
The flat face remained the same, as if nothing had happened. Kawa opened her car door and immediately spurred on her vehicle. His brain was still sane, and had to remain sane despite facing the harsh reality just now.
Kawa let out a long sigh, calmed herself down, tried to make peace with her situation. Either this lasted only a moment or he still felt this was just a dream. His memory goes back to the events in the apartment, how can Nadin, the woman he loves, the woman he has serialized and take him to a more serious level later.
Kawa saw the night road, it was a bit late, but the volume of vehicles was still crowded. At least make the speed of his vehicle slowed down, his memory is still back on the event. The voices of the devil were stirring and again ringing in his ears.
Kawa did not return to the villa where her engagement will be held. He deliberately went back to his house, he should have gone back to the villa. But his little heart and his feelings were reluctant there, he wanted to go home and pull himself away.
Blue who had not yet left for the villa was watching television in the family room while snacking on cassava chips. There were footsteps, Blue turned towards the source of the voice. Somewhat surprised to see the arrival of his brother, his brother should be in the villa and stay there as well as Mother and Omanya.
“Abang?” Blue greeted, he saw his brother's face that looked like it always did, flat expressionless.
Kawa looked at Blue's face for a moment, then slowed down her steps. Seeing the face of his only child.
“Bang...should not be at home right?” Blue asks more clearly.
Kawa walked back, this time not answering questions from her sister. Then he went into the room.
“Bang...!” Blue is a little screaming. “Why Bang Kawa?” murmuring Blue, his right hand put the cassava chips that are now no longer attractive.
Blue immediately moved out of place, and tailed towards Kawa's room. He was really curious about what happened. As usual, Kawa's room was unlocked.
Blue opened the door slowly, he saw an empty room. There was the sound of water rustling from the bathroom, Blue sitting on the bed while waiting for her brother to come out of the bathroom. The wall clock shows at 10 p.m.
Blue looked towards the bathroom door, and before long, Kawa came out of the bathroom with a change of shirt and shorts.
“Bang..why bang? Everything's fine, right?” Ask Blue. He is chatty, although sometimes careless but his heart is always sensitive to the circumstances around, especially to his brother.
Kawa let out a long sigh, then sat down near Blue. Actually he did not want to talk to anyone now, but inevitably it had to be discussed.
“What if I cancel all?” kawa.
Blue glared at the question that seemed like that statement, not believing what Kawa said. Blue is convinced that Kawa is having a problem right now, and she's not okay.
“Bang...” Blue tidied.
“Yes, you are right, I should have heard what you said, whatever your reasons were before”
“Bang...” Blue tried to digest, and began to know the direction of his brother's conversation.
“Iya, she is not a good girl, before much, better know now” she said flatly.
“Abaaaang Blue looked at her brother with a sad look, wanting it to feel like she was crying. She knew Kawa well, no matter how hurt or disappointed she was, she would not be seen on her face. “All will be fine Blue Bang” holding Kawa's shoulder. Kawa was silent, she stared at the window of her room, no answer from her lips.
***
Tonight also Ganis and Oma Rima immediately returned home, the clock had shown at 3 am when they arrived at his house, as well as Saga who turned out to follow to the villa last night. Blue deliberately asked her mother to go home immediately.
Saga was tidy in her suit and prepared for the office as usual, only that she would deliberately leave a bit during the day as Ganis said last night, in order to solve her son's problems.
After breakfast, Saga asked everyone to be in the living room. Where Blue and Kawa were sitting next to each other, Oma Rima and Ganis were also sitting next to each other. Saga is in front of Kawa and Blue with a table barrier.
“I'm sorry Pa, Mommy.and Oma...it has made you all anxious, and sorry to make the family embarrassed by the cancellation of this event” Kawa opened the conversation. Oma Rima gasped at the words of her grandson, Ganis immediately calmed her in-laws by stroking the woman's back.
“Papa don't know what really happened” said Saga in a slightly disappointed tone.
“I don't know why as if this bad thing is repeated” Oma Rima squeezed both her hands, her memory returning to the events of Saga and Ganis first.
“Mama...” says Ganis lirih. “All will be fine” said Ganis again calming.
***
Saga had not yet left for the office, Nadin's parents and Nadin came to the house. Oma Rima chose to hand over the matter to Saga and Ganis. He chose to calm himself into the room.
After being invited to sit in the living room, Saga and Ganis tried to contain her feelings, enduring her disappointment and anger after getting a word from her son.
Nadin smilingly greeted both parents Kawa, he sat down next to his mother. He seemed to be trying to calm himself.
“In the beginning we hoped we could become one family, but it did not go well” Saga opened the conversation.
“Ehm...begini Mr. Saga” said the father of Nadin, then followed by pangs.
“All is clear, so indeed we cannot be family” Saga confirms once again.
Kawa left the conversation of both her parents with both of Nadin's parents. He chooses to get out of the living room, Nadin who has memorized the habit of Kawa immediately followed outside, where Kawa chose to be beside the house.
Sitting in the park while looking at the sun that seemed hesitant to appear today, Nadin chose to stand near Kawa.
“I'm sorry I” he said flat. Kawa was just speechless to hear the apology, whether it was sincere or just a sweetener. His heart was already feeling somewhat better than last night, but he would not be able to forget about last night's events. Kawa smiled wryly at the end, Nadin saw that smile clearly.
“Is there still a chance for me?” Asked Nadin.
“Maybe for others, but not for me” replied Kawa, of course this makes Nadin heartbroken.
“I'm sorry” said Nadin again, this time accompanied by tears.
“Forget me, and let's just say we never knew”
“Kawaaa...” lirihnya, now her tears are getting louder.
When our hands are no longer tied, it does not mean that I want to eliminate you in an instant, but this wound is too deep, even I can not say it by looking into your eyes. Forget me, we were destined to meet not to unite. Forget me, and let's live our own way.