The Love Struggle of Miss Ruth

Chapters 169. Surrender

The glare of vehicles passing by on the city streets seems to move regularly even though it looks very crowded. Some young couples seem to laugh cheerfully enjoying the pace of two-wheeled vehicles.

What a simple happiness of course.

Apart from the street atmosphere tonight, the sad side is seen in one of the cafes which looks more like night entertainment.

No matter the cold tonight, the pain in the heart that continues to explode must immediately he vent without thinking anymore.

Dava's eyes continued to look forward as his footsteps began to browse in a dimly-lit cafe with colorful lights that continued to turn on.

"Night," said a soft girl with a tall slender skin tanned mature. His eyes were clear if he was smiling at the man he had just greeted.

"Hem," said Dava who does not care about it but he still wants to appreciate people's feelings even if only with the deheman's advice.

Step feet level also passed through the slim body. He set his eyes on the bartender's desk which looked like several empty seats there.

"Well, at least the chair model is much better than the others" Dava said looking for a safe way to calm himself.

His hand instantly shot up into the air with a flick of his finger at a girl on duty in front of him. With a sprightly barista beautiful was pouring a bottle of alcoholic beverages by handing a bottle also next to the glass he just filled.

One gulp, two gulps, saw Dava clenching his forehead deeply. His tongue really could not like the taste of that very unpleasant drink. But his heart was so restless that it kept remembering this bitter farewell.

"I resigned.I resigned, Lord. Let me take it all out this time and let me forget about it tonight. I want to live well." Without even a single tear dripping down her cheek.

Dava was so stupid, he realized his weakness as a man. But his heart and mind could not keep pace at all. When the mind refuses to grieve for love, the heart says something else. His heart was so unwilling to let go of the first love that made his life so perfect.

"Hehehe..I was really stupid." she told herself.

Several times his hand returned to direct the drink to his mouth and now does not use the glass again but uses the remaining bottle only half.

***

The atmosphere in the residence Nicolas looked boisterous when he realized the absence of one of his children at the dining table.

"Berson, where's Jeff?" tanya Tarisya then looked towards Ruth who seemed to feed the Princess. He then asked Ruth.

"Shandy, have you seen Jeff? Or did he say where he wanted to go?" Ruth stopped the bribe in the Princess's little mouth.

"No, Mommy. Since then Shandy was with Mother and never saw Brother Jeff.." he said softly. Clearly still felt the pain in his heart when calling the name of the man he always called dear now turned into brother.

But that's the truth.

"Dav, where are you? are you leaving because of me? Does this hurt you too much?" Ruth was downcast when she worried about the existence of the man she still loved.

"Where are you going, Dav? Go home immediately.please." Ruth closed her eyes sadly.

She is very afraid of something happening to her ex-husband.

"I'm sorry I did this, Dav. I have no other way but to be separated from you as soon as possible. This heart is very fragile every time we realize our relationship is still husband and wife but can not sleep together, happy together. I really wouldn't be able to do that. I'm sorry I was so selfish about our relationship. I hope you find your happiness soon and I can be forced to let you go with someone else..."