The Love Rhyme of Kawa

SCK 57: Spilled

Zahra was sitting on the porch chair of the house, her father had activities outside tonight, Dira had slept well as Zahra accompanied by reading a fairy tale before going to bed. Meanwhile Kawa is back home because there is a sudden event for tomorrow morning, Zahra allows Kawa to return first. He even offered to go home with Kawa if he had to come back. Kawa understands that Zahra still misses her home, so she asks Zahra to stay as long as she wants, and whenever Zahra gets ready to go home she is ready to pick her up.

Zahra rubbed her cheek with a tissue, her tears flowing. His chest felt tight, so much of his inner burden.

"Mom knows there is something in your heart" Ms Latif held her daughter's shoulders gently, the tears that were running out were now more and more flowing. Zahra held her body to the side and hugged her mother's body tightly. Her tears are completely back. Ms. Latif gently rubbed Zahra's head.

Remnants of dripping rain water were still heard in the courtyard, it had just rained down on this place. I don't know what her daughter was feeling, she couldn't guess. He waited until Zahra would share his heart.

After calming down, Zahra took off her embrace.

"I'm sorry if Zahra's adding weight to Mom's mind, it's just that Zahra really feels this is heavy." she said. Ms. Latif pulled up her chair and sat down near Zahra.

"Nothing adds to the burden of Mom's mind, tell me everything you feel let your burden be slightly reduced," Ms Latif looked at her daughter's face anxiously. Didn't want Zahra to experience the same thing as Airin.

"Are you unhappy with your marriage,?" Ms. Latif felt stifled when she asked this question. Zahra's hurry shook her head.

"Not Mom, Zahra was happy, but she was happy" Zahra smiled, remembering all the kindness Kawa and her family were so wonderful to her.

In Bu Latif's heart was relieved when Zahra said that.

"What makes you hurt, son,?"

"Mom...what would happen if in marriage there were no children among us,?" Zahra looked at her mother. Latif looked back at Zahra, then his right hand gently rubbed Zahra's head.

"Zahra...would you see your way to the end,?" Ms. Latif asked her daughter a question, Zahra shook her head.

"She is God's prerogative, like something, she cannot be asked for but also cannot be denied. We as human beings can only try and pray as best we can, because nothing is impossible in this world. The medical world is already very sophisticated now, everything can be worked on," Ms. Latif tried to comfort Zahra, although she was actually feeling sad as well. But he didn't want to show Zahra.

Ms. Latif grabbed Zahra's hand gently, giving her daughter the strength to accept any reality.

"Give it all to God, son." he added, smiling.

Zahra told me about her condition from the beginning until now, how mentally she is not okay now.

"Did your husband know,?" Ms. Latif asked. Zahra nodded slowly.

"Everything will be fine, trying, and praying" Ms. Latif reaffirmed.

"I'm sorry Mom....Zahra came here, instead of bringing happy tidings, to make Mom sad, "Zahra felt guilty. Ms. Latif shook her head.

"No son, no sadness you give, no burden you give to your Mom and Dad, seeing you healthy is already an amazing gift, that's all that matters," Ms. Latif hugged Zahra once again. It felt so warm Zahra felt it.

        Late into the night, after removing enough of the weight in her heart, Zahra returned to her room and locked the door. He returned a glass of prayer, to complain what he felt to the owner of life.

It felt like she felt guilty for making her mother sad about her story.

"O Allah forgive me" Zahra was raising her hand in prayer. The middle of the night had passed, Zahra had not been able to close her eyes. He was still sitting on the prayer mat while chanting prayers.

He had not checked his phone since then, after the prayers were over. Zahra rushed to her feet and grabbed the phone on the dresser and checked. There are several messages from Kawa that tell him that he has arrived home safely. There were also several messages asking if Zahra had eaten, and finally Kawa asked if Zahra had slept or not. The message was sent last 4 hours ago.

"I'm sorry, don't check HP" Zahra muttered as she typed a message for her husband. Back his memory flashed in the results of the examination of doctor Vany, obstetrician who was visited when that day. Hanna let out a long sigh, the sentence fluttered back.

"Oh Allah, I shouldn't be too late with all this, I still have God" Zahra shook her head, rubbing her face violently. She stood up and put her phone back on the dresser. Zahra drew closer to the still-titled prayer mat and she let go of her face.

Zahra looked at the wall clock that was almost 2am. Zahra put herself on her bed, put her blanket on her body because the air was really cold even without using AC in her room. Hanna tilted her body and tried to close her eyes, trying to rest everything in her mind. Wishing that tomorrow he would wake up in a better state, especially his mood.

        The dawn prayer echoed, Zahra hurriedly got up and tidied up her bed. The short sleep made her feel a little better. Zahra rushed to the bathroom to wash her face and fetch the ablution water, performing her duty. After she helped her mother cook in the kitchen, preparing dishes for breakfast together.

Mumpung is still in his hometown, Zahra wants to invite Dira to walk around as much as possible. The little girl was still soundly asleep, usually if it was awake then the noise of the spoiled nan will fill every corner of this house.

Zahra stared at the various side dishes at the dining table, after which she headed to Dira's room which seemed still wrapped in a pink blanket patterned on her favorite pony.

"Good morning dear, noh the sun has greeted, wake up yuk..," Zahra opened the window of Dira's room so that the morning air in replace the air in this room. Dira moved his hand and opened his eyes slowly.

"Mother..," he whispered.

"Jok pray first," Zahra asked as she approached, sitting on Dira's bed. Dira also obeyed and prayed. "Yok.mandi yok, after that we have breakfast together,"

"Iya bun," said Dira excitedly, immediately he got up and left Zahra who was still there. Zahra helped tidy up Dira's thick blanket.