
"Awh..." A loud whimper sounded.
Two large hands simultaneously gripped the two arms that almost fell when it hit his body accidentally.
Two pairs of eyes that have never met for several months, finally now meet in the middle of the house space that looks not so broad.
The warm gaze that had never been obtained by the brown-eyed woman's figure was now back he felt. A deep and clear look of love is so great in both of Dava's black eyes, the older brother.
"Sister," he said with lips that felt very stiff want to call 'sister.
The figure he called was still silent with a slightly lowered face in order to align his gaze. The beautiful woman he had always made a smile, now looked so thin, pale, and very helpless like a man had no life.
"Why are you so skinny?" a question that sounded so cold yet filled with thousands of worries in it.
Ruth knew the meaning of the question, but she did not want to answer it at this time. His mood was so painful this morning after hearing the mother's words in the garden.
The brown eyes decreased and chose to look down, he was silent while waiting for the two grips on his arm to come off.
Really, seeing such an uninspired face Dava's heart was so screaming in pain. He really did not expect by busying himself in the office until he never met the sister, he was surprised by the sight of the face like an undead.
The two of them had actually chosen not to meet for these few months. Every time he came home from the office all the residents in the house were asleep. He left for work before the whole family woke up.
It is very sad Dava's life, without him realizing what he is doing at this time just like Joints did before. For the sake of forgetting the woman he loved and healing the wounds in his heart, he chose the day of the day to work and the night would also remain the day for him.
And today, as Jendi requests that she depart together because there is something she wants to talk about at home. Turns out Dava had to get a moment to meet his sister. Even though since dawn he tried to avoid Ruth who was in the park and chose to exercise outside the home environment.
"Jeff," called out the voice of such a gentle woman.
Soon, Dava released his hand and turned to look at the figure of a woman who was none other than the mother.
Ruth immediately ran to her room and locked the door. No one knows if he cried.
Sitting leaning against the foot of the bed while squeezing his chest that was so tight. He would occasionally throw his head against the wall of the house.
"Why? why God? Why do you keep my heart always falling on the wrong people? What do you want?!" He screams crying.
I don't know why his mind is so often focused on the direction where he used to pray five times even as tahajud.
Every time he was sad, the activity was always a remedy for his broken heart. He always found peace by pouring out his feelings for the power when he looked up to say his prayers.
"Is this my punishment for abandoning you?" For a moment she wiped her tears and bowed.
While outside the room, Dava is now sitting on the sofa with the others at the order of the Mother.
"Mother please, son. Strengthen your heart.if you always put that feeling on your sister, until whenever your sister will not be able to get away from you." beg Tarisya so seriously.
He was also very sad every time he woke up and wanted to sleep could not see the presence of his first child in their home. Want to see when he continues to see the suffering of his two children who avoid each other? Even at his twilight age, his family still could not find peace with each other.
"If Mother and Father are gone..are you going to stay like this? At least let Mother and Father calm down there later when you see you have lived happily with your respective partners..."
"Pair? No, Mommy. I couldn't bear to see Ruth getting a replacement for me. I really can't see it, Mother." Dava who heard the Mother's words back in the face of panic.
His fear of losing the love of Ruth's sister was completely unacceptable.
All those on the sofa could see the uneasy wave of a Dava after hearing the mother's words.
"Mother, I think we should leave immediately. Dav, can you go get ready?" Joints who know how his own heart until now also understand how the destruction of Dava and Ruth and how difficult it is to follow the orders of the mother.
He did not want to say to Dava, making himself feel insinuated as well.
"Alright," said Dava who immediately chose to go to his room.
Leaving Joints, Tarisya, Daughter and also Dina with her father, Mr. Wilson.
He really wanted to know more about this Dina figure.
With pleasure, Dina nodded her head in agreement.
Tarisya also smiled at the alertness of the son-in-law. "All right, then wait here huh? Mommy wants to see Shandy first."
"Well, Mother." said Dina nodded and looked at the departure of the in-laws.
"I'll leave immediately, take care of Mommy while going with you." said Jendi with her flat face.
His eyes were occasionally fixed on the direction of the sister's room. He was worried about Ruth more than anyone else. It can be said more precisely the same anxiety that Dava felt for Ruth.
"I'm next to you, Sen. I'm right here. Are you not able to hold back your pikrian for your sister? Does that mean I'm not in your heart?" Now Dina chose to bow her head.
She did not want to continue to hurt herself by paying attention to every move her husband gave her sister.
On the side of Ruth's room, there was a knock coming from outside the door.
Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok
"Son, open the door. Honey, Shandy, this is Mommy. Please open the door, Shandy. Mother wants to talk to you." tarisya's words are very soft in the ears of his children even in the ears of others as if his words are able to explain how every word spoken from his lips is full of love and affection.
Silent.
Chequek!
A small smile was painted on the pink lips of the mother. Here, Ruth stood with eyes that kept dropping clean white water.
"Mother," she cried and slammed into the arms of her mother.
Soon Tarisya returned the embrace of the child. He rubbed Ruth's head and stepped forward slowly bringing her son's body into the room.
At the seat of the skinny body was right on the side of the soft mattress. "Darling.look at your body, son. Very thin, Mother is also tormented to see your cry like this.how about the granddaughter Mother inside, surely she is much thinner than you, dear.." persuaded with understanding.
Ruth looked down at her bulging stomach but not so big compared to the gestational age of the women out there.
"Do you remember the doctor? your baby scales are so abnormal, honey. Aren't you afraid of anything happening to her?" Hearing the mother's words, Ruth immediately shook her head quickly.
There is not a single mother in this world who is not afraid if her child experiences something unnatural.
"Mother, Shandy has one wish if Mother agrees to this." he said with tension.
Ruth rubbed her tears many times while waiting for the answer of the mother who until now seemed to frown.
"What is that, son? If it is in a good and right way, and as long as Mother is able to agree to it.insya God Mother will agree."
"Shandy.want to return to Islam, Mother..." Ruth's voice sounded so slow but sure.
Tarisya could hear well what the child said.
"You want to..into islam?" tarisya asked once more and Ruth nodded steadily.
"Is it because of Jeff, son?" now it's really happy for a mother to hear that her child wants to be on the same road as her back.
But still, he did not want if all Ruth did was solely because of the problems she faced and frustrating him.
It is enough of his current religion because of the purpose of marrying Dava. For the next he did not want to let his son vacillate in religion.
Ruth shook her head. "No, Mommy. Shandy misses prayer and teaching. During this time Shandy did not find peace because he was not sure of the religion that Shandy admitted. Shandy wanted to return to the religion Shandy believed in, Mother." he explained steadily to the mother.