
already want 1 month leon no contact me, but already 1 month also I can not forget the sweet memories, which come only temporarily.
"argh.
trying to forget doesn't mean my heart is calm, it's getting restless.
(i looked at the clock).
"it turns out it's still daytime, it feels like a long time ago" I complained.
then I ventured out of the room, trying to be okay so my parents wouldn't worry.
(after breathing out repeatedly, I just came out of the room).
"hey ma'am..hey yah" I said hello.
"why are you zah, tumben grin" said the confused father.
"what's wrong" I said smilingly looking at my father.
"zah eat gih, mom already prepared lunch for you there, father same mother has eaten, stay you are not, eat gih" said mother told me to eat.
"yes ma'am, zahra wants to eat first huh" said my father and mother.
when I got to the dinner table, I immediately enjoyed my meal, while eating I saw the places I wanted to visit.
" nah..your meeting"shouted me.
"meet what zah" said mother embracing my shoulder.
" hehehehehe no ma'am" I said, then hung up my phone.
"yes and yes" said mother want to know.
"yes ma'am" I said reassuringly.
"all right, finish your food" said mom telling me to finish it.
"well ma'am" I said, devouring my food quickly.
I then finished eating and moved out of the dining room and wanted to get ready for somewhere.
"everything is ready and I'm also neat, time let's go zahra" I said looking at the mirror.
"where are you going, mother??" my mother's voice just came into my room.
"want to go ma'am" I said smiling.
"where you going??" ask mother.
(then I whispered into my mother's ear where I was going).
"Ooooo you want to go there, son, be careful" said the mother.
"yes ma'am, thank ya ma'am, zahra go first ma'am" I said by kissing the back of my mother's hand.
"yes equally" said the smiling mother hangar towards me.
then I went out of the house and looked for a city bus.
(i sat at the bus stop waiting for the bus to arrive).
"it was him" I pointed towards the city bus.
then I got on the city bus, honestly this was the first time I took the city bus, at first I said ride the city bus as scary as I had in mind and it turned out to be even different from my mind,not creepy naok his city but even exciting.
(a few minutes after the city bus stopped, I reached my destination).
I then walked a little to really get to my destination.
"uffffttt.
the place you want to visit, it's a home.
"the orphanage between the big cities" I smiled.
then I went into the parlor.
"assalamu'alaikum.." I say hello.
"walaikumsallam neng, what's wrong??" answer the caretaker.
"i can't go around this house, ma'am??" say ask.
"it's possible" said the manager.
"sorry mommy can accompany me around this parlour" I said smiling.
"may neng can" said the caretaker.
then the caretaker took me around the parlour, until my eyes were fixed on the man, who I seemed to know.
(i then walked towards the man).
"elang.." I said in shock.
"zahra" said the eagle who was also shocked.
"neng this young man is one of the people who helped the construction costs of this home" said the mother.
"the truth lang" I said still in shock.
"yes, that is" said the smiling eagle.
"yes, I've stayed, I've had an eagle" said the mother then left us both.
"wih.hegat you lang" said I nudged his hand.
"hehehehe is ordinary zah, most every human being must do good" said the eagle smiling at me.
"yes" I said nodding.
"oh, are you here to do zah??" ask eagle.
"i.." I said.
"yes you, what are you doing??" tanyanya back.
"i'm here to wander around the parlors, all for inspiration.
" inspiration for??"ask the eagle back.
"lupain leon" I said flatly.
"hahahahah you have a fever ya zah" he said holding my forehead.
"i'm not shy and this is serious" I said immediately pulled his hand from my forehead.
"that's it" I said jutek.
"i'm still confused as you are zah, why look for inspiration should be here not in other places that" he said still menggeledekku.
"yes, who knows by looking at the home children who are always smiling and never afraid of what they face may be able to inspire me" I said innocently.
"well then I want to take you around, and see one of the children who always smiles no matter what day he is in he always tries to smile" said the eagle by pulling me , taking me around and meeting the child.
" lang I still salute you, in addition to you can teach where I'm working, turns out you have other activities as well yes, which are useful" I said amazed.
"yes that's the way it is" said the eagle.
"you have been until now the eagle that I know and will never change" I smiled at him.
"always think of me like that huh zah" he said returning my smile.
then the eagle stopped at the place of the children who were blowing their balloons with a smile on their cheeks.
"zah look at the child in pink" said the eagle, pointing in that direction.
"iya lang, I see" I nodded.
"the boy's name is tatiana" said the eagle.
" just keep him here" I said more and more curious.
"both parents were injured when he was 2 years old" said the eagle with a sad face.
"seriously lang" I said in shock.
"yes I'm serious zah" he said looking at me.
"lang take me to the place where the boy is lang, I want to know about the boy" I said forcefully.
"iya zah" said the eagle nodding and taking me to the place of Tatiana.
we both headed towards Tatiana, I then approached and immediately hugged Tatiana who was trying to hold me back but could not.
"sister why brother??" tatiana was confused.
(i then took my arms off her).
"hey. sweet child, the name of brother zahra" said I immediately introduced myself.
"sister zahra's name is kak, beautiful the same as the person" said Tatiana smiling.
"can you do it, whose name are you??"my many.
"my name is tatiana sis" she replied very sweetly.
" your name is Tatiana, the same as yours her name is beautiful" I smiled.
"thank you sister" said tatiana.
"yeah, you're the same" I said smiling.
"oh yeah tatiana what's playing again??" the eagle interrupted.
"this is Tatiana's sister playing balloon brother" he said showing the balloon to both of us.
"balloon huh, can't you play the balloons??. said my smile.
" maybe sister" said Tatiana nodded.
we played balloons and laughed.
"sister played" I said stop playing.
"okay sister" said tatiana.
"Tatiana..., may not come here again sometime ngajar children learning center" said I hold his hand.
"maybe my sister can be very, the children of the home must also be happy" he said immediately hugged her and I returned the warm embrace of the child.
"thank you, sister" said Tatiana.
"yeah, you're the same" I said smiling.
"yeah sister wants to go back first yes, 'bye tatiana" said I left the orphanage.
"bye kak zahra" said Tatiana smiling at me.
"i think I'm back" I said to the eagle.
"i interrin ya zah" said the eagle offered.
"don't even make you bother anymore" I refused.
"no bother, you want" he said forcefully.
"yes" I said.
"you're riding my dirt bike" he said telling me to go up, I nodded and got on the bike.
the eagle drove me home, there was no conversation between us.
"it's up to zah" said the eagle yes lang.
"yes lang" I nodded and then went down.
" how can you forget that soldier??"the eagle asked.
"it's not possible with time" I smiled.
'i've come back" he said.
"thank you" I said thank you.
"yes together" he said then left me.
I then went inside the house and went straight into the room without a story to father and mother.
"today is a day full of history in my life" I said immediately lying on my bed.
then I take my box, let's say you're here, Leon's not out of town.
"wuawuaawua" I said yawned.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
...*........*...
"everything that is destined to be together, no matter how far destiny takes it, he will find a way to be united, and vice versa something that is not destined to be together, he will never find his way"
...~tere liye...