The Love Story of Children Santri

Chapter 28 - Surrender to Yourself

"Aby Ummi Yusuf."

"No, no Suf, it's night" Khodijah said. Joseph just nodded.

"Thank you next time. Titip Hawa ya Ummi, if you do wrong to reprove." 

"Yes Suf. Ummi will take care of Eve, here Eve must be fine." 

After saying goodbye Joseph left the pesantren An-nur. In the corner of the dormitory building, daughter Eve continued to look at her brother's car which began to disappear. 

It was never imagined that he would stay in a pesantren for a very long time. Sometimes Eve thought they didn't love her. Didn't want to take care of it, so sent him to the pesantren. 

But after thinking back. His family loves him so much that is why they care and pay attention to education and his future. 

"Sister Joseph is gone. Papa, is it nice for Eve to go back to the boarding school?" his monologue stared at the dark night sky and the glittering stars above. 

It's different now in his life. Eve who used to freely play until late at night. Even a club was no stranger to him. 

The father was always angry when he came home. But what did Eve say? 

"Oh Pa, Eve is tired of going to sleep. Don't keep talking, tired of knowing." 

That's always what Eve said. Sinlessly he ignored the words of his father, opposing them only because of the influence of his friends. 

"Let's say Wa, you want to play or group work. You won't know where you're going." 

"But Sher, you're good there's no Nyokap and Bokap lo at home. Whereas I .. who was in lirahin Sher time." 

"Oh Wa, this lo is rich not just an adult child. Let's not be caught you bring a double key so when you go home do not have to gedor-gedor. Easy 'kan. Anyway, if you don't come. The place is very exciting, all problems are forgotten, there we are free to pour out our feelings. Joget-joget, telling stories, and most of all many handsome guys Say." 

Sherly continued to persuade in various ways until Eve was persuaded by her appeal.

For the first time Eve, entering a club, still looks scared and uncomfortable. As some young man presumptuously approached and touched her. But what did his two friends respond to?

Sherly and Mira they laugh at him. Consider himself a kuper (less association ).

"Wa lo why the hell? Just relax the next time they won't bite." 

"Crazy, you! I want to touch it with the same guy. Get rid of me." 

"Alah, so alim lo," his two friends sneered with laughter. 

Then they joined their boyfriends. Pour a drink and then make a toast. Except Eve who was silent. Because Eve knew it was an illicit drink to stay away from.

Sherly and Mira repeatedly force Eve to drink. However, as much as possible Eve avoided. Let alone drinking it, smelling it just makes Eve nauseous. 

"Look at Wa a little bit." 

"No! You guys don't make me dong." 

"Not fun lo," Mira quipped, but Eve did not care. 

"Sher, Mir, I want to go home." 

"It's still 11, too. Wait a minute." 

"Not Mir it's night.* 

"Let's enjoy it here. What do you think of at home. You won't know." 

Her father does not know. However, the repeated calls from his father scared him if his father would scold him. 

"Wa, we dance yuk?" 

"No, ah." 

Sherly and Mira ignored his words, who immediately pulled the hand into the dance hall. 

They join the others, moving their hips, head, and body at will. But not with Eve who remained silent to see her friends. 

Eve was increasingly uncomfortable when she saw her friend making out in front of many people. Even Sherly casually let her lover touch every bend of her body. 

What a misleading black world. Eve, run out of that place. However, it did not find its way. Until he meets Gio, who is drunk. 

"Laughter." 

"Gio, can you help me? I want to go home but I don't know the way home." 

"Come home?" gio smirk.

"Okay, come with me." 

Eve does not realize that Gio is drunk. So as to let his hand continue to be guided by Gio. 

Instead of taking Eve out, Gio took her to a deserted place. Whether it's a basement, a basemant, or a toilet. Anyway, the place is far from the crowd.

"Gio, why are we here. Not that you're taking me out." 

"Wait a minute, we'll relax here." 

"Sst …." Gio placed an index finger on his lips. My eyes were staring at Eve in front of him. 

Gio courageously hugged Eve, then kissed her lips. In a second Eve, persuaded by her seduction, the man she idolized. 

Gio's gaze, and love are able to hypnotize him, but soon the hand pushes Gio's body, along with both perfectly rounded eyes. 

Gio almost touched his body if Eve did not act immediately.

"What are you doing Gio!" 

"Why? You enjoyed it too, right?" 

"This is not true. Everyone here isn't real." 

"Laughter!" gio shouted as Eve ran away leaving him. 

Eve sat in her bed. With one hand that kept touching her lips. If you remember that time somehow Eve felt sinful. Where was it then? Why was there not a hint of sin in his heart. 

I began to wonder if God would forgive me? What would Joseph do if he knew his lips were no longer holy. Could Joseph be angry? 

"Why dream?" ask Aisyah who happened to not sleep. 

"Awhile more. Aisha can I ask you a question? Will God forgive my sin even if it is so great? I realized I was not a good girl. There are so many prohibitions that I always do, will God forgive me?" 

"Allah Ta'ala is forgiving. God willing as much as the sins of his servants if they repent earnestly and promise not to do so, God will forgive the sins of his servants." 

"How do you repent?" ask Eve seriously. 

Aisyah was happy to tell Eve about how to pray repentance. 

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On the other hand, Adam sat daydreaming in his room. Whether what Adam was daydreaming about, could it be that Joseph's request was interfering with his mind. 

Geck, tok, tok.

The sound of knocking on the door surprised him, making Adam look at the door of his room. Kiyai who stood in the doorway, because the door was opened accidentally Kiyai saw Adam was daydreaming.

"A." A." Call Adam.

"Can Aby come in?" 

"Come in" said Adam who immediately lowered his legs from the bed. 

Kiyai Abdullah sat next to Adam.

"You're thinking something? Aby look at you daydream." 

"Nothing to think about. Aby's feelings are just that." 

"Are you thinking about the blood? You still surprised?" 

The blood that once filled Kiyai's room, it filled Adam's room as well. After returning from the mosque Adam wanted to lay down his body shortly before the Islamic prayer. 

However, when he opened the door, Adam was shocked by the amount of blood in his room. The pungent smell of carnation made her nauseous. Adam immediately called his Aby. 

Ummi cleans the place and Adam and Kiyai recite a prayer in his room. 

"Not by Adam thought of anything else." 

Adam thought about Joseph's words. However, I haven't been able to tell Aby. Maybe after he decided, he just said to his parents.

"You don't want to tell a story?" 

"Not ready By. God willing, Adam will tell Aby and Ummi." 

"You're this. Aby was wondering what you were going to tell me." 

"Adam was also curious By, who actually sent the witch to our family. That person was already outrageous, terrorizing even earlier .. There could suddenly be blood in Adam's room." 

Kiyai Abdullah just threw his breath rough. Then touch Adam's shoulder gently.

"Actually this afternoon also Aby's room got the same shipment, but Aby cleaned it up." 

"Why didn't Aby say? Abi …." 

"We leave it to Allah, who sees everything that happens to his servant. We do not know who has done wrong to us but God. Aby did not think about it, Aby only thought about the safety of the Aby family. God willing with prayer at all times, dhikr, teach, the danger will be kept away." 

"But Aby what if the santri are also threatened." 

"Just pray nothing happens to our students." 

"Hopefully By." 

The temptation always comes to the righteous servants of God.