The Love Struggle of Miss Ruth

Chapters 164. Anxiety Full Night

The flick-fingered hand elbow slowly made the small, filled body seem to start to calm down. If before he continued to beg to invite the mother to sleep with his father, many times Ruth persuaded the Princess not to be stubborn until she cried that night, there was nothing Ruth could do but teach the child to get used to it.

"Mah.." called her softly as she began to wipe the tired tears she let out continuously.

Ruth's hand was still moving stroking her long, unraveled hair on the cushion. "Hem? Why hasn't the Princess booted yet? Mamah has lost Mama will be very sad if the Princess continues to cry like this?" ask me gently to the child.

"Didn't God like the Princess, Mah? Why the hell does every princess have parents, God always takes them." Ruth's heart seemed to want to stop right then and there. His heart heard it.

"Why did they leave by forcing the Princess to be okay? God knows that the princess is very happy to have parents. Once Princess alone said Mamah continues now Father and Mamah must be separated from the Princess one by one..." He pursed his lips with cheeks that also bulged with annoyance and sadness when pouring out his heart to the mother.

"Why, Mah? What's a naughty child's daughter?" He also looked up to be able to look into the eyes of the mama who is higher than him in a lying position at this time.

Ruth quickly shook her head. "No, Son. It's not like that. The princess is certainly a good child. All this time the Princess was very good." she was silent thinking for a moment what to say to her son now.

It was impossible to tell everything at such a young Princess' age.

"Darling...Princess ever heard, right? if in this world all of it belongs to God. He is the greatest at knowing what is best and what is worst for us. And.all that God entrusts to us, there are times when one by one will be taken back. Everything in this world is temporary. Nothing is permanent."

"Well, maybe God is telling Mamah right now. 'Ruth, it's over now. I will give you a happiness long before you are happy with your life now always be your prayer of supplication. That both of your parents I'll give back to you. Be happy with them and let your child, the Princess feel the affection of his grandparents.' So dear. Now we've even gathered together into one in the same house."

"Then will God return Father again in this room dong Mah? Just like the grandparents who returned to this house." said with a face that had a happy smile even though his eyes had been swollen because it continued to cry from earlier.

A stiff smile appeared on Ruth's face. Inwardly he said unhappily, "That's impossible, son. Your father won't be able to go back to Mom again." 

"Now the Princess sleeps well? it's night, Mamah is also very sleepy" he said with half-red eyes to withstand the sadness.

The princess nodded her head in agreement. "Yes, Mah. but the Princess wants to pray first before the bobok. Princess wants prayer for God to return Daddy busted with us again. Daughter misses threesome again, Mah."

All the wishes that the Princess had said to her, only continued to make Ruth very sad. If he could be angry at the child, of course he would be angry. Many times the Princess always forced the situation and opposed everything that happened to them. While his affection for the Princess of the child could not possibly make him have the heart to scold such a small child. Other than just being able to nod in agreement with all the expectations that the Princess had said just now.

Finally, with all the drama, the two decided to close their eyes. The princess held her arms to the mother while in her heart she prayed with hope.

"Yes Allah...Princess please tonight. Immediately return Dad again to Mamah to bob together with the three of us. If you do not want to return Father to us, the Princess still begs to be returned. Aamiin Ya Rabbal alamiin." Both tiny hands rubbed his face expectantly.

Finally, without waiting any longer, now they managed to close their eyes with breath that began to sound regular.

The hug that was so tight at first slowly began to stretch as the two slept deeply. Shortly thereafter, there was a sound of the door whistling so quietly.

Kreeeeek!!

The figure of an old woman with eyes immediately fixed on the two leaders on the bed.

"Thank God they have all slept" Tarisya said checking the condition of the child and adopted grandchild.

Slowly his hand closed the door and moved away from the child's room to return to his room.

Here, the room that had just been filled with a husband and wife seemed a clumsy atmosphere.

"Em" both said at the same time.

"Sorry, can I pass?" ask Joints with a flat tone and an expressionless face.

Of course Dina nodded quickly and sidelined her body, yet again their bodies shifted to the right together.

"Sorry.." Dina's calm face immediately shamed and she lowered her head without looking at her husband's face again.

Joints stepped leaving the wife with a face that is no less shy. "Good God I could've been acting silly like that. What a hard thing I get rid of his body for me through sleep need to get a stupid thing like that. Joints Joints." he collapsed in heart while shaking his head in wonder.

On Dina's side right now she was the same. Seemed to complain of nervousness while with the husband just now.

"Yes Allah...Dinah you are so embarrassing. Why should I step in that direction anyway? Huhhh really is embarrassing. But.I like to see his face like that..." He smiled amusedly remembering the expression of Jendi who tried flat but there was an embarrassed expression that he held in front of his wife.

Never in history have the two of them laughed together all this time, so if until that happened it was of course very strange in taste. Dinah is only a legitimate wife, not a woman who will have her heart until anytime. And of course until anytime, Jendi will still perpetuate the name of Ruth Surya Dinata or Shandy Chintya in his deepest heart.

Everyone seems to be busy with their home life. But no one knows if in the night that began to feel so cold gripping Dava figure pensive in front of the window room alone.

A glass of warm coffee accompanied the cold night breeze that wildly entered the room. Dava opened the window of his room. He was anxious to feel the air that could bring his breath a little relieved this time.

There were no words he could say anymore other than just bracing his heart to welcome tomorrow. The day that the wife will be completely separated from him. Sadness so radiated in his black netra. His lips continued to sip the warm coffee without being able to feel the sweetness of the sugar dissolved in the glass.

Bitter as bitter as his life this time. Dava no longer knows what he has to do in the future to rearrange his life. All he knew all along was to want to be a father and husband who made his small family happy with all his efforts.

Without feeling the wind that continues to blow gently through every corner of the room was slowly able to blow Dava's round eyes until without feeling he closed his eyes and leaned his head on the wooden chair in the room that's.

A slow breath indicates that the owner of the body is already sound asleep despite so many burdens of the mind that is still wandering in the head.

Shady eyes that always look calm have now been closed even though several times there are clear water droplets that fall from inside the petals.

Losing the figure of the woman he really loved, the first woman who ever adorned his days with a smile now no longer exists. Even with this separation Dava must be able to prepare for even more bitter heartbreak if until someday Ruth can get the tether of heart that God really gives for her forever.

"Ruth, don't go, honey. Please don't leave me."

"Ruth, I can't watch you stay away from me..."

"No, No, Honey. We love each other. Please stay like this. Don't ever leave me."

"Ruth!"

A series of voices filled with the meaning of the petition sounded softly from the red lips of Dava's figure.

Tarisya who had just wanted to see the child without feeling shed tears heard the sound of ngigau Dava.Ia cry sobbing without a sound, his body seemed to tremble silencing his own lips. The heart of a mother can see her children suffer. No one will be able to calm down of course.

"O Allah..why? Why should this be the fate of my children?" inner Tarisya screamed bitterly.