The Love of Zarania

Section 158

It was very late at night when Zara decided to return to the apartment, back to strengthening his physical and heart that actually feels very weak but in this situation all he can do is try to face all the problems that have already happened problems that any woman has never want to be in his life, then is it wrong that he who now even had time to think of other men?

Suppose if only this time the man was nearby maybe he wouldn't feel too sick like this because he had to hide everything he felt, he said, keep everything alone because in this place he is only a stranger who does not have close friends, even friends that he already considers very close even become the source of his destruction for the second time.

Luckily his sanity was still not taken away from him even though deep down he was desperate to scream and cry with all his might spilling out everything he felt.

"Pul," she said as Zara Naoki stopped in front of the apartment building where she was living with her husband.

Such a soft voice that came out and even the lip movements from Zara seemed very faint.

"Where to from? I'm looking for you like a madman!"

Just stepped foot through the door but Zara's ears were heard by the voice of the husband who until now became so slicing his feelings, he said, ever since she learned that there were other women sleeping with all of them making the voice that she had always wanted to hear and the voice that was the source of her happiness somehow now quickly turned into this.

"My answer, where are you from? Don't drive me crazy for losing you" Davi pressed Zara's unmoved shoulders and cast her eyes in the other direction.

"Zaaa."

And now a very frustrating tone from the man in front of him made Zara finally give a short answer.

"Park" Zara answered and her body stepped up until the hands on her shoulders slipped slowly revealing how now their relationship had really become so bad.

Davi looked at his hands hanging from both sides of his body and realized that he and Zara were like strangers living on a roof.

The morning Zara woke up not because she wanted to wake up from sleep which helped her to just forget everything that happened, maybe if he could ask Zara to choose not to wake up until everything that had happened could he forget, but a loud enough voice from the middle room really made him piqued forcing him to wake up and listen to what was being talked about in an emotion-laden voice.

"I love you Davi!"

Zara could hear very clearly when she was just about to lower both of her legs, she knew who had boldly said that to her husband and in the apartment she also lived in even fearlessly said that in a loud voice even though Zara was sure the woman was certain knowing that he was in the room.

"We made a mistake and I'm sorry I did that to you, but I'm so sorry to stop interfering with my life and my wife's," davi's voice sounded so begging and full of emphasis in every word he said.

Aleyara shook her head as if she did not want to understand everything she had heard, I don't know what demon went into her body so much that she wanted the husband of the woman who a few months ago came to her to help her heal the trauma she had, she said, and now with his madness he declares love for her husband even as if forgetting that they were once friends.

"I admit I was wrong, and I beg you to stop messing with my life and Zara's."

"Your wife asked me to tell you directly about how I felt, was I wrong even when she herself had allowed it" about the woman now standing a few feet from Davi.

Zara was already behind the door listening to everything Davi and Aleyara had to say, squeezing both of her hands because she really did not expect that Aleyara had become so silly by following what she had said, shouldn't Aleyara be thinking and becoming conscious?

Davi closed his eyes with a clear-sounding breath showing that he as a man was feeling very tired with everything that happened, his mistake was indeed very fatal and he realized that until he and Zara became like this.

"Get out of here" said Davi, who would rather not listen to everything Aleyara said.

"Don't force me to do violence to you!" Davi exclaimed with emotion that had already peaked when Aleyara did not even move in her place.

"What if I'm pregnant! You must not be responsible!" Aleyara's voice was no less loud making Zara who was in the room jerked.

"Pregnant?" Touching his enlarged stomach.

Unexpectedly now even heard a voice of laughter that was so cynical from Davi's mouth, the man even laughed at the ravings of Aleyara.

And a second later said, "i'm still sane enough to remember that I cursed at the safety you gave me," his sharp hissing made Aleyara completely silence her mouth.

The sound of a cell phone located on the bedside table made Zara turn her head and look at the object whose screen was lit, the screen was, hoping it stopped her voice but it didn't stop forcing Zara to answer.

Zara walked away from the door to pick up the phone and answered the call with her two hopeful eyes.

Outside Davi's room, he is forced to treat Aleyara so harshly that she leaves her apartment, it is sickening to have to constantly talk without being heard and just throw away the energy that has been drained for a few days because of thinking about the problems he has made.

Zara came out and found that there was no one in the living room for a while because then the sound of Davi's footsteps was heard approaching.

"I want to return to Indonesia," without warning Zara immediately expressed her desire to the husband who was now fixated on holding back his steps.

"I want to go to Indonesia," Zara repeated her statement and her desire to make Davi finally say.

"I'll book a ticket for us soon" he said, staring at Zara, it might be better if they returned to their own country hoping it could improve their relationship.

But without thinking Davi even found Zara shaking her head while saying, "not us," said Zara made Davi frown incomprehensibly.

"Me, I'm the only one going to Indonesia."

"But Za.."

"Let me calm myself down first, I think it's better," cut off what Davi wanted to say.

Zara already knew that Davi would certainly not let her go to Indonesia herself, but with what the man had done what might still insist on banning her? It feels impossible! Because the man is now filled with guilt and will certainly do anything so that the woman he loves can return to the way it was.

Davi breathed heavily, very heavily because he had to let Zara go with the child still in the womb.

"I'll book a ticket," finally agreed with forced and resigned.

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Zara is ready and really ready to return to Indonesia itself with a reason of self-soothing that can no longer be denied or about by the husband even though Davi is currently like locking her mouth tightly not to talk while lifting a suitcase containing Zara's clothes.

Until being in the car there is no talk only silence that makes the cold in the car very felt, very cold so that it might be frozen.

Taking the woman he loves to stay away from him is not what Davi expected, but she really could do nothing more but obey instead of having to destroy the household with the woman who was about to give birth to her child.

"I'm leaving" Zara said later when Zara had to get on the plane that would take her away from her husband.

Davi clenched his lips together and just nodded without being able to hide the sadness and also the eyes that were almost wet.

In fact as a man he was very crybaby, when Zara was raped he was able to hide her sadness and tears, then why for now he could not, he said, indeed Davi could not bear his sadness until he finally pulled Zara's body and held it very tightly as if this was his last straw.

"I beg you to forgive me, forgive me."

Apologies that always repeat in Zara's ears.

Zara sipped her tears back at the hands of the man who now looks so fragile and said to give her peace, "all has happened, I just need time" she said, squeezing the jacket Davi was wearing.

Zara's way of squeezing showed a broken feeling lingering in her heart and forcing her out but she couldn't take it out, even though Davi was very ready if Zara wanted to hit or kill him even so that his guilt was slightly reduced.

Zara unravels the deck although Davi is still reluctant to let go of the deck but can not do anything when Zara tried very hard until Davi's decapitation finally released.

Davi looked at Zara's back, unable to get out of the airport, driving very fast with a sad face, for now he is a very fragile man.

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