The Love Struggle of Miss Ruth

Chapters 162. Ruth's Return

Sometimes the problems in our lives lead us away from home. A home where every one of his people will find peace and assurance of a happy life in His heaven. But, thanks to that problem, we can also make our choice to go to the real destiny.

When we are born, it is part of our destiny. How we grow is a process, and what we get in the old days is a choice...

Even though fate has said what is our way, without effort we will not get the purpose of our real life.

That's what Ruth felt right now, she was sure that if her heartbreak all along, the many problems that befell her were part of the test of her faith that God saw as not so firm.

"Shandy is convinced by Shandy's decision this time, Mother. Shandy wanted to study Islam again. And Mother need not worry. This is not all because of brother." he explained with a face so sad but still showed his seriousness in speaking.

Tarisya took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. His heart was relieved to hear the child's words, even though from the first knowing if his child was different religion from him his heart was very sick. It is time for God to give his children a chance to return.

"Alright, Son. Mother will help the process. Mother was very happy to hear it, dear. You have to be strong, don't think about anything else for a while." He hugged Ruth's bowed body after hearing the mother's words.

Soon she will be different from her husband. And that's a sign they'll never be together again no matter what. Their beliefs have been different, even though they are not siblings but their marriage relationship is not legal to continue.

"I'm sure this is the right decision. Forgive your servant, O Allah, that he has no intention of playing on your religion." Ruth pleaded inwardly for forgiveness in the arms of her mother.

Tarisya released his embrace on the child. He smiled, wiping his tears that had fallen from earlier. "Now rest.Tomorrow we will do as you request, son. Now you have to take your father to the hospital first. Remember, be good at home and take care of your grandchild. Okay?" he touched the child's head and left the room.

After the departure of the mother, Ruth no longer spoke, no longer showing her tears. He decided to go to the bathroom and clean his body.

Here, in the car.

Dava and Joints who had just left the house seemed to leave behind four women of different generations and one man sitting in a wheelchair.

"Mbok, we have one car to leave.Let's take the Princess to school, how?" bargain Tarisya who already wants to go with her husband and daughter-in-law.

Seeing Mbok Nan and Putri who are also preparing to go to school, they finally got an offer to join the car that has been ordered online.

"Good, Mistress. It's up to the good mistress how it is." Mbok Nan agreed.

"Hopefully we can soon windfall to buy one car well, Mbok. We have a lot of trouble if you want to use an online taxi like this." said Tarisya who sees so many family members today.

"Let's go in." They all entered with Dina, Tarisya and the husband, Mr. Wilso sitting in the back seat while Mbok Nan who holds the Princess sitting in the driver's side seat.

"Come, sir's way." Tarisya ordered kindly did not forget to slip a smile on his face.

The atmosphere of the house was back so quiet, there lived a woman who was in the room at this time with a stomach that had been seen distended.

The white cloth covered the entire body perfectly, only a face could be seen inside the room. The sight of eyes that were so blurry as it was closed with a puddle of tears did not decrease the slightest intention to cancel his wish.

Speech that is only heard in the heart begins to walk solemnly.

"Ushalli Sunnatat Taubata Rak'ataini Lillahi Ta'ala."

Tears flowed along with Ruth's prayer. The shadow of the many sins he committed made his chest so tight.

The Qur'an of At-Tahrim verse 8: "O you who believe, repent to Allah with the repentance of nasuhaa (pure repentance). May your Lord cover up your faults and put you into the jannah that flows beneath the rivers."

A verse that has always been in Ruth's memory all along. He so condemns his own stupidity, and this time the mistake will not be done.

The prayer that he was doing at this time also walked solemnly without being constrained by anything. No one knew what he was currently doing at home in the room alone.

What is important is that he already intends to repent and re-admit his first religion which he believes so.

A few moments passed, now after the prayer and prayer prayers that he did. For a moment Ruth lamented the thick cloth that painted a beautiful picture there. His eyes stared at the painting.

"Heeeem..huuuuh." The slow breathing was drawn and the slow breathing.

Although it was not yet legal to embrace the religion that he believed, but the feeling of relief in his heart began to feel. He curled his lips smiling softly. When he remembers soon he will be able to return to the path he always missed.

Where prayer is always a place to complain sigh, where he shares happiness. And it will all be felt soon.

His head lowered, his two pairs of eyes staring at the stomach covered with a white cloth there. "Honey, you want to join Mamah now and then. We will learn together about the religion of Islam." he was really happy to get a little angel in his stomach during difficult times like this.