The Love Struggle of Miss Ruth
Chapters 180. The Sadness of Three Women
Seen the hand that has been wrinkled slowly wiping the face full of bruise here and there. Occasionally there was a groaning sound that felt pain when the bruise was touched by a cloth.
"Well..." Dava held her hand with an expression of her pain.
"A little more, Jeff." said Tarisya so considerate.
At once Tarisya recalled the departure of his daughter with a face so sad. Something must have happened to both of them, he thought.
"Do you still love her?" the mother's question made Dava look at the old face in front of her.
He hesitantly nodded his head slowly and said in a voice full of regret. "I'm sorry, Mother." she took her eyes off the mother.
The guilt he feels right now. How could an elder brother who was supposed to guide the younger brother actually bring him into that wrong feeling.
Tarisya sighed, "Huh.." then he lowered his head took a slow breath again and went back to exhaling.
It felt like there was a huge stone propping up in his chest at this moment.
"Mother does not blame anyone. You have every right to have it," Dava's black eyes are perfectly rounded. He still understands what the mother's words mean.
"Well, you have the right to love each other. Forgive us, son..." Tarisya looked down regretfully.
She remembered what her husband had explained to her last night. The night felt like a dream to him.
"Huh? Mother, is this anything? we're sister's, aren't we? that's impossible, Mother." Dava was very surprised to hear the mother's words.
In his mind at this time whether the mother had retreated in principle to lead the child because she could not bear to see the grief of her children.
"Well, Jeff...The wrong mother. It's all Mother's fault." looks teardrops that continue to fall on her hands as the old woman's face looked down at the hands that clasped each other on her lap.
The wrinkled hands grasping a wet cloth there seemed to tremble violently.
The flashback
"Shandy is the child we adopted when Mother was depressed when our child died..."
"Yes, look at me. We've lost a child twice, and you've been to a mental institution, honey. Shandy is the second son we raised after Jeff."
Tears fell hard. The aged beautiful woman's head seemed to shake in disbelief.
"No, Will. You lied to me, right? Dad, you didn't really say this, did you?" he felt that everything was not right. Shandy is his last and only daughter.
How could he have experienced the same thing again.
With great effort, Mr. Wilson finally managed to uncover all the truth.
"You used to be in a mental hospital because of such a deep sense of guilt. Maybe you forgot when you saw our son, Shandy, in the incubator room? He's not our real son, Shay. You're the stress of dropping our son to a blood clot in his brain."
Tarisya cried even more to hear the words of the husband who had begun to cross in his memory.
At first glance the moment when he cried staring at the small glass room containing the baby was finally now answered already. All this time he had never remembered it since his discharge from the mental hospital and was happy to raise his three children.
"Our son died a day after receiving treatment from a doctor. Because of that incident you can't think normally anymore and I with Bi Nan decided to go back to looking for a child like I did with Jeff first." he was downcast after telling the truth everything.
The pain in his heart can finally be released as well, although in the end the disappointment felt by the wife at this time.
No more sounds could be heard in the room. Just sobs from a mother who really did not expect to have lost her child two at a time.
Flashback off
While Dava who had just heard the mother's confession could only be stunned with eyes that did not blink once.
He really did not expect everything to happen so unexpectedly.
"Why is that all right, Mother?" Dava shook his head.
For the umpteenth time he knew that he was not the son of this good woman in front of him. Again and again the disappointment that he had to swallow to hear his life that no longer has a biological family.
His mother died while giving birth to him, there is a deep sadness he got from the mother's words. There was no hope that he could meet his real family.
"This is impossible, Mother. This is not true. My mother is Mother." Obviously it was very painful, since the first time he met Tarisya, Dava really felt the presence of a mother figure that made him so calm and peaceful.
Tarisya was no less fragile when telling the truth of this all. He immediately cried hysterically and hugged Dava's body. His affection for Dava's figure was already firmly attached to his heart. He loved all his children.
But fate says otherwise, they are just a foster family with no blood ties. Joints are the only children he has from actual blood ties.
"I'm sorry, son. Forgive us. But you're still Mother's children, Jeff. Mother loves you very much like Mother's own biological child." Tarisya is not even willing if one of them will leave her and her husband.
Even though they are only adopted children, but at the age of twilight now he only wants to be surrounded by his children. All the time he should have enjoyed with his family has been wasted.
"All will be your decision, Jeff. If that love is still so great fix it, son. Mother doesn't want you to live hurting each other's feelings both of you constantly." Tarisya wiped the tears on both cheeks of the child.
Dava still can't budge at all. He was so shocked to hear the truth that it happened for so many years that he grew up like this.
"Everything is impossible, Mother. We've been different..." On the one hand Dava felt very sad because in reality he did not have parents or even a family. But on the other hand, he was so hopeful to be able to reunite with his wife even though religious differences again became an obstacle for them.
In the corner of the garden looked Ruth who was holding back her crying voice. He hugged his own body with tears that kept falling nonstop.
When a stifled voice was heard by Jendi who just wanted to step out to her car, she had to go to the office this morning to represent Dava meeting one of the important clients.
"Ruth," said Dava quietly as he scrunched his forehead deep.
He stepped up and approached his sister.
"Hey? What's going on?" ask her by holding the shoulder of the sister.
He tried to turn the woman's body around and face her perfectly. Ruth scattered her body immediately into the arms of her brother.
With hesitation, Joints raised his hand rubbing the long-haired head. He also rested his head on the head of his brother. The sadness Ruth felt was her sadness as well.
Such great love still remained lodged in his heart in this woman.
"Cry.I'll stay here, Ruth. I don't want to see you why-why and also to your baby-to-be." he said full of understanding.
Isakan for the sake of sobbing continued to be heard in his ears with a deep sense of poignancy. Nothing can stop a person's grief other than just being able to be his tranquilizer. That's what Joints do now.
Although unknowingly, he healed a nearby wound and inflicted a wound on someone else. He did not know if there were a pair of eyes that had shed tears in the distance.
The clear circle escaped without permission on both cheeks Dina. He just fell silent. His eyes continue to look at the situation where the husband hugs so fondly on the woman who is still the main position in the heart of the husband. His hand that carries a flat object that is a cellphone only in his hand so tightly.
Even her hands were shaking with her husband's phone. He had walked further than Joints because he had just picked up the phone left in the room.
"Hiks hiks hyks.." His hands were so limp at how warm the embrace he had longed for from his husband all this time.
In fact, the hug is only for a two-bodied woman. She could not help but endure the pain in her heart, Dina closed her eyes by turning around. Her crying was so painful that she decided to go back to her room.
"Who am I to you, Sen? I'm your wife, but even if you haven't hugged me in all this time." bowing your head and wiping the tears that keep falling.
A bright morning was not as bright as the hearts of three beautiful women in the Nicolas residence. Tarisya cried hearing all the harsh facts about his children. Ruth wept because she couldn't help but resist Dava, the man she longed for her warmth but realized how sinful it would be to follow her passions. While Dina was crying because it was so painful to see the attitude of Jendi who always put Ruth first in comparison to care for her whose status was clearly a legitimate wife.
"You really don't care about me, Jendi...poor what else have I been all this time?" He cursed himself who was so eager to maintain a marriage that there was absolutely no happiness in it.
Tring Tring Tring
Suddenly the ringing of the cell phone in the room made Dina gasp in shock. He wiped his tears hurriedly and looked at the flat object that continued to tremble on the nightstand.
Slowly he walked and grabbed it. The name of the caller on the phone is 'Mother'.
"Hello.." said Dina even with a soft voice that she tried her best.
"Darling, you're awake apparently. I want to tell you if today I want to visit there, Dina." said Wuri gently.
Across it he who was initially smiling turned into anxious when he noticed the voice of the child in the phone.
"Oh.iya Ma'am. Its alright. Come here, later we will prepare food for Mom." said Dina sounding with a stuffy nose.
"You're crying, Dina?" ask Wuri curiously.
"No, Ma. I. I'm just in the flu. Will you tell me if you want to come here? Dina immediately helped Joints to go to the office first." In order to avoid further questions from the mother, Dina finally chose to rush to end the call.
