us left the mall and went to the party.
"lang"sahujt.
" ha"he said briefly.
"not so" I said shaking my head.
not long after we got there
masquerade party.
"don't forget to wear the mask" said the eagle.
" yes yes lang" said moana.
the three of us got out of the car.
"wow.the party is very good" I said amazed.
"who used to have a party" said Moana with great confidence.
"your cousin" I said.
"yoi" she said smilingly towards me.
this masquerade party is very different from the previous masquerade party where the party used to use very beautiful masks, and now the mask is replaced with a mask that has become one of the needs of the community.
indeed, the mask that we wear is elegant and undeniable and I am still very grateful to still be able to enjoy a party that is as good and unique as this.
" eat the yuk" said the eagle that woke me from my daydream.
"yeah yuk" I said.
"oh yes lang zah, you enjoy the party, yes, you stay first" he said leaving us both.
"yeah yuk lang" I asked him.
"we sit there" he said, pulling my hand.
I followed him and sat in front of him.
"i ate first yes, laper is the problem" he said while holding his stomach.
"yes, go ahead" I said
the eagle is busy devouring and enjoying its food.
"you don't eat either" he said while chewing.
"yes, I eat" I said while eating.
we enjoyed the dishes at the party.
"the next show is dance." shouted one of the hosts.
"dancing is good" said the happy eagle.
the music began to sound and people one by one began to dance with their partners.
"let's just leon here, I must have danced with him" I said with a sad look.
"had done anyway you still think it's people, mending you dance with me" said eagle thrust his ladder.
I then held the eagle's hand, and we both danced.
"don't look at me" I said in a soft voice.
"did it??" the eagle asked.
"just can't" I said cetus.
"yes yes" said the eagle.
but again the eagle looked at me and it made me very uncomfortable.
"already ah lang" I said stop dancing.
"yes, continue again dong" he said.
"i don't want to go home" I said.
"i've delivered it" he said offering.
"yes" I said briefly and deluan left him.
before I left, I went to moana.
"i'll go home first" I said goodbye.
"very fast" replied Moana.
"yes na, do it and say that mom won't come home last night" I said.
"have been, be careful" he said.
"iya na, once again thank you very much including the same dress that I wear" I said by looking at the dress that I wear.
"yeah together" he said smiling.
"bye na" said cipika cipiki with moana.
"bye zah" he said.
I left the party and saw an eagle waiting for me in his car.
'i then got into his car.'
"sorry lang, we're waiting for me" I said feeling guilty.
"yes, no papa" he said while driving.
we were both suddenly awkward.
"lang" zah"we said simultaneously.
"you are deluan deh." I said to him.
"the real body I still love you" he said staring at me.
"i've been stunned, but sorry lang until now I have not been able to reply" said I began slowly.
"yes I know, I know, but I always wait for your answer" he said smiling.
"you don't have to wait for me lang, because I don't deserve you, there are still many girls out there who are more deserving of you" I said.
"but my heart cannot lie" said the eagle again.
I was silent and confused about what else to answer to the eagle, honestly the eagle is good, but I can't also lie about my feelings.
"it's up to zah" said the eagle stopped his car.
"iya lang, I entered yes, and thank you lang" I said trying to avoid the gaze of the eagle.
"yes, we are both" said the eagle leaving.
I then went inside the house, and went into room , as soon as I changed the clothes that started making me stuffy.
finished changing clothes, I then returned to the bed in my bed.
"hmm.pardon me yes lang" said I still feel guilty.
I can't return your feelings lang sorry lang.
(i turned left and right).
until I got tired of circling in bed and then fell asleep.
... *.......*...
"i can't return your sincere feelings, but for every breath I take, and make me smile you're always there for me even if I can't get back at you"
... -d. s...